2:12 AM 2023.11.01
my youngjae it’s already november!!! it is tbz comeback month already and one month till your b-day month!!! i am so excited and looking forward for everything. :) how was october? i hope it was a great and happy month for you. it was a great and happy month for me :) i easily forget the things that happen but i can say it was an okay month. i hope this month will be better for us and there are many opportunities we can take and many memories and exciting things to experience.
did you have a great day? what are u doing now? me, i am lying down on my bed it’s around this time i usually sleep but only when i don’t have class the next day. i don’t have to go to school tomorrow. i’m glad i get to write you a letter today. i wanted to write to you everyday before i sleep because that’s what i always do before but i get busy with school and i finish my schoolworks late and i need to sleep early so i didn’t have time to write u a letter. and if i write u a letter i don’t want it to be rushed because then it wouldn’t be written whole heartedly. it’s not that you’re asking me to but i will make sure to write to you whenever i have time because i want to let you know even if u probably won’t see it; how my day went, what i did, how i feel and i want to give you strength and show you support through my letters and things like that. there’s just this comfort i feel whenever i do so.
today was an ordinary day for me nothing special happened. i haven’t finished my cross stitch too i am really almost done around 95% already. i sent you a picture on my letter yesterday. i haven’t had the chance to finish it. i was doing it the whole afternoon but suddenly there was an emergency after i ate dinner and we had to go to the hospital because my mom got bitten by our puppy ;( it’s not that serious fortunately but her lips was bleeding so much so we had to message our relative who’s a doctor and she advised us to go to the er asap. she eventually had to have several shots. remember i told u on my letter recently how short-tempered our puppy is 😭 this is basically proof for it. my mom didn’t even provoke him he’s just such a mad and aggressive puppy 😭 but we are always being careful around him starting now and since he’s still developing, we will try our best to train him as well. my mom is okay and i’m glad it’s nothing serious.
right now, i have colds and my nose is a bit stuffy and congested which makes it hard to breathe sometimes especially when i eat 😭 sorry am i giving too much details? i want this to be authentic as possible. 😅 earlier too when me and both of my sisters went with my mom to the hospital, me and my older sisters were just waiting inside the car on the parking lot. we were playing and talking and i got hit on the leg by the seat buckle the one in between the seat 😭 i was transferring something on the back of the car and when i sat back down i accidentally sat on it. it hurts a lot until now.
to be very honest i kept coming back and re-reading the above paragraph because i am honestly very sleepy already and my eyes kept closing 😭 i hope i’m still making sense. i’ll end it here i’m sorryyy it’s cause we got home from the hospital late already. i didn’t feel tired at all. just now 😭 let’s rest well and have a great sleep. you’ll be in my care this november too. please be safe. get enough sleep. eat healthy foods and make sure you that you spend time for yourself and treat yourself. breathe and take it easy. i am always cheering u on. i’ll always give u strength. i love you and i always always care for you. be healthy and happy! good night/morning! ♥️
p.s i am sorry if my letters are not as fun, exciting and eventful as the others 🥺 i hope that i’ll be able to find the right words to say and stories to tell the next time around. my words are repetitive :( i will try my best. but i love you. i really do.
어제 내가 너를 사랑했던 만큼 나도 너를 사랑해. 그리고 내일도 당신을 더욱 사랑할 것입니다.
여러분은 내일 더 행복할 것입니다.
내가 너를 볼 때 보자.
#5NO추: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2TtOtuY6NzeLJZJzDb6fOO?si=3O75Vib-SWesMMLBjXXPPw&pt=17ab98f952541978455677e1c1910d82&dd=1
#5NO추: no. 5 - penomeco, crush
your deobi ♥️
“Always Remember, Deobis Loves You”. ♥️