(Not you ignoring the hugs lol Virtual hugs are okay, right? Because they're not physical touch, they're just good feelings, like just me sending good energy to you k bye)
Hello hello hello,
Binnie Binnie Binnie,
I'm a bit annoyed that my The B fankit was sent back to Korea. Like, when packages arrive in my country they go through inspection, but it got rejected because the store didn't send it with the right documents and now the store said I have to pay for it again BUT IT'S SO EXPENSIVE. And it was not my fault that it was sent back. The worst thing is that they only reply by email, they take ages to reply and they never send you the tracking number of the order. Can IST change the place they sell the fankit? For reals, it's not good for international deobis :( Anwyay idk how I'll pay for it, I'm just upset.
Since my post graduation will end soon, what should I do next? I don't know if my brain wants to handle more ✨️studying✨️ for now. I think I should study German again, but I need time for my brain to rest. I feel like we get so much information all the time, it's getting harder to concentrate on studying new things (or old things in that matter, since I studied German for years).
You said how you felt alive when writing songs with Johnny. It's similar how I feel about writing to you, even if I'm committed to writing every week, I do it because I feel comfortable, I feel safe and it makes me feel good. I feel bad that you have to read my craziness and my random letters, but I hope you know everything I write is with good intentions and it's with good feelings.
I feel so bad because I have a friend that lives in another continent so we only talk by messages but she doesn't use WhatsApp so we use other place to talk, and she messaged me like "are you okay?", because I forgot to reply to her message from 20 DAYS AGO. I felt so bad, because if people message me on WhatsApp I'll answer right away, I'm always online there due to work reasons, so I'll reply fast, but in any other app I'll probably forget. I was not like that, I just feel tired and forget things so easily. What happened to my brain lol Ofc she was not mad, she was just worried.
I bought new prescription glasses!!!!!! It's a win! I broke mine last year and I refuse to use my old one, but it took me a year to get a new one... At least I did.
Because you were in Australia, it made me remember that the band I mentioned quit a lot this year to you, the one that I went to their concert months ago, are from there! They're called 5 Seconds Of Summer. I remember when I started watching their content and their english was very interesting to listen to. Since english isn't my first language and I only became fluent in it in high school, different accents were always nice to listen to so I could practice more. They're my teenage band so I love talking about them. And since you were in their home country, I might just talk about them again lol
This letter was written days before I'm sending it, but of course I can't leave it without saying how incredibly proud I'm of you! I know the industry doesn't let you to address about some matters, so the fact that you did it is very brave. Thank you for doing it. You're making a change by doing it. Some people are just too comfortable on their accounts where they don't use their own names and photo, and spread hate towards others (and then they justify by saying they did it to "educate" others, yeah right). Anyway. You're a true inspiration. I hope the world is kinder to you from now on, you deserve good things only.
I think this letter is way too big already. I wanted to talk about witches but I'll do it next letter! Stay tuned lol
Te amo to the moon and back. Forever and a day.
- Gigi 🌙