Heyyyy
It’s Ryna with many many hobbies and the rizz in ritt is insane.
I’m late but Rat in the Trap MV is out! Yayy!!
It looks gooood. I like the noir vibe and that particular scene of you falling and it changed to something similar to mixed media.
It looks cool. I really enjoyed it.
The birthday event team was together when the mv hit 1m views.
This was when it had 999,999,xxx views.
We went to the cafe that we’ll hold the event to check it out, measure the space, talk about what to do with each wall, etc.
The coffee there is good too. (They also sell alcohol after 5pm. noice.)
But, apart from the 3 hours I spent with the team, it was probably the worst day of 2024 for me so far. After being able to drive, using public transportation in Thailand is a pain. I don’t live in Bangkok so I had to take a bus there and I chose the wrong one which took me on a different route to a different destination (I was supposed to go to Mo Chit skytrain station, the bus took me to Mo Chit Bus Terminal.) It’s not that far away from each other but the taxi from there to the other place was the same as I paid for the bus across the provinces which means I paid double and wasted about 2 hours that morning.
Then, we met at the cafe and everything was good. It was a fun time.
Then, when I had to go back home, I missed the bus I wanted to ride and had to take this smelly, small, old van home. It took 2 hours to go back to my province and while in that smelly, small, old van, people started posting 1:1 pics they took with you, reminding me that you were so close to being in Thailand that day, but not.
It’s fineeeeeeeeee. It’s all goooooooood. We’ll have other opportunities. I know. I know.
But heartbreak is not that easy to get over and until this very day I still can’t stop myself from tearing up every single time I think about it. I thought it would be ok after the date, that’s why I waited a few days to write, but nope.
There’s nothing to do. It will go away eventually. I’m just not there yet. Maybe it’s because I haven’t gotten the refund yet? Maybe that’s the closure? Welllll
I wanted to talk about the day I went to a cafe with friends and had fun, but I couldn’t even do that. I’m a little crushed by the weight of unfortunate events at the moment. Sorry.
I still want to end this on a better, cuter note tho, so here’s Joy “measuring” the wall with the newest technology, her arms.
Hope your week is going well. Stay healthy and safe please.
Love you (strictly panically),
Ryna x