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HEY !!!!!!!! hey how ya doin 😓 ik im late keb but like ........ i WILL be talking abt da vlog !! i got to watch it on sunday which was a couple few days after it posted (T.T) and i wanted to write to u asap after watching it but i couldnt because my sister watched it with me and idk man it'd just feel kinda embarrassing to write to u in front of her ☝😔 so i wrote to u in my diary before sleeping and in english literature class the next day- so i shall be delivering a short letter - im not sure if it is sure but yea :3 - i wrote a few days ago in this fc post and talking abt other things !!!!!
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dear 케빈,
wow whoa hey hey im writing to u again ?! ( context from me rn i began like this because i used to write letters to u in a diary and started always with a dear keb or dear kevin 😭 ) i hope you've been doing good, resting well and taking care ♥ and if you've been feeling down, i hope yk that its ok, things will get better. they always do :3 i originally planed to write to you on fc today but ... i couldnt :') so im here, writing to u in a diary again ! and i've stuff to talk abt so lesgo ☝‼
so keb, i wached da beylog !! WHWOAOHDOAHS A i cant explain how happy I felt when the vlog dropped :") i was so excited to watch it like i couldnt feel it running in my viens the feeling was there it was PALPABLE !!!!! but i had guests that day ... and one thing abt me (IS THAT IM THE BADDE- sorry) is that i'll either watch new content right away when its released or watch it at da 'right time' which could be after im done with a task or just when the time feels right 🤠 and that day i was like ima do this after doing that accursed history assignment !! SIKE I HAD GUESTS REMEMEBER 😇🙏🙏 at least they were cousins i like :'D i would randomly space out when hanging out with them and be like hehehe ... keb beylog .... ehehhe and feel my bpm increase due to excitement 😭 unfortunately they left late as hell and i was TIRED. and i had to sleep but tbh if i had a choice i woulda stayed up to watch the vlog :( next day i had coaching from 11 am (give or take an hour idk my coaching teachers work according to their own schedules ?) till 4 pm so thats that !! THEN I FIND OUT WE'RE GOING TO A COUSINS HOUSE AFTER COACHING- God bless 😇🙏 she is also a cool cousin so i wasnt a rotting corpse at her place ☺👍 and WAAW we come back home at like 1 am so i was made to sleep asap bcs i had coaching the next day as well (note from me rn CONGRATS BRO WE FINALLY GOT TO THE DAY I WATCHED THE BEYLOG) THNK THE LORD i had the day free of relatives 🤩✨✨✨ honestly i wanted to nap after coaching but i ended up spending nap time watching cartoons on a channel i used to watch as a kid :") more on dat later doe, i told myself i'd open the pc to write down the assignment questions but ended up on twt and insta... my tl was filled with posts abt the genocide and i felt horrible but i ended up rting tweets related to whatever was happening . i teared up a number of times and at some point it all felt too much so i decided to watch ur beylog :D my sister also watched with me hehehe
and !! GOSH it was so healing :") it was also so relatable like huh i have never been to a concert 🤠 but i am also crazy delulu imaginative (meaning i've imagined myself in tbz concerts) and i got to experience online concertos so !! if just daydreaming gets me so excited, i'd probably ascend if i got to see u guys irl T.T i fr felt the amount times u said omg what is happening 😓CAUSE.... ok keb i had to go sleep 🤩 im at school rn, eng lit class (yay...) my fav part was the clips of you vibing at the concert T.T.T!!!! i wish they put in more :") im feeling glad once again that you've posted so many clips from rwt lol i demand we get a seperate vlog dedicated to all the videos u took at the show and idc if theyre not filmed right !!!!! i love to see kevin moon in his element >< (being a beyhive) also bro had a puffy face for almost the entirety of the vlog sobs my brotha did NAWT sleep T^T also when the vlog ended i saw that its abt half an hour ?! TIME IS A SCAM BECAUSE it didnt feel like it - also idk why but i had goosebumps most of the time T.T.T and that part where you wrote the letter was so relatable AAAAA i literally have a diary filled with letters to you TwT also bro is so cool ?! or are people just that kind-hearted with fellow stans bro made sm frens that was so cute T.T when u were at the venue for the first con i was reminded of how you popped up in the bg when reporters were streaming for news channels LAWL that was so silly :3 u looked super cool when u talked abt ur celeb friends btw !! omg also idk if u remember but in a letter i wrote to u a while ago i mentioned that if i ever get to meet you i'd ask you 1) how did you become a beyhive? 2) when did u become a beyhive? WELL !! i got the ans for my 2nd question !! u mentioned in your letter to mother that you've been a fan since middle school !! THATS SO COOL TBH ?!?!? i'll catch up with my deobism 😔☝ i became a deobi when i was in middle school too :0 im in hs now so its not been too long T.T im going to be a 3 year old deobi by dec 20 !! dude i was tearing up when u were talking about how beyoncé inspired you into doing what you want and how you hope to do the same and motivate ppl to chase their dreams :( ur so precious i love how honest youve been to your motto (integrity!!) i geniunely needed to see this after seeing all that on twt :") and ik i've said this before but i'll say it again , you've been a pivotal force in my life, pushing me to come out of my shell and do those things i've been wanting to do :") thank you for being so inspiring, i love you <3
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well kevin that ... isnt very short 😓 but i've written longer letters ok 🤧 NOW KEB I GOTTA GO VERY SOON BHEFIASJIODBFHIASHU so leme just say I HAVE A FIELD TRIP TOMORROW WHWOHOWWOHADSOFISHOAS IM SO EXCITED RAAAH its going to be to a farm house !! i've never been to one before and im so excited to have my first time be with friends :3 THERE IS GOIUGNT O BE A SWIMING POOL TOO 🚶♀️👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹 IM GOING TO SWIM AGAIN AFTER LIKE 3 YEARS CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT WJBSDVHISAHIJPO[JADHUFYSIASIJP (can you tell how excited i am) ok kev before i say more im going to end the letter here :") so much more to say but i dont have time ... sob . till then, take care !! rest well eat well >< i love u smsmsmsm !! sending virtual hugs and much love <33
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