aliceIN
hello my sweet kev♡
I hope you had a good day ❤️🩹 did you eat something delicious today? ^^
there are days when I write you so carelessly, as this is my personal diary, but other days I get flooded with the awareness that you actually read what I write and suddenly everything I want to say hangs in my brain and I wonder "gosh, will he really want to read these things? After all, why should he care?"
and that's on overthinking and having an OCD : ")
it's alright tho, I won't stop writing just because the sick part of my brain can't stop talking. 🤪
I stayed home today because I needed to recharge my social batteries and I did absolutely NOTHING.
I watched the 3rd season of one of my comfort series that came out and as good as devastating tbh😭 I just want my boys to have an happy ending PLEASE I AM BEGGING
it's "Young Royals" btw, I don't know if you would like it to be honest! it's not your cup of tea probably but if you want something light to watch, maybe even to have it as background while you draw or something, I recommend it!
(its just a teen serie yk haha but I love the genre so haha)
then yeah, this is all I did
OH RIGHTTTT DID YOU WATCH THE OSCARS???
I am SO HAPPY for Emma Stone I swearr😭😭 she's my icon for real, I love her so much and Poor Creatures was AMAZING
you didn't talk about it yet but I hope you watched it, and if you did not, WHAT ARE YOU WATING FOR KEVIN?!?@?#
She deserved it so much, she's great.
also Billie's performance?? I cried
is this the first Oscar she wins for the Best Original Song? I'm not sure, but well deserved🥹 everytime i listen to "What was I made for" I get chills
the Barbie cast was so moved and I get them ❤️🩹❤️🩹
I'm so happy for Oppenheimer too for winning best movie but Barbie ahhh ... I dont know, mixed feelings, maybe I would have preferred it🥲
but oh well, it's fine either ways, all the nominated movies were amazing ngl
(I still have to watch Past Lives, I'll do it asap!!)
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lol I saw this tiktok earlier, PLEASE RECREATE IT WITH THE BOYZ IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY 🥹
I miss tbz tiktok era
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGefFR9u2/
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today something happened, I prefer not to tell you EVERYTHING so I'll just share the concept behind it.
has it ever happened to you that you tried to share something that made you happy, that you thought that you didn't deserve that happiness at first, but worked so hard to accept it? it may not be that big but it's still something for you, and then someone else just came and showed off his happiness right in front of your face just for you to say "oh wow congrats"?
it hurts a little, I'm happy for others when they're happy because I believe that everyone should be, everyone deserve good things to happen to them.
but at the same time you should be respectful for other's feelings and read the room sometimes, right?
but to be honest even when these things happens, you should just be kind.
I strongly believe kindness always comes back to you somehow and karma is real, so let's just move on.
Maybe my big happiness will find me soon again ♡
ANYWAYS
go watch Poor Creatures please!! and if you do, let me know on bubble eheh it would make me happie 🥹🫶🏻
love you my kev 🫶🏻
as I always do (but a little more than yesterday and less than tomorrow) 🤍
pce out
aliceOUT