kevin mooonnnn
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it's been so long and that only means one thing
and it brings a hornet's nest of a feeling in my chest. that maybe the reason you're not online may not be positive. You are worthy. Your existence is a headliner. Every piece of art you produce is a display of your UNIQUE love. You have earned to be on every billboard. everytging you touch is like a dandelion petsl in the wind; captivating. every opinion you share is worthy to be heard. every note you sing or play can be it's on track and played on repeat bc you're just that exquisite.
Ahhh there is more i want to say but the words fail me. I want to string the words in my heart and mind to somehow personify how I see you. but all i get are these deflated attempts. though they may not be much, I pray they at least create a sense of what youre in need of the most at the moment when you read it. That the words drift into your mind when someone says otherwise. i love you and care for you. I support you in everything you do. ya girl is working hard to be in a position where i can see u in irl or a fc wink wink ( not too sure. still in da works) so continue to grow the flame within you that burns from passion. That your passion for music would burn so bright it would disinegrate others who try to oppose you. but most of all, I always pray your heart never hardens. there is a lot of messed up ppl in leadership-like position that affect us that should not be there. their heart doesn't beat as it should. Discrimination may occur everyday, but I always pray your heart remains soft and your resilience increases. the day we become numb to ill-mannered actions directed at us is the day we lose. being numb in the sense that you codone it and it is what it is. No. it doesn't have to be. no matter what , you are free. whatever bindings have been engrained in your mind to think otherwise is a lie. the cage door is open. fly.
If you needa break some plates on the floor or ft someone who gets it but isn't emersed in the situation with you , then do it. go to your person. the one that feels like home. for me , that's you. i mean i write on here but your existence is my person. ( i go to therapy and have made some friends in my bible study that i feel safe with and love dearly) knowing you are out there fighting for what you love tells me that our wrestling to stay in touch with our humanity is a marathon. not a sprint. each day we are being renewed. may the weight of tomorrow fall off of your shoulders like rain pelting an umbrella. and the things that replay in your mind and just won't seem to stop, you grab them by the ear and rip it. anything brought into the light is done for. it loses it's power. physically tell yourself that. " i am kevin moon and I am a strong son of God who is able to do hard things. No event,person, or feeling will strip me of who i truly am. Bc you won't break my soul" always nice to end with a beyoncé lyric ehh? chef's kiss
okay i go bed.
"And there were several times i want to give up but i thought myself I AM MORE THAN THIS i am more than what i am in these difficult times and these couple of years i've come to understand THE THINGS THAT BRING YOU JOY ARE WHAT DEFINE YOU AS A PERSON" - kevin moon
xoxox
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