Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinnng? hope you had another day to feel great about yourself and your work, you’ve done great and you’ve done enough so thank you for your hard work today as well and I hope you can end it all by sparing time for rest and good nights sleep ♡
As for me I’m doing greaaat, let’s get into a bubble talk again lmao but first, it’s official Send ver is my favorite the concept pics just killed me
I be talking as if I didn’t preorder both versions dozens of times already lmao, you and Bey at 5am? Me and y’all at 5am
Anywayys about wisdom teeth and anesthesia, I am yet to experience such pain but my sis got 2 pulled out a few years ago and I’d rather put it off seeing how painful it looked lmao
She took them out soo young too, she’s younger than me pls
They mainly do local anesthesia for those in France as well so she was awake, they can proceed with general anesthesia but it really depends on the medical condition and age of the patient, so basically if you’re not 10, disabled or phobic, there’s no reason for you to undergo general anesthesia I guess
It’s like that for small surgeries as well, I had to undergo surgery for my wrist a few years ago and was wide awake the whole time they were literally cutting it all open lmao disgusting😭
They just put a curtain in between us for me to not see what was going on, the aftermath was funny tho lmao, my arm was so numb for the next few hours I literally died of laughter in the hospital room
My mom came to help me dress up, you’d take my arm up, let go of it and it would literally fall like a stick, I couldn’t feel no arm lmaoo
Girl laughed so hard she forgot where she was😭 it was until the anesthesia wore off, I’m right handed and it was on my right hand so I couldn’t do a single thing for weeks it was way less funny💀
I understood something back then, I’ll take great care of my health because I don’t want to ever again be put in a situation where I have to rely on the ones around me so much that they have to look after me before themselves
I know the ones helping don’t think about it that way but I swear I felt so bad, the urge to try and do everything by myself, it wasn’t the craziest surgery nor was I in that much pain but the inability to get things done really got me thinking, health is a must after all and can not be played with so let’s be especially careful with our own needs/body and take care <3
But anyways, that’s how it is hereee, honestly they say that they’re way less gentle with the patient when it’s general anesthesia for wisdom teeth as they are asleep and so they would open their mouth 10times bigger, leaving them suffering even more after so um, gotta make a choice
I didn’t mind for the wrist but how weird of a scene to be awake when they’re shoving their hands into your mouth pls😭💀
Sooo languages now, yk that’s my fave subject lmao, the things I talk about the most here are languages, my silly obsessions including Kevin Moon and family, I talked about my fam so much thinking about it, we get it I’m family oriented lmao
I told you a while ago I wanted to read in Korean and bought series of a novel Jade recommended me, I bought it from Korea and so had to wait for other orders before shipping everything out, it’s currently on its way so let’s see how many words I don’t know will be highlighted when on hand lmao
I honestly really got humbled the first time I opened an English book a few years ago, ‘told you what I was scared about the most was to loose the ability to speak and understand the language and its nuances as you do get a dive into that when learning it academically; well I still do get humbled now and that’s where I draw the line of fluency, my goal is to be able to read much more intricate writings without my eye twitching every two sentences, and I believe that’s what keeps me eager to learn as I do not want to feel limited in the language I’m speaking in in any setting
I’m in that very humbling phase in Korean now, but listening to your music or to you speak and actually seeing myself understand more as time passes by was and still is my fuel
It’s not that I started learning the language for K-pop only as I don’t feel like it would’ve been enough for me to stay motivated in the long run, I guess I’ve just got billions of reasons but seeing yourself climb up little by little, understanding words while listening to music and learning the idioms and meanings behind those very songs is the most satisfying thing ever for me
Why do you think I cried bottles of water when y’all started singing bet on you at the concert, I still can’t listen to this song without having flashbacks lmaoo😭 “우리 서로 눈을 맞춰” and we did </3
Music really has to be understood, I used to learn those Korean lyrics by heart without understanding a thing just because I really wanted to sing along😭😭
There’s truly nothing like the feeling you get when singing while understanding what your saying and as too big of a goal it might be for me to aim music/movies/books/articles/essays as my ending goal in terms of grasping the language, I know I won’t find the kind of satisfaction I get when making my way through it just by relying on the ability to only have everyday convos with locals
So yep, language is the hardest yet most beautiful thing to teach yourself and I’m looking forward to the day I’ll manage to go through all your art works without missing on a single nuance, as you’ve wisely said, let’s find fun in learning/working and hopefully get to our ending goals <3
Anywayys next subject, Kevin yk what, you have gotten rid of every bit of stress I had and even more than that, the happiness I got to feel thanks to you has gotten me so many messages and sweet words from my loved ones I just had an overdose of love just now
Everyone being even happier than me every single time they sense how joyful I can get looking up to you, it got me thinking I really got myself the healthiest and most loving surroundings, including people I’ve got to cross paths with thanks to you, I genuinely felt a wave of gratitude all over again and that’s one thing I’m beyond thankful for today I had to mention ♡
Thank you for bringing a smile to my face big enough for all the ones who care for me to turn around and clap for it, you’ve done so much and I’ll forever owe you for all the good you’ve gifted me with, thank you for changing the world of thousands of us Kevin ♡
I gotta get ready for uni now so I’ll end it here, hope you’re doing as great as you’ve made me feel~ please take great care of yourself, stay safe, rest well and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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