[에릭] your angel: 내 전부 영재♥ #876 🤭

[angelinnaa]

you’re so beautiful.. the most exquisite looking man.. mine🤓

hello my love!✨

hello my darling ric🫶🏻
i hope all is well with you today, or at whatever time you see this youre feeling very well:) . i hope in this moment you have the mindset of you accomplished alot today & did well. youre doing well always, and i am by your side every step of the way ❤️✨

be easy on yourself💗💗


i have alot to say in this letter today, i obviously am gonna talk about my 2 days & theres something i want to mention i realized over these times. and just praise you~
this one is a little long today, so thank you for reading in advance lovie!

where do i begin?
as i told you, we usually host christmas eve at my house and my family comes over! it was nice having my family here, my cousins, aunts & uncles & my grandfather! it was a fun night!!
weve had this tradition almost every year, since my uncle knows a few people.. where we have our fire department come to our house and one of them is dressed like santa they bring gifts for everyone in my family (the cousins) and its just a funny joke to laugh at as we get older.
we werent going to do it this year since were all technically adults now and my youngest cousin is 11 (who still believes its kinda cute🥺) but my uncle surprises my mom with it since it was a last minute thing.. you cant really break traditions i guess 🥺


other than that my christmas eve was well! i started it off by working too, it wasnt as bad as i thought it was but it was still pretty busy. our regulars came in and gave us treats, we got tipped alot. one of my favorite regulars who works at a record label for certain artists and works with them to create vinyls, brought us in mini cds and handed a few of us $2 bills for goodluck too🥺🫶🏻 just so sweetttt. im grateful to say ive always had wonderful people surronding me during my holidays, and i wish that everyone was able to feel that too.

spot the woody and buzz 🥰

im not one to usually talk about gifts i get. but eric you literally wont believe what i got like.. as you know ive always compared you to being my bright star, purchased the night star constellation of the night you were born, have always taken photos of the sky. lets just say i really do love astronomy & astrology as you know.. but i finally got a telescope 🥺

ive never been so excited to use something more in my life.. ughhhhhbfeja I AM SOOO EXCITEDDD.. i have to set it up during the day because apparently its easier according to my stepsister, so im doing that later. i would have done it yesterday, but its been so foggy out lately i wasnt gonna be able to look outside at night.. so be ready for more pictures of even better quality of the moon & stars my sweet love<3
wishing on the stars for you

wya love?🫠🤣

LOL. christmas canceled fr.. jk

looking this fabulous and ethereal while im not there is truly absurd.. just kidding.. maybe.. 🫠🫠

but you looked wonderful!! and the performance was great too! saw the camera angles and i just want to reassure you that you all did well, you did well yesterday. ❤️ dont be too upset over them 😞 you all worked hard:) it was so cool.. 🥰

💗💗💗💗❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💗💗💗💗

about to get serious!(?)
as i want to say happy holidays again to you,
as for or what ive realized recently as ive gotten older every year or just as life goes by, holidays are usually checkpoints for me. to see how far ive come, how ive grown in the past year. are they checkpoints for you too?
i was realizing this as i was sitting down yesterday with everyone around me as everyone was just laughing and enjoying themsleves, that where everyone was this time around last year, noone is the same and were all in different areas of our lives. were all at different points then we were last year and weve all changed a few things about ourselves


as the year ends, i can honestly say that this year was one of the hardest’s for me, a year i definitely wont forget as ive done so many things, learned so many new things, have traveled places, seen new sights, loved & met more people, have been hurt countless of times, gone thru some of the most memorable breakdowns, accomplished goals i set for myself. but i still ask myself what have i done? i feel like i havent done enough for myself.. what else do i have to set for myself? but i know thats not true and i know ive found part of myself and ill still continue to find part of myself, ive come so far. same with you, as youll continue to find part of yourself, and as were still shaping ourselves into the bright people were becoming today. i know ive grown alot and i am just really excited to see how much more i grow mentally, gain new wisdom etc and set new goals for myself as the year comes.
weve both come so far at different points in our lives~


as time flies, and i know theres much more time ahead. but sometimes i have that lingering thought of im not where i should be, but i know thats not true. i know im where i need to be. same goes for you, everyones where they should be at, everyone may not think it but life works in many ways and were all on our own paths , heading to much more greatness🫶🏻


but as the new year approaches, i know its a closing of a new chapter & the start of a new one. im still not where i want to be at, that there are some things holding me back that i just cant get my foot in the way of the door yet, but im excited to start hopefully soon. i know i dont have to have life figured out fully, as nothings ever promised so thats where ive always had the mindset to take things as they come, and work on them harder to get to where you want to be.
ive also been a firm believer of things always happen for a reason. im excited to see where this new year brings me, and also to see where it brings you as well, theres nothing that brings me more joy then being by your side on this journey. <3



as theres nothing labeled a perfect life, as everyone always faces hardships (id do anything for you to always be happy and face none) as were both individuals weve all definitely faced many emotions, and gone through many experiences. but at the end of the day what are hearts, minds & bodys are trained to do is to push forward through another day. i want to remind you that as you push forward through new days for the upcoming new year, that the kindest & simplest thing you can do for yourself is to be gentle with yourself. as were only just humans continuing to figure ourselves out, as we dont know everything and well go through experiences to learn new things, work on parts of ourselves, at the end of the day youll always end up where you need to be.
promise me that this journey you go forward on, youll be kind to yourself. dont let that voice in your head that we all have take over or dont think badly of any situation youre in, always think positively!! don’t ever underestimate the importance you can have, that you do have as an individual. i see you for so much, that you have so much in store for you but i only hope you see the greatest things in yourself too. i know you do believe in yourself greatly, but never underestimate yourself!!
you are capable of so many things💗🥰🥰
ill do the same for you.

as i know its always hard being optimistic sometimes, thats where rest comes into play, i hope youre able to rest your mind more & take care of it.


i know im not at my best version of myself, but im excited to see where this journey goes and the goodness thatll come along my way, im scared to go through the experiences to get to that point but i assume thats life. theres so many bigger and brighter things out there for us(๑･̑◡･̑๑)



in the darker of times, or where times are hard in general, theres something i want you to allow yourself to have, which is hope. hope is something you give yourself as it makes us stronger inside. its the meaning of inner strength, at least to me. hope keeps us going, and its an optimistic state of mind. i hope part of your heart always carries a little bit of hope, and always carries a positive mindset. i know you do but, itll always reduce stress, increase happiness, and improves parts of our lives without us knowing, but youll have that feeling in your heart. youll know when youll feel that feeling. youll know when hopw comes into play, with the smallest things in life. youll see it & feel it:)
you cant always see a light at the end of the tunnels were walking through, but as you go along you can make a bright path for yourself and bloom brightly, that along the journey through this tunnel youll end up seeing that light sooner or later. 🫶🏻

favorite quote of mine is “hope is a walking dream.”
its so simple yet has so much meaning behind it:)


im getting side tracked but again, as the holidays are sorta like checkpoints in our lives to see how far weve come, ill again tell you how proud i am of & for you for having another great year. youve worked hard, gone through ups and downs, youve experienced many emotions as any other human would this whole year, and i just want to tell you im so proud of you. for being who you are despite everything, im proud of you for continuing to find yourself, im proud of you pushing through every moment of your days. ♥
ill be here every minute by your side, with the warmth of my love to bring you warmth on nights where youre feeling cold this winter.


every season, as this winter is a cold one, ill walk by you and support you with my warmth, so we can run and bloom into spring. you are the warmth i find in my cold nights, your love keeps me warm as these days and nights go on. i hope youll stick by my side and continue to keep me warm each night as you have for the longest time. i promise ill do the same for you also.
my shoulder is always yours to lean on when youre in need. my words will always be there for you when you need strength. you know i adore you mostly.
my love is there to keep you warm every season.💗


may the new year approach you gracefuly with kindness, and as youre standing in the cold crisp winter air, you realize how far youve come and how far you have to go also. dont stress yourself out if youre hit with the realization of youre not a part of where you want to be. time goes by in the blink of an eye, i promise you that youre where you need to be at. may you take in everything around you.
i know youre a grateful & loving boy, may the holidays always be a gentle reminder to you that youve grown, that you have one hell of a story & that youre still writing your story as you go. ❤️🫶🏻✨





this was super long, just at this time around im always hit with the realization of these things. id love to have conversations with you and how you view the end of the year or topics like this of what goes on in your thoughts of thinking like this🧚🏻

im off the next 2 days. i think tomorrow im supposed to head out to new york city, so ill stay bundled up. i think the rest of my day today ill indulge myself in content of you, maybe your lives. because i miss you on this cold winter day.


i miss you dearly, as my heart will always look for you in the little things in my days<3


whatever you were up to today eric, i hope you had a joyful day. that you laughed alot and the sounds of laughter or jokes you made with those around you warmed your heart. 🥹💗
i hope you ate well, and most importantly you stayed warm. i miss you so much & id do anything for your happiness, i hope it never fades and your heart will continously be happy.
you dont even have to be an ecstatic type of happy, days where youre feeling a lil introverted and want to be in your own world, i just want you to feel comfortable and satisfied with what goes on during your days. your happiness is part of mine ♥


my boy, i miss you.
as i did tell you i couldnt go to LA & i wish i could, im setting that boundary for myself to see you more when you do tour when the time comes. bc i want to see you for longer. as you know ive expressed wanting to see you every chance i get here in the states but i believe your promise and im doing what i know is right (also for my pockets, as much as i adore you)🥺🫶🏻
also btwn me and you i dont like the org.. lol.. >.<
if i come here explaining or ranting how i want to see you just dont mind it ig.. i want to see u always, but im waiting it out because i trust your words fully :[:
its an emotion i feel always & at sometimes it feels stronger..
ill always tell you how i want to see you bc after such a long time once is not enough😞 i am also trying to be financially responsible.. theres pros & cons to this event so i hope you understand🥹
waits for u to come to my rescue king.. jk lmfaooo
i miss you my sweet boy, alot😣😣



anyway, as this was really long today ill let you go.
as always, im grateful you read these. you know my adoration grows for you more and more each day.. i fear there is no limit with you. you are the person i love the most ever<3


whenever you see this, im wishing you a wonderful night when you do sleep & i hope its cozily. may this new week be kind and warm to you 💗❄️
old chapters are being closed, and new things are beginning. it is that time of the year again where i think of you with so much love. as time will pass anyway, love will continue to find us & itll always be the one thing we have.


ill be right next to you every step of your way, i know you wont forget that ever. lets continue to run happily, i hope this week youll outshine the stars ✨❤️

#ANGEL_fm: The Kiss of venus - paul McCartney & dom fike
youll like this!


i love you so much.
may the wind not give you a chill, as itll make it colder but my love will be there to make you feel warm!
goodnight to you my sweet youngjae.


have a cozy night, youve done well today💕💛✨
my heart is yours during these end times and all the time 💗🌟✨🫶🏻
take care my baby



with love,
♥ — your angel,
angelina

told u ur in my car 💗🥰

i love you💗🎀

dec 26th, 10:03am💌📧

[angelinnaa]

hope you had a wonderful day my eric, i know youll cherish every moment youll make during ur days with those around you. put your energy where you feel it belongs 💗 mines with you! :) ur doing well & ill always tell you ✨
i miss you so much