hello my love!!
your angel:)
helloooo my honey boy
ohhhh how was your day earlier? hows your night going too? i hope after you read this, you rest your body well and your heart feels a lil bright<3
i have alot to tell you(?)
i hops your day was really lovely, i know im uploading this at midnight and its now the next day for you, but i hope you had the most fantastic day earlier & felt peace within your heart. :)💗
sneaking in a i miss u 🫣
first!!
last honey stage.. oh words cannot even begin to express how proud i am of you. you know youre my pride & joy and i feel an immense feeling of pride for you. i know you had fun with these promotions but watching you perform your first english song, with lyrics you participated in writing in.. like im just very proud of you & so so so so so so happy for you.. my heart is out if its chest with how happy i am for you.. you expressing your happy, and all the emotions you felt makes my heart truly jump with joy!!:)
you know youre my fav person ever and that your dancing always blows me away. like just watching you im like stunned always.. so with these promos it was really lovely to see you active a lil more.. not that you arent active a crazy amount but it was just rlly nice to see this opportunity for u.
again, its bittersweet honey promotions have come to an end but obviously youll be back soon. i just really love the song honey too so seeing you promote and it knowing you & sunwoo were really set on promoting this, felt so ecstatic for u. <3
speakkkingggggg offff honey! as i mentioned to you how i saw i was going to that kpop night and that i was going to get watch it and honey to play.. well unfortunatley watch it didnt play.. i kept holding up my phone too LMFAOO inserted pic below!
also?? some girl there brought her lightstick and i was like i know that lightstick anywhere.. had to take a pic for u<3
but they played honey and when i tell you.. ive never been more hype in my life.. me and my friend janet, were sooooo hype like i literally was so excited that i sang the whole thing and ended up breathless and my voice was soooo raspy like i was just mad hype LOL.. had to step out for my boy though<3333
scared for when you perform it in front of me 😜
oh my god i just love honey so much.. was even doing a lil bit of the choreo lmao the people around me were even hyping us hehe.. theres a video of me and my friend singing it and dancing but i wanted it in .5 but it wasnt filmed in that.. will not be uploading sorry bae</3 just know i sung my heart out for u
ill start off how my night started to my night ending!!
okay so! i almost missed my train.. like i had to rush to the train station and it was all because i literally had to stop and get gas.. forgot my car was basically on empty.. also u driving.. pick me up thank u ill be waiting!
but i made it!! i got on the train and met the girls who invited me.. we talked the whole time and it was rlly nice to get to know them!! i also love meeting new people i think its rlly beautiful especially finding out how small like worlds are etc i found out alot of similar things about one of the girls, she knows a few people i personally know who im close w!! also i talked about you LOLLLLL 🤭 my bf fr.. whats with u doing all this flirting w others who arent me in these calls too?🫸 🤔 picking a bone with you next time.. 🤣 my man my man.. i dont play
butttt.. then as soon as our trained stopped i didnt even realize but i left my whole wallet in my car 🫤 i was rushing and i guess it fell out of my purse and i didnt even realize.. and i needed my ID to get in but luckily i had a picture of me holding up my license/ID for my fancalls so im so lucky i had that or i literally wouldve been doomed. i lied to them saying i lost my wallet which had all my ids, ccs etc in it and i had nothing so theyd feel bad LMAOO i had too 🤷♀️😅 girl things.. they gave me a hard time when we arrived but then a guy who worked there was just like let her in.. i was like YESS! let me in thank you.. lol..
we got in and the night was just super fun!!:)
i really do love meeting new people and bonding with others like i just rlly think its so beautiful.. although at the same time ive been hurt like alot so i do try to watch out who i befriend bc my trust is sacred, but i honestly try to not let that stop me.. its fun meeting new people!! danced and had a blast w so many people around me in an enviorment where i just feel super comfortable so it really was nice and chill.. i love music ill srsly listen to anything
the night had to come to an end eventually.. we had to quickly catch our train home and so as we got to the station some group of guys told usthey blocked off the exit we had to enter from.. they just didnt check 😹 so we BOLTED down the escelators etc and made our train with one min to spare.. alot of things goin on in this night.. pretty hectic but overall fun lmao!! i hate running down escelators cuz its scary but the next train was 5 am.. i was not getting home at 7:30am..
but
i got home at 5:30 am.. went to bed at 6:30? 😭
thats that for u<3
genius paik tallkkk!!
woke up this morning to see clips of u doing really well again!! im gonna watch the episode soon, unfortunately i cant avoid spoilers.. its you.
but seeing you fall and try to hold back your tears obviously hurt my heart. youre always hurting ur legs 🙁
but you did so well eric!! food service is super hard and you really do a great job everytime. its so nice to see you working really hard and show your skills on this show. you saying that was one of your hardest moments on the show, i know how fustrating those situations can be. but you had a lovely team to pick you back up & reassure you that you did amazing!! you did so so well!! and you overcame it!! :)
hard moments happen but i hope your worry of that night, you didnt overthink too much later down the line of your other days of serving!!
and also you just helping others too, as thats what team members and hard workers do though, you really have such a kind heart and thats something i love about you so much:(:
theres noone better than you that i know<3
you are soo great and deserve all the praise & goodness in the world!! you did so good and you all worked so hard 🫶🏻❤️ seriously being a server isnt for the weak, you did really well💗
seeing that girl eye u.. like yes ur adored but im trying to erase that image from my brain like sorry hes taken.. pls look away.. LMFAKFNKSA.. ur mine sorry🤣
moving on as this was all saturday!! sunday was honestly a little hard for me.. and im honestly really worried how today is going to go too.. i dont have a reason to be worried but i was put in a situation that i didnt want to be in and now idk what choice to make for the next step.. i guess im just scared of the unknown.. i mean nothing is gonna happen to me but its just the outcome of if i dont do something then im afraid something is gonna happen.. idk😭 alot going on in my head and i really dont like this feeling.. so please wish me luck today as i go through my day.. 🥺 need it from you.. gonna manifest today goes fine. i know it will but i hate complicated ass situations;-;
anyway sorry for that i just feel safe telling you these things always:/ you make me feel seen and rn im having a hard time trusting certain people, so knowing i can have someone whom i love listen, puts my heart at ease..🥺 thank you for listening
♥ ♥ ♥
anyway.. ill leave you a little praise before i go!!
or just me word dumping how much i miss you type text.. before i went to bed my heart felt heavy and i just like.. knowing ur love is there for me really makes me feel better.. i just miss you & adore you so much.
my heart really shines for you so much, you know i
have so much ❤️ for you but the feeling i feel with myself im like idk what to do with all this love i have for him.. so i just really do need to tell you always, and i hope you always take it as a reminder that i love you the most!
like my hearts gonna explode fr..
its a pride loving you and it makes me happy doing so.
cant believe someone so great like you exists. and u are so great idc if im biased as hell you are so lovely & wonderful.
if i was to ever lose my memories i know i would instantly learn to love you again quickly. just for who u are🫶🏻💞
withdrawls are hitting but i think of u everyday and im missing you extra right now. ;-;
anyway, ill let you go. miss u my boy:(
ill continue to talk about you today to make my spirits feel brighter as that always helps doing so. and u bring my heart so much joy. u are a blessing
i hope you had a wonderful and delightful day. i hope you had so much fun. i know youre probably working on recording stuff, so im wishing you well and i know everythings going amazing!! i know youre probably so excited.. so am i<3
i hope youre staying warm, and eating well too. make the most happiest memories. youll be apart of my thoughts later today. let me be apart of urs thx🫶🏻❤️
lol.. gn my sweet boy
you did good today🫶🏻
may you shine brighter then any
star thats in the sky ♥
i thank the moon that i have you every night.. goodnight my love, i love you always & forever
gn my love youngjae❤️❤️🫶🏻💗
w/ the most love,
♥ — your angel,
angelina
also the second pic (@7soulsdeep) is an artist i found maybe 2 years ago exploring the city. hes a grafitti poet who does all these poems all over nyc in random places, and ive been in love since. seeing one the other day really made me so happy.. although its faded i was so happy fr 🥺🥺
i miss u so much🫂
❤️ jan 15th 9:09am
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첫댓글 dawg i rlly miss u omg im.. my baby :/
love calling u that.. hope youre well lovie i hope ur smiling.. i care for you alot, like tremendously. sweet dreams to u my boy💞