aliceIN
ciao mio dolce kevin♡
[I REALLY NEED NOT TO CRY WHILE WRITING THIS LETTER BUT MY STOMACH IS CLOSING UP ALREADY- ]
first of all
how are you? I hope you're finally feeling better and having a good day/night🫶🏻
I'm-
idk, where do I even start from.
I genuinely feel like this is not real and it's just a collective hallucination.
I woke up this morning expecting news from my bff who tried for a fancall with another idol and when I opened her chat there was THIS and idk I probably fainted or something because I don't remember anything after that 😭 I just have few pics of me crying like a baby and voice messages from Val and other friends screaming.
translation:
context- I told Val jokingly that it was Juyeon's fault if my wallet got stolen cause I went in Ponte Vecchio where he took pics when it happened (ofc it was not Juyo's fault, I was joking around bc the timing was funny😅 juyeon ilysm i miss you♡♡), so I told her "this is not funny" "they need to announce the tour on Monday to repay me"
AND LITERALLY THIS MORNING (Monday Morning) THE TOUR DROPPED and I texted her "VALENTINA I WAS JUST KIDDING/WASN'T SERIOUS ABOUT IT" all keyboard smashed lol
am I a witch or something? lol
BUT LETS GO INTO DETAILS ABOUT THIS HUGE EU TOUR 😎
I feel greedy to ask for more EU dates ngl but 😞 why just two? :(
it's weird because you always had at least 4/5 stops and you have SO MANY fans in europe, I swear we are A LOT... we are all a bit shocked ngl..
but I'm guessing this was just the main announcement and probably other stops will be announced later,,, right? 🥹
but even if it's not so, I'll still go to London for now... Val is hosting me and Mat and probably someone else as well so slay😎
I already booked the date to renew my passport + flights are not THAT expensive so I got this!!!
but the best part my friend, the most amazing part, the excitement, the adrenaline, the thrill... ✨️TICKETING✨️
oh I'm so not ready for this shit.. especially if it's gonna be just two EU stops for real...
pure hell
how am I gonna have VIP secured if I have whole Europe against me?😭
I'm shitting my pants.
as I told you in an old letter, ticketing is my super power.. should be... but only for others 😭 when it comes to me I panic😐
BUT LETS STAY POSITIVE!!!!
I'll make another visual board for manifesting these days so I can gather all the possible good vibes 🫶🏻
now the to do list is just:
- pass my exams
- get an extra part-time job bc the bikes are not paying me enough 🤠
- order the rhinestones to decorate the lighstick
- choose an outfit (VERY IMPORTANT!!!) advice as in dress code are very much appreciated (waiting for it on bubble🥰)
I'll make sure to work hard and live happily from now on! I just want to stay positive and try not to have too many mental breakdown bc I'm financially unstable! 🥰
I'm just glad this tour is happening, I'm glad I'll get to see you and finally meet you guys and especially you my Kev🤍 can't wait to thank you in person for everything you did for me🥹
I get goosebumps if I think about this too realistically hahah
let's just live day by day, but from now on my
Road To Zeneration II will start!🫶🏻
happie😭
I'll go to bed now!
oh and enjoy Japan!!! 🤍
love you lots 🤍 as I always do (but a little more than yesterday and less than tomorrow) 🤍
and see you soon🥹
pce out
aliceOUT