dear kevin,
back with the infamous devastated princess fairytale storyteIler, me!◡̈
my dearest, hi! i hope you won’t sick of me appearing almost everyday now. idk but recently all i want to do is write sonething to you😅 at this point i should change my letter title and the banner bc it’s not a weekly update, it’s more frequent😭 maybe i’ll try to squeak here and there, but give me a time because my creative juicer is kinda slow. it’s like a cold pressed. (and i suddenly want a juice. sorry).
first of all. CONGRATULATIONS SIRRRR! nectar first win is deserved. like the song is banger. i love it so much like i listened to it too much to the point i think they made it to my top 5 this month apple music replay😭 congrats congarts!!🎉🎉🎉🥂
and yeah, update from last letter: i forgot to recommend you tuku’s glazed donut named donat kampoeng!! you absolutely need to try them too aside the es kopi susu tetangga or their coldbrew. it’s like kr*spy kreme’s glazed donuts but they glazed it with powdered sugar instead of typically kk’s glaze. i think i’ll bought them today (bc getting salivating as i wrote this).
and oh! boylog is finally had the subs. i finally could watch them in peace. tbh you’re so glowing and good sir moon.. there's something about america’s air..😳👉🏻👈🏻
anyway! talking about you and your schedules a few weeks ago on america! last night i was surprised with the new video of you all on try guys like AAAAAAAAAAA???!!!! NOOOOO FCKING WAAAAYYYY???!!!! SIR MOON???? i was TOO excited like i’ve been their big fan since my high school days.. like i first discovered them a few months before they separated from b*zzfeed. then been binge watching them until they had a new company. even went through the horrible october 2022 (iykwim). it’s like my two worlds colliding..😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
(idk after watching this my brain went like.. maybe we can get koreanenglishman x the boyz..? idk it’s just me having a delulu. actually manifesting. the same way i kinda want you and svt dokyeom to having a twerking match off).
and another update: my cut finger is healing! it’s very speedy recovery for a kinda bad cut. but a bad news: i accidentally cut myself again😭😭😭😭 last week is my left index finger, this time is my right thumb😭😭😭 i scratched them with a think metal and it just cut them open lol😭😭😭
and another update—lol i have a kid! fox kid! it’s resembles you so i sometimes call them as our kid LMAOOOOO i mean delulu is the solulu. let me. it’s from a widget application called widgetable. you could also co-parents with your friends! currently im on my mission to search a great co-parent for my new pet (fox—i named them mooney is solely for me). they’re so cute because i could make them appear on my lockscreen!
and yes, again, another update (why i having so much update in span of two days?): i just found a way to see my on repeat on apple music..
usually people post their spotify on repeat so i was wondering like can i have the apple music version..? sir idk i already using apple music for nearly five years now and why i never know about this😭😭
also ohooo your bubble yesterday! (not the last night). actually i am maybe in my best condition for a past days but hearing those is kinda nice. not kinda but actually nice. thank you sir.. because people around me is having a hard time and i, someone with high level of sensing, is kinda uncomfortable at some times seeing people around me (mostly moonlights) is going through:( so it’s kinda relieving for me seeing people on my timeline is feeling the comfort from you..
but idk. your words also kinda affecting me much. because i think the condition is kinda wears off now and i think i went down from hill slowly. i figured why but i don’t think i could tell yet. i know my friends would read these and i didn’t want them to worry much. i could handle this much. it’s something so personal and kinda small things, i don’t know why it affects me so much. but that’s a life. so maybe i’ll keep this from everyone but my psychiatrist first (my session is scheduled this sunday).
so yeah, that’s it! as usual i’ll end this with 오노추, a.k.a my song recommendation: jiselle 지셀 ft. ph-1 — problem, and martin smith 마틴스미스, weki meki rina 위키미키 리나 — your house 집 앞!
yes, i will still recommend you missy’s song. because i can. and i could. and just because i love her so much HAHAHAH. like i love to talk hours about her. ALSO SHE JUST ANNOUNCED HER NEW SONG.. IT’LL BE RELEASED ON APRIL 1ST OH MY GODDDDD early birthday gift, i guess🥰🥰 yes my birthday is near!! so near actually. five day from now. april 2nd is a nice day actually. get a april mop-less birthday. even though the date is kinda funny in a way i can’t register to a japan scholarship back then on 2019 because of this😭 they require me to be at least 17 before 1 april 2019 (I JUST TURNED 17 ON 2 APRIL 2019???). so yeah i failed. it was so funny tbh😭 my whole struggle with college entrance is so funny like i also almost attended ubc but failed on the last round😭😭😭 or i got accepted on ritsumeikan university but have to reject them because i got the best uni in Indonesia and my school policy is us as the student, can’t reject that uni’s offer because it’ll affects our junior. like they could get blacklisted for three years. this also makes me reject the 7th best uni in Indonesia (i used the qs 2023 rank) offer even though it was my another dream uni. lol 2019 is such a chaotic year for me.
also the second song! it’s actually one of my favorite too. rina is my bias (and still is), and i think martin smith’s voice is kinda charming. so when i found out they collaborated, i was like, “oh! this is sometjing unexpected but they’ll devoured this!!” and staying true with my thoughts, they devoured! it’s so heart fluttering song. you know the one who makes you want to fall in love? this song is the one. like i could feel the blush while listening to it, especially when you hear the lyrics. another must try to listen from me!
sooo that’s it! i’ll come back later for another letter! don’t forget, to hold hands with me, becoming each other's four leaf clover, and run together, in those flowery roads!🍀
dyva sayang kevin.
yours truly,
dyva🌙
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