hey,,
today's my birthday :)
but that's not the reason why i'm here though. hehe. i happen to have a lot of free time to be able to concentrate on writing letter so i start writing one.
birthday became just an ordinary day for me since long time ago. right now i just look at the year, calculate my age and feel weird. lol.
i supposed to see you last saturday if the awards ceremony didn't get cancelled. :(
when the announcement came out what came first in mind was 'thank god i had tickets to zeneration encore in japan so i don't have to wait that long to see you again.'
talk about zeneration encore in japan...
i'm not into watching concert in japan that much due to random ticketing system, language barrier and concert culture. however i applied for zeneration encore in japan in hope that haknyeon might get well enough to join the concert and i could see all 11 of you on stage together.
i applied for the lottery in late november. i remembered the winners announcement was on 2nd december, first day of zeneration encore in seoul. i didn't check my email until the concert end on purpose in case i failed so it wouldn't ruin the mood but fortunately i secured the tickets for both shows.
and sangyeon joined the cast of 'crash landing on you' musical in japan right? i wondered if i could extend my stay in japan to attend some of his shows so i looked at my calendar and saw the word 'coldplay' written under 4th february...
fuckkkkk
how can i forget i had a ticket to coldplay concert in bangkok??????????????????
it'd be my first time watching coldplay concert but my thirteenth time watching zeneration concert. not to mention it'd be my hundredth time seeing the boyz.
like...
urghhhhhhhh 😫😫😩😫😫😫😩😫
let me sell my coldplay ticket 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
at that time i thought you better wish me luck upgrading my seat to ss seat which include soundcheck benefit.
and you know what?!
i failed the upgrading both rounds!! not even to s seat!! what's the point of being a w member paying double membership fee when it can't even guarantee you a good seat?
if i end up on the 4th floor i'll quit concert in japan for real!! 😡😡
i thought i'd feel down and annoyed for days but surprisingly it ended really quick. 😂😂
i checked the email seeing i failed and thought 'wahhh 3 gods from 3 different countries blocked me from upgrading my seat. there must be a reason behind it. something bad must happen if i went down there.'
i knew right away because it happened before.
on the last day of the b zone in tokyo i had the best seat out of the 4 shows i attended but instead of a happy memory it was a trauma.
so i moved on. 🤪🤪
and like light at the end of the tunnel one of the b eonnie asked in our group chat if anyone want to go to taylor swift concert in tokyo?
you have no idea how everything fit so perfectly!!
sangyeon will have his first show on 8th then another 2 shows on 10th. i have tickets to all 3 so i only have 2 chance for taylor swift concert in tokyo which are on 7th or 9th and the ticket my eonnie has is on 9th!! so i was like *keyboard smash* MEEEEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEE I WANNA GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
(i booked a ticket to harry potter studio on 9th but i'm sure i could make it to both. i trust in my J personality though i don't know what my mbti is. 😂😂)
back to saturday where the awards ceremony got cancelled~
due to the sudden cancellation me and my the b friends didn't have any spared plan. we were all free and bored so we agreed to hang out together. we spent nearly 15 hours from 12pm to 3am eating, talking, laughing and etc.
and on sunday we met again because one of us won a video call with sangyeon. we gathered at her place to help her with trivial things. my friend couldn't speak korean but sangyeon was really kind and calm. he also had quick wit. he could catch all the pick up line my friend said. it was really nice and fun witnessing such a thing because whenever i had a video call i was always alone or with my younger sister so the vibe was kinda different.
after the call ended we just talked and talked, went out to eat, then came back to talk and talk until 3am again.
when you're with a group of people who share the same braincells with you, you'd never get bored and there're always new topics to talk about.
but i think i had some kinda disease... i couldn't remember our conversation much. am i having an anterograde amnesia? 😅😅
i guess that's it for today. you have a lot of letters to read so...
hope you're having a good day.