안녕 홍중씨...
so again I am writing at late at night haha ... I'm sorry that I cannot write and talk much in your language.
I have been thinking a lots, asking a lots to my senior and my friends... what has done meant to be done, what has happen has already happened... so they told me to just keep living my life. I have done what should be done except apologize to them.
well, I have told them what I should towards this circle of ex-friends (I can't called them friend anymore when obviously they already kick me out of their life) I didn't say anything after what happen and just letting them say anything what they want haha why I am being nice. I just start to speak up when this 1 person say things that is not true and never come from me. When I read back everything it's a good thing that I used good words, replied them with good words but only them keep on dissing me and bad mouthing me. Oh well, I already admitted my wrong, but they don't want to admit their wrong too, so it's okay. Then, I just remove everything about them.. well it is hurt that I had to do it, but I rather done it from read or know all those malicious comments of them towards me. One said I act depressed when I am not :) Literally I am having nice sleeps can still laugh. (I am sounds so cruel right now) . The thing is, I am feeling I am not a good person anymore by living well while the one that was exposed been living in hell haha... well I exposed what she has been said wrong and bad about this one friend of us with her own assumptions. haha I just don't know... If you read this, and feel the same way like them that I am a bad person... well I already letting them to say what ever they want about me, I already telling the truth but they won't want to listen to it's okay (hahaha but some are very mad because I scold them for attacking this one minority girl before like eurgh so you like to attack that girl so okay I am bad here for scolding you guys then HAHAHAHA so they attacked me back by dissing, bad mouthing infront of me and even ask when will I leave that group haha) I can't say that I am sorry for what happened to them and be the reason that group fell apart when they are saying those things that they never know. How actually about this 2 people haha.. they know nothing when that person make her own assumptions about my friend when my friend know nothing :) haha... I tried to be listener but there's action I should have not be done...
well in conclusion, she just feel ashamed that I exposed what she's been saying about my friend with her own assumptions. well never expect my friend to exposed what I told her haha errrr. so I am fine I just accept what ever they said.
Hmmmmmm this is not a letter of encouragement of a love support letter to you but more to tell you what my story are... haha ... 미안해....
I hope by telling this, you won't hate me with my action or anything you want to feel but I don't have anyone to talk more haha...
I'm scare to tell you what happen that I am scare to look up and love you anymore... sorry from this atiny...
Live your life well Hong Jong ssi... don't be like me.. and Thank You for posting on Twitter :')
Ahh and that lettee before "I feel bad," I delete it.. not that good to be keep haha...