aliceIN
hi my sweet kev♡
oh gosh I'm sorry, this letter will be full of glucose I warn you..
unfortunately pisces season be like that for me 😩 read it at your own risk!! ㅠ
it often happens that I these emotional moments, mostly when I'm home alone in the evening and I'm bored so I start to watch your old lives to keep me company while I draw.
it then starts to degenerate and I often cry. I'm not a crybaby but when it comes to you.... I give up 🙂
don't get me wrong tho, it's not something negative. after a hard day, crying helps.. it helps to break free and bring out the negativity. I’m not good at this, but as long as I’ve known you, it gets easier. hearing your voice, looking at your content, reminds me that you’re there and it calms me down until i cry out all the bad vibes.
does it sound stupid?
I'm sorry I'm really not good at writing, even tho you defined me a "eloquent writer", I promise you I'm not, as you might have noticed hahah
The thing that makes me most frustrated is not being able to express myself. I always have such a full heart in these moments and writing to you helps me a lot.. but tbh if i could, i would do hours of vocal messages where I talk about how happy you make me feel and how grateful I am to have you in my life.
I texted my friends over and over again and they probably can not stand me anymore lmao😭 that’s why I stopped and now I don’t know who to talk to anymore :(
I would sound so repetitive and I probably am right now as well
but hey kevin moon
I love you
and what can I do about it? :D
today was not easy at all and I'll probably stay at home tomorrow to rest my head a little bit.
I just wanted you to know that you helped me go through another day again. you'll probably wonder how can you do all of this just by "existing"...
I dont know honestly, but you did it and you constantly do it. your kindness, your being yourself, your voice, your presence, your relationship with us.. put it all together and it makes the perfect mix of wellness for me and probably most of other people like me.
the perfect mix as Kevin Moon♡
I hope this letter today makes sense, my brain is not collaborative I am sorry ㅠㅠ
I hope to hear from you tomorrow/today🤍
ti amo, as I always do (but a little more than yesterday and less than tomorrow) 🤍
pce out
aliceOUT
PS. I'm still waiting for the Texas Hold Em challenge 🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻