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hello my love,
your angel here🌟
hello my starbaby!! ♥
hi my eric!!! how are you doing? i hope youre doing well these days, i hope youre keeping your head up with how hard youre working!!
you saying you dont ever clock out.. literally pains me.. sorry.. i know this is your job, but at the end of the day i just hope youll always be happy with what youre working on, and the turnout of it all. i hope youre always satisfied with your work, without
trying to be biased, i love everything you do and i know how much time, effort, creativity, thought, and love you put into everything you do. i hope you dont ever have a burnout of what you love doing. please always keep doing what you love please dont ever let that passion in your heart & eyes for what you love burn out!! 🥺
i hope your minds been clear these days! im wishing you happiness..
miss u
sorry i havent been here. again no doubt you arent on my mind you should know this, but my minds been somewhere else these days with everything going on in the world. my heart hurts for whats going on and im trying to use my voice as much as i can for those who cannot. ive also been busy with work and a few other things which ill update you on rn as i always do~
its not too much, but ive been working all week lolz and the past 2 days have just been busy busy!! after work the other day, i went to the beach again (are we shocked) and sat there. its been super nice these past 3 days with the weather being super warm but i want falllllll weatherrr☹️☹️☹️ i just rlly love the fall and the crisp cold air i love wearing sweaters just perfecr sweatshirts too etc LIKE idk i just want the colder air.. idk
but it was really relaxing and the sun was just beaming down☀️
later that night i just was vibing listening to music all night.. after i come home from work i sometimes am just not in the mood to talk because of just how stressful it is and i just like.. want my alone time, & to not be bothered and my mom like literally doesnt get that.. we havent been on the greatest of terms recently but she like thinks somethings wrong with me and its kinda making me upset cuz like ?? why do i always have to be all cheery.. idk i get shes mothering but ive expressed it so many times and its 🤕🤕🤕 just upsetting shes not hearing me.
but that night i was vibing to music, a little recomendation for you or like a tip (ill give you multiple recs in this letter 2 tops) but if you use your headphones and turn on rain sounds to certain songs its super calming.. i did it to frank ocean the whole night and one song that just healed me in the moment or just made me feel a certain way was BIKING (his solo version one)..
i really recommend doing this.. in the moment it just felt really nice, i really recommend it especially to slower songs..
me time🤓>>
u are so special to me.. when starboy meets stargirl😝😻 okay im laughing that was cheesy but i love you always ..
heres 3!
#ANGEL_fm: chasing you - oftn, pink cheeks - Eldon, Just like you - emotional oranges
🥰🥰🥰 listen well
also i PROMISEEE you im uploading you that playlist soon i promise.. its just got so many songs idk i just want it to be perfect for you😭
anyway but one thing keeping me grounded these days, ive been listening to so much music and honestly i really dont know what id do without music seriously.. i know musics a universal thing people love but im just so passionate for it i really do love it so much ☹️☹️☹️💗 as i know you are as well since its your career lol #myrapper #myace
alsooo ahhh one thing i wanna touch base upon.. i know and i cant stress enough how hard i know youre working.. and i want you obviously to put out work you love, things youre satisfied with, i want you to be healthy always and thats a main priority for me when i think of you, especially your safety.. looking at your schedules for the upcoming cb etc, w/ the 3 new encore dates added.. im not trying to be selfish when i say this but i really miss you and i hope i can see you soon again:( like it hurts my heart saying this because i know yall want to put out more music and you have so much time ahead of you.. but i cant help to wonder and think of when ill finally be able to see you again. or at least meet you😣.. at least in a performance of your own show or something ☹️ it just hurts alot.. loving & supporting you from afar sometimes i just think & i wish i could be closer .. distance is a killer but ill never truly stop that from me loving you w my whole heart ): i miss u all and im wishing u all happiness. my hearts for u
anyway :[:
although this full moon has me 😵💫 vibes are really off and im not feeling it.. im really debating going out for halloween day of because i bought a costume last minute and me and my friends planned to go to nyc.. but tbh im nervous and i keep having certain thoughts idk 😣 if i dont i literally do not mind just watching movies and staying home thats kinda my fav thing as you know.. dont want my life to sound to boring to you when i tell you these things i just swear i live somewhere where theres literally no activites for me to do, except go to target as an adventure 😭 #girlthings.. ill obviously update you but yeeeeah
also the other night i attened my younger cousins birthday dinner :) it was super sweet i guess but i felt bad because i was so just overstimulated & didnt say much, i wasnt gonna go at first but i didnt want to cancel ): i had a hard day that day
anyway.. thats enough about me!!
i really cant stress enough how i hope youre doing well and taking care of yourself during these times of your hard working days!!. im wishing you well and sending u my love. i miss you these days extra, and i know u need my love and support in times of where ur working hard! i hope u always think of it when youre in need of a push and a feeling of uplifting!!
its always there for you, as youre my biggest love i hope mine can be there for you as youve said before😣😣💗
also im so excited to see you on the genius paik.. as i have work im gonna watch it later when i arrive home :,) cheering u on in this show im excited to see you my love <3
#열정막내_에릭이의_장사천재백사장💗💗🫶🏻
its coming out when im sleeping i think
also u got me fighting for my life fr 🤔 im keeping it casual here and bubble. youre wilding sohn but i hope you know where home is at the end of your days.. 😴😝 this is more personal to me anyway kdndjskxk idk
nah but i love you more than any star that shines.. i hope youll continue to shine daily as you work hard and conquer each daily activity you take on.. i hope theres no bumps in your road, if so im willing to take all that energy.. may there only be positive energy within our paths.. i just want the best for you idk what else to say more. may you have happy days, i hope you create wonderful memories and feel love around you.
whenever you end your day, please rest well. please drink water and eat your meals my eric<3
i promise you that you look so amazing and i hope you arent losing any weight:/ may your body rest, you are only human and can take so much, please take care of yourself i mean this. youre smart i know you are but dont overdo it.. i know with this industry its just.. just please take care of yourself the best you can..
may this weekend have treated you well, and may next week be a fresh start. you being 13 hours ahead.. wait up 🙄🙄 lol
i love you beyond the stars. may the world be kind to us, bring ur light to those who see your brilliance!! and i hope you focus ur energy to those in ur life who
always appreciate u for who u are. u are so loved, u are worth so much my love!!
i love you more, may you always happy. ♥🌟🫶🏻
appreciating you for every single thing you do. i really do mean this
gn or good day to you my starboy erigi,
may the moon cherish you & may the stars shine bright upon you 💫
goodnight from me 💗🥰 youre the last thought on my mind🌟🌟🌟
♥ — your angel,
angelina
2:52am est time, oct 29th 📧💗 ny
love u baby
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첫댓글 also something really funny happened today with regarding you and some fan item i have.. currently its in the hands of my brother and cousin😭😭😭
i love u forever and always!! please smile 🫶🏻🌟 my evergreen:) be back soon