now that today is deobi day, i want to 'pamer' or showing off about my life of being a deobi and how i feel after all these times!
but first of all let me thank you for being the one who made deobi exist, for making all of deobis meet here and there. surely we are all full of love to share with. but through THE BOYZ, we get to cross path and through this growing adoration towards the group we get to know each other even more between the deobis.
i always believe that similarities always make some people could clicked well. and that is how THE BOYZ made deobis find their soulmate, their friends, their loved ones.
if you remember some of my writings for you, i repeatedly mentioned that i am truly happy for being a deobi.
and i mean it with all of my heart.
i am the happiest ever since i became a deobi. i was a girl that never have fun to the fullest, not the one who love herself enough, also not the one who has the confidence to do lots of thing. i'm a 완전 home buddy and has no interest at anything that time.
but then, i came to find THE BOYZ Summer RPG content on youtube. so i started watching it... got curious... and yeah, i then listened to the newest album at that time a.k.a queen REVEAL. i got even more amazed and attached to all of you because back then you guys joined road to kingdom the scary yet life changing experience. i learn on how to vote, made my fan account, stream, posting proofs etc.
i've been a kpop fans since i am... maybe 8 or 9 y.o? and i used to think not to attend any kind of concert or even buy merch and album. thought that it is a waste of money.
but you know what, kevin?
i changed my mind when i saw Maverick comeback (i bought an album) and The B-Zone poster. it was the day of announcement for the world tour and i was waiting in the train station with my sister. i kept overthink about it, even my sister quickly encourage me to go for your concert in Jakarta that time. after that i told my mom and dad (i was afraid they wouldn't let me because back to the money thingy)... but they said "sure, when will the concert happen? we'll pick you up after you're done"
biggest turning point in my life ever :3
my first music concert was with you. and back then i haven't make friends with many deobis too. it was at the end of 2022 i've met up and befriended with lots of deobis by going to a photo frame event!
from that i also learn to be confident because i keep meeting up with new deobi friends, having fun and somehow we always hangout for any kind of THE BOYZ photo frame event made by deobis. i've collected so many photo strips, i even have an photobook for it. i was not a fan of taking pictures which now i regret cause i'm missing out so many memories from when i'm still a student in my junior&highschool.
now i can dress and make up to meet my friends. i even do capturing lots of either selca or random shot for myself to keep or to post it on my account. it's easy for me to open the camera and not chicken out in front of camera now. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
just like how i feel full of love by having THE BOYZ in my life, at the same time i gain and attract even more love from deobis and my other friends. i look up to you guys a lot. i cherish and adore y'all a lot... 🤍
in a way, being a deobi also made me find my true self. that's why i'm eager to grow in love even more with both THE BOYZ and deobi. you have no idea how much fun i felt for the last 4 years, exactly as long as i've stan THE BOYZ. i feel more alive, more comfortable, i can appreciate small things even more after i know THE BOYZ, i learn to be happy even for the tiniest matter things. it's just, i become a real me, to myself. and i hope this good sign also make me give even more to my surroundings. to love and make someone else happy.
to be very honest i'm starting to run out of words it's like... honestly, my good wishes and memories beyond words. T _____ T
here i'll attach (too much of) the beauty of being deobi and stanning THE BOYZ! i even learn to make my own deobilog tooㅋㅋㅋ
o...kay... THAT'S A LOT actually ; - ; sorry...
i always pray to God that may THE BOYZ and my deobi friends will always be happy. may our life is full of success and love. kindness surrounding us everywhere and everytime.
let's be together for a long long time, shall we? THE BOYZ will be my last love. my love has ended its journey in y'all. i won't go anywhere but to stay here and be there for THE BOYZ n deobi. i'll keep making a good memories with you. i'll try to only do goods for everyone. importantly: to become a better person in this world.
and here i want to thank Kevin. for being the source of my strength and happiness. thank you for being such an inspiration. you are truly the one who turned my life into a better way. even if there are a lot of deobi, you always make sure to make each of us know that you care and notice us one by one. it's a small thing yet a big deal to do. you always suceed in making us feel that we're not alone and we're loved, no one left behind. my idol, my role model, the one i look up and respect. you guys filled up my youth until i couldn't ask for more. i am the happiest person for being a deobi and meeting THE BOYZ.
you once said to dream big. and you yourself too is a dreamer right? i know you won't stop and keep learning and become someone better. and that's why, i am the one to dream of someone like you.
Kevin, you are my dream comes true. the best person i've ever know.
(when you feel like questioning what you are, please remember that so many people esp deobi has find their life back because of you. you are never a nothing but instead our everything since the day one)
i'm missing my photoism moment with kevin truthfully... i didn't get to take a picture with your birthday frame because there's no photoism in my city where i stay as a college student t ___ t
but here https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSFVb23A8/ ㅋㅋㅋ joey's photoism with kevin! 💗🌟
i love you my precious person. my safest place. my person.
i find a light in my darkest days and it's you. God bless you, kak kebbyuuuu! ♡
i'm truly happy and grateful...
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