KEVIN MOOONNNN
DADADAAAA
HIIII CONGRATS ON SO MANY EXCITING THINGS
NECTAR WINS WITH AN EMPHASIS ON THE S
SCOTT WAS 100% RIGHT
ALSO BEYONCÉ ALBUM ( A WHOLE OTHER LETTER)
ARGYLE THEME SONG
BEING ON TRY GUYS
LIKE THE LIST GOES ON AND ONNNNNNNNNNN
i watched the movie argyle when it came out and lemme tell u i loved it!!! i think it was the first movie in a hot minute where the female lead's character development didn't rely on a male figure. quite the opposite me thinks. She is letting go of her dependence of what she created as a coping mechanism for her unfortunate reality and turns out to be a baddie who's a double agent who can ice skate in oil like!! and i love the representation of physique in the movie! also the fact that her friends/ significant other gave her space to heal but never fully left. They just changed the way they showed up for her in that season bc it's what she needed.
BUT UR VOCALS!!!! MY GUY!!!! THE LA BOOTH AAS NOT READYYYYYYYY
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okay yesterday was good friday!!!
my church had a service and i didn't write much down but each easter the realization of the weight of the next 3 days becomes clear. God is a master seamstress. Every prophecy, promise , and act of redemption completed to the fullness in Christ. We took communion and something my pastor said was "the glories, the divine found in something so unlike it ; Jesus becoming flesh that I may have the opportunity to consume communion with a meaning and act of love to create purpose for communion." it never really dawned on me the beauty behind communion. but last night i was moved. Jesus, to become something so unlike him, compressed into this bread and wine that I may consume His love and partake in the glory He descended from and ascended to. it's insane. like incomprehensible. Like this is love. and each day that passes and I read through ephesians i see it more. Paul is writing ephesians in a way that the culture at the time would understand the depth of freedom that comes from becoming a citizen of the kingdom of God. Yet, it is so like God to meet us in the time and our mental comprehension to understand Him. the romans understood the beauty of adoption, receiving a seal, and renouncing your previous citizenship. That's what so many experienced to become roman citizens. But also the reality of the aftermath. being ostracized, feeling lonely, and ongoing identity crisis. God didn't shy away from that reality when speaking through paul to the church of ephesus. He knew that would happen. in such a beautiful way bc that is another "why" Jesus came. To be with them as they navigate this huge shift in everything they think, consume, and devote their time to. I always thought after following Christ the church had an instant mind flip. They thoughts and desires they once played as bg music would suddenly dissipate and their brain be consumed with nothing but " Holy art thou Lord". but as paul writes the reality of continuous exchanging of habits and thoughts, it dawns on me that Jesus, because He came to earth, knew that struggle so well, witness his closest friends go through it and was their shepherd then and now. it's not a teleportation from a to b without growing pains. but a sanctification that is gritty and difficult and painful. but most importantly; a process. not every person that interacted with Jesus was 100% for Him or even liked Him. like i'm sure there were days when he walked with the disciples in the city or alone and he got glares or was discriminated against or was forgotten. The day to day mundane and tension of remaining in the kingdom mindset was something He knew. things like washing his clothes and being sweaty, having sand in places that udek how it got there, stepping on a rock, stubbing ur toe, enjoying a meal that makes u wanna do a lil dance-y dance, humming to yourself in the silence, having the urge to poop/pee in the middle of doing something. ( worst feeling ever)
the image of Jesus going away late at night and spending time with the Father just wrecks me. He saw the pain and hurt in those around Him day after day. He became undone in front of the Lord because He is so moved by love to come to earth in the first place but longs to be Home. but only when we have the opportunity to go with Him bc of the joy set before Him He endured the cross. And i think every moment leading up to the cross. So yeah idk if any of this makes sense ^^' or it's me speaking jibberish.
but!!!! have a good dayyyy
xoxoxo
bukky