Hello Chanhee, it's me!!
it's been a while since I wrote to you. I can't spare time to write this year because I'm busier than I expected, but as I've always told you before, even if I can't write, my presence is always with you, so I hope you didn't feel my absence too much. I feel like I've grown a lot this year, probably because it's my last year at university. I am discovering myself as a character, I am in such strange times... The idea of graduating still scares me. In fact, it would be more accurate to say "it was scary" because my thoughts have changed very quickly since yesterday. First of all, I got very emotional while watching the clip. You once said that it would be nice to be students at the same school with the members, and now you were students and graduated together, like classmates. I don't know what awaits you from now on, just like I don't know what awaits me, but I think this uncertainty is beautiful in itself, I think this uncertainty is exactly what we call youth. While watching the clip, I think I could very well feel all the emotions you wanted to convey, as I will also be graduating. The sadness of leaving the old behind, but also the excitement of new beginnings. Sad but happy times, I think if you weren't by my side, these times would just be sad but now they're just peaceful. I bought a camera for myself, and as I promised you, I took action to capture myself and record these moments. It's a little late, but that's okay, I still have a lot of time to collect memories. I'll put a few memories here, I hope you smile when you watch it. My self-confidence develops and grows with you. Do you know how I feel, Chanhee? I feel like I grew up with you, only our classes are different but we are like students of the same school. We have different languages, colors, tastes, but there is a music and love that unites us, and this is like school. Now I'm back from school and I sit in front of my computer and start writing to you, while listening to Nectar. As you can see, I am very emotional, I look back at the passing of time. When I met you, I hadn't graduated from high school yet, and unfortunately, due to the pandemic, I couldn't really graduate from high school, so I couldn't celebrate my graduation, but then it was like you celebrated my graduation. Then I went to university and had a very difficult process, I have reached the end of 4 years in these months. And now I'm getting ready for my college graduation, isn't it weird? Time really flies so fast and all we can do is capture and preserve certain moments. While I'm so close to graduating and you've published Nectar, I've been thinking about a lot of things. I think we're graduating from this school together, Chanhee, and we're leaving happy memories behind and starting a new journey. This will be another new journey with you, I feel safe with you by my side because you will always remind me of my youth. I hope I can be a part of you that reminds you of your youth. I hope this comeback is very good for you, I hope you finish the promotion period without any injuries and I hope you leave yourself a lot of beautiful happy memories. When you look back in the future, you will remember these moments with longing, peace and happiness, and you are in those moments right now, will you enjoy them? I am here, I will always be here. Also, today has a special meaning for me, I remember March 19, 2021, when you suggested a song to me and gifted a precious song to my youth. I was sad that day and asked you to recommend me a song because I wasn't feeling well and I wasn't expecting anything in return, I just needed to feel your presence, it was a time when I was carrying the worries of my youth. You gave me the song of my youth as a gift, as the lyrics of the song say, you wrapped your little little finger around my finger and promised us for our youth, at least that's what I felt, even if you can't remember it, it's okay because I know your mind is full of many beautiful memories. That moment took a place in my mind and turned into a day that I remember with happiness every year. Today, I wanted to come and congratulate you on your return, I wanted to accompany your happiness, I wanted you to know that I was proud of you and I wanted you to be proud of me. In honor of today, I want to share with you again a story that I wrote and gave as a gift to you on your birthday last year, but there is a difference, this time I will tell you the story in Korean. I have a very dear and valuable friend, she is Deobi, whom I met thanks to The Boyz, and her name is Tree. When I shared the story with her, she loved it and offered to translate it into Korean for you to read more easily, which touched me very much and felt very grateful. She did this without expecting anything in return, she just wanted you to read it, and I will always be grateful to Tree. Thanks to her, I can convey my words, feelings to you. Actually, I was going to gift this to you on your birthday, but I can't wait, I will be sending you another letter in honor of today. I hope you enjoy reading it and smile. As your friend, I will always love you and as your fan, I will always respect and support you! You worked hard my friend! Take your time and rest!!!
Thank u for everything, I love u and will love u always.
You are my music!
Today's Song:The Boyz - Nectar
It was so good to watch the broadcast after class! Thank u for cominggg
And this is my video which I told you above! My sis edited it and it looks so cute so I wanted to share with you ehehe