dear kevin,
back with the infamous devastated princess fairytale storyteIler, me!◡̈
nawt u probably wondering where the hwell is me throughout past weeks as the last letter i sent to you is almost 8 weeks ago LOL but things gets messy and busy as we reach the end of 2023! i’ll sum it up in weeks:
second week of november but after i sent the last letter:
my mom discharged! but she now diagnosed as diabetic and it kinda stressed the whole household out😅 we need to navigate some things here and there. i hope it became a reminder to you to keep eat mindfully and healthily! its okay to steal some moment to eat sugar here and there but just.. be mindful:D
third week of november:
this week is nothing much as my mom and us, the household, still navigating things. we change the whole diet for our home, let her rest, and all i do is eat her fruits lol as some people came to our house and gave us fruit for their visit and most of the fruit is sugar-rich fruit.. like.. uhh.. the patient couldn’t eat of those.. so.. yeah..
i also made a lactose-free chocolate bread pudding! this is my signature as the crowd loved this and doesn’t know there is no dairy in there. i think you shoulda try my baked goods or try my recipe😋 i’ll attach the recipe below!
fourth week of november:
the mv! the watch it mv! like its so good and cool i actually crying.. i actually clocked out faster than anyone. i work for my dad and our office isn’t really 9-5, we could clocked in and clocked out with our desired time as long as its 8 hours of working lol. i clocked in on 7.30 am so i could clocked out in 3.30 pm and could watch tbz’s music video on a better circumstances. but still.
my driver even questioned me like why would i crying in the middle of the traffic.. look at your impact kevin moon.. LOL. and the week is kinda hectic as well as my work.. why is consulting is so hard.. and things almost get to south with my psychiatrist appointment, LOL.
fifth week of november & first week of december:
so.. yeah.. my mom and dad is out of town (they’re the one who flying to bali instead of me HAHAHAH). my work in bali needs to be controlled every month. it’s actually my dad’s job but he sometimes get lazy and just make me do the job instead LMAO. but this week he decided to let himself do the work as he stealthily wants to take my mom an anniversary trip to bali😵💫 and that week i literally home alone and going to office as actually i could do my job from anywhere. but like.. instead being alone like kevin in home alone, i’d rather going to office😵💫
and in this week i also kinda made a lactose-free french toast from wheat bread instead of brioche.. idk if i commit a crime but well, as long as it’s delicious! topped by a leftover 70% dark chocolate from last week break pudding and it’s already made my whole day.
this week is also kinda unforgettable as the weekend, the day of day 3 encore to be specific.. as i out of town in the weekend with my parents (they arrived from bali in saturday morning and we went straight to another town not far away from jakarta and back to the j town in sunday afternoon), i ended up watching the encore in the train. like i need to stop my scream like u all!! so gewd!!! and great!! and cool!! how could i suppressing my scream????? but i ended up arrived at home right before the ending ment.
this is what this weekend became interesting: i charged up my ipad and phone as they went low (i forgot to charge up my ipad and they dying in 5% when i arrived home) and while i streamed the encore as i live tweeted in my phone, a lightning almost struck me like i legit screamed🤣 i didn’t realize rain is pouring as i streamed with my airpods😂 i quickly stop my streaming LOL. but don’t worry nothing happened orher than my wifi get struck tbh😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 now it’s engraved as a funny moment.
second week of december:
nothing much happened than a hectic work. i mostly work from home but at some point i had a meeting outside. but it’s hard. literally so hard that i went cry a few times but i need to get up and work again. i mean.. that’s what we are, aren’t we? thank you to my fellow moonlight, he literally gave me the affirmation i need.
the weekend is also no different as i have an appointment with my psychiatrist and got stuck in family gathering.. like i didn’t really close with my dad’s family but almost all of them are the one who resident in jakarta so the easiest one to gather. its just so hard. but i’m grateful, nonetheless, as you keep me accompanied and felt better with your instagram updates. thank you, thank you, and thank you so much🩶🫶🏻
third week of december:
another pretty stressful week. consulting is hard. budgeting is hard. but you and your tuesday anecdotes in bubble about work out is made my whole week just better than any other week. this week i also went to photoism to take photo of your frame! maybe you rmb seen those as you have seen my story. we also take one with sunwoo for fun as his frame is kinda funny (the one he gave us a money)
after taking a photoism, we went to a 노래방! overall, it was a fun weekend after a while, and i enjoyed it a lot!
fourth week of december:
another stressful week. my mom went to colonoscopy, i got sick as i think i ate something wrong like my GERD is gotten worse, my period, and things at work are getting worse. i need to dealing with an asshwole investor, final budgeting for the month, yada yada yada. but the christmas is coming!
the weekend also kinda fun as i already stayed in my mother’s family house in central jakarta. i always spent my christmas and new year with them and it gaves me so much comfort as i actually so close with them! then on saturday, i had a christmas dinner with my office colleagues.
after that, the sunday is fun day with my nieces! i took them to an amusement park called KidZania—you probably have heard them as they have a two location in south korea (seoul and busan); their theme is a child-sized replica of a real city, including buildings, shops and theaters, as well as vehicles and pedestrians moving along its streets. in this city, children aged 4 through 14, work in activities like an adult normal job. they love it so much but it’s kinda hard for me as i need to take care of four toddler. but well oh well, i survived those! pop some champagnes!
fifth week of december:
CHRISTMAS!!🎄 as i actually doesn’t celebrate christmas (a few of my mom’s family did) so i took my chance to met a friends!! i retake my photoism with you (bc the last one is embarrassing like five people is just teasing me while i took the photo like hhh), and we recreated some of our favorite group’s photoism!
but unfortunately a kinda bad news happens as i have to go back to home and not celebrating nye with my mother’s family. my grandma from my dad is coming for a week. well, as i mentioned above, i didn’t really close with my dad’s family so it was awkward. so.. awkward. like it’s bad news for me because i almost always celebrate christmas and new year with my mother’s family. but oh well. to console myself, i ended up opened a cheesecake whom my friend bought me yesterday (yes that boy. it’s always him anyway).
but yeah.. thats the only two interesting things i have in this week. because my office got a three day holiday (27-28-29) as there is nothing we could do at work + my dad as our boss just like “well i need a break too,” so i didn’t have much special things. like i just do my daily routine and watch a lot of things. or reading your bubble.
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and here we are, new year & the first week of january! ◡̈
things are slowly build up and became fun. my books is arrived and my workload yesterday is still pretty easy as we just back to the work. my cousin from my mother arrived in jakarta after spent his entire december in paris for his work and he ended up staying a day in my home. he bought us (actually its only for me and my dad as my mom couldn’t eat them) a boxes of st. michel’s les p'tits feuilletés chocolat and turkish delights!
i only ate one of turkish delights as they’re so sweet like i gets an immediate sugar rush after, but i already ate five of les p'tits feuilletés chocolate (from the first i get them until right now i wrote this) bc its like sooooo gewd. like i don’t care with the milk allergen cautions bc its just.. so good??? not too sweet and actually the milk isn’t really there as i didn’t blast my toilet this time. please gave them a try, kev!
but suddenly a sad news coming up like a few hours ago. how to explain this..? so my mom have a brother—and the youngest brother of her is marrying my aunt. and my aunt’s father is basically is my kinda grandpa. he treated me, my 오빠, and all of my cousins (from my mom, obviously) as his own grandchildren. i also addressed him as grandpops as both of my grandpa had passed away.
so yeah. my grandpops is passed away a few hours ago. he is well known as an economist and a minister, and things get hectic as i wrote this. i actually already intended to write this letter since afternoon i clocked out from work but i keep postponing things and the news is coming before i could wrote any for you.
this is so heartbreaking as i am pretty close with him, but i can’t do anything until morning bc our family driver is already went home and any of us can’t drive in this state (tbh i could but my psychiatrist would scold me as i’ve been banned from driving since 2022-ish😵💫😅)
so yeah.. as i wait till the morning came, i wrote this to you instead. a cure of my mixed feelings of worry, upset, sad, and everything. so it’s kinda random and messy here and there so please excuse me😅
despite all the chaotics i went through, my first two day of the year and week is kinda enjoyable (not until the news arrived tho) so i hope you also enjoy your first two day of the year and week!◡̈
and as always how i end my letter—don't forget, to hold hands with me, becoming each other's four leaf clover, and run together, in those flowery roads!🍀
yours truly,
dyva🌙
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