Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? hope you had the loveliest day, hopefully another one to remember and look back on ♡
I began writing you this letter yesterday but then I stopped to watch your content and then fell asleep watching it and then woke up at 4am and then began writing you again and then went back to watching your content and then fell asleep again and here we are now..😭
There’s something about you that makes me so appeased, there must be something about you being singers that makes your voice perfect to put someone to sleep cuz god, I can’t even tell you how many times I’ve slept watching you🫠
But yeah, this letter has gone through a lot, good luck not sleeping out of boredom reading this lmao
…. (I was in the subway on my way home🫣)
Alright, let’s get to the overly random day I just had lmao, 1st of, I’m not the innocent ‘everyone is great’ typa person, I rather grew up in constant paranoia when it comes to interacting with strangers (not that it’s a good thing either lmao) but I guess walking with Santa Claus is coming to town blasting in ur ears can only make you ridiculously gullible😭💀
I had my hanja class in the morning, let’s get to it later I kinda want to use u as my notebook again
Then went to eat at a mall, there’s lots of benches so I usually just sit there to kill time until the remaining classes of the day
Well I only ate snacks but let’s say we ate
So I was sitting there smiling like an idiot at your insta nerdy post until a guy came up to me; a shopping trolley filled with books, a smile and a hi and here we go with a whole monologue on life, his takes on personal development and the importance of documenting yourself on whatever the book he gave me is about, it sounds very random and it is but he was so well spoken and sober enough for me to not feel threatened or weirded out lmaoo😭
So I let him speak cuz we can’t end conversations here✌🏻, nice dude I guess, he gave me the book he was moving around with, talked about how he loved traveling, learning new languages and meeting people who are emotionally aware; he eventually came to the end of his speech and then, as expected, told me I could give out the amount I wanted, ‘paid him cuz I’m a clown~
He was lucky enough to stumble upon a literary student who dies for languages lmao, took that book and I guess he enjoyed that convo cause he gave me 3 more books😭 I paid nothing for all of this tbh so yeah (tryna convince myself I didn’t get scammed in broad daylight), see? Even I can get swayed in my own country with my own language just walking on the streets💀😭
Tbh I don’t really read, loving languages and grew up interested in languages and history more than I was in science (let’s not talk about maths), I’ve read dozens of books for school, way less on my own will, I’m just too lazy and impatient lmao but I’m a clown clowning myself on a daily so whatever😭
The book doesn’t seem that boring tho, we’ll give it a try when I’ll find time to do so, see you at the end of 2024 we’ll see if it just ended up rotting in my room or not lmao
…. (after getting back home~)
Anyways, I’d love to talk about lovely things but I had a chaotic day, transports in Paris are made to destroy your mood but I’ve gotten stronger I guess🫠
It doesn’t even phase me anymore, more than being optimistic I just have learned to not care
Being late to uni is what would stress me out but I always go out early so it never happens, however, being late home is an all year round struggle lmao
Today was way more of a chaos than I have ever experienced tho, plan A dead, plan B dead, I called my savior aka my mom who knows Paris by heart but even then every train was just on hold so I waited for an hour or so and my plan C came to me🫠
My phone being dead as well, I had to go through all of it without music, well that was the upsetting part🙄
I gotta find the motivation and get my driver’s license asap, letsgo 2024 resolution🫠 (acting as if I didn’t say the same thing last year)
Well driving in Paris is not it anyways lmao, they be driving thinking they’re shooting for the next fast&furious💀
so yeah weird day, let’s leave the hanja for tomorrow or idk when I’ll comeback, my brain isn’t braining rn I’m exhausteeed
Anywayys, now we gotta talk about the highlight of my day aka you ♡
I needed to breathe after this chaotic way home and I figured catching up on ur content was the best way to bring everything down~
So I’m currently watching ur Dear.TheBoyz anniversary content, awing every 2secs at your lovely bond🥺
… (waking up in the middle of the night lmao)
well hi, it’s 4am, I ended up sleeping watching ur content, visibly slept too early cuz I’m not that tired anymore, should we just watch it again? I’ve seen they put eng subs too, let’s just watch it again🫠
Woke up to ur Christmas reels, I always knew I needed u on insta so bad, I finally feel like I won in life kev, blessing my ears and reaching me right in that heart of mine every single timee
You know you’re a good artist when you’re able to get people moved from the very moment you let your imagination soar to your art, well that’s a very engraved trait of the artist u are ♡
Let me watch it back for now~ ‘melted at cobie saying how the members gathered and even made a separate groupchat to take care of you😭 that’s the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard, you guys are so lucky to have each other, beyond the fact that you’re crazy talented artists, you making one as a group makes it your strongest asset, creker really did something here😭
Aaaa ‘god it feels great being a TheB, and here I am getting drowsy again🫠
I’ll go back to sleep if I can’t make it above 10min lmao, I don’t know in how many parts I’ll write u this boring letter but you’re def not reading it now😭💀
…. (Waking up x2)
Hi hi I just woke up, it’s 10am, waking up to our moonbae flirting over timbits and Iced Capps in Tim hortons’ comment section was something I never thought I could even catch a sight of, thanks ist for doing something right😭
How successful was 2023 for you as a fan, you got to see Bey, noticed by and befriended Jeremy Scott and now your childhood franchise is coming to you right on your month ready for Christmas, slay I’m so happy for you
I gotta make myself a cup of tea and I’ll catch up on everything I failed to watch~ I’ll only go to class on the afternoon so I got time to kill
Overthinking me was about to take over, pushing me into not sending you this letter causee borinnng lmao
but well that’s what an everyday life looks like, diary vibe, I’ll end this here tho cause I’m not trying to actually write you a whole diary condensed in one letter, ‘might kill you if you actually stumble upon this letter, I’ll convince myself you won’t see it and post it😭
Hope you’re having a great time in Japan, taking great care of yourself and hopefully sleeping enough after the crazy performances you gifted us with ♡ always grateful for your hard work and dedication in every task you undertake, ‘hope you can be proud of yourself today as well just as much as we are of you and hopefully rest without any troubles ♡
Always grateful for you, love u always ♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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