dear kevin,
back with the infamous devastated princess fairytale storyteIler, me!◡̈
my dearest, i have no defense for this really HAHAHAH SORRY FOR BEING INACTIVE FOR A WEEK LIKE it’s kinda hard for me these days, i’ll tell you further, so sit and sip ur tea, enjoy my lengthy boiling tea. also yes!! a new name and header! finally figured it out and this time i draw all it by myself without using any png like last time (so excuse me with those lacking art). and yeah you’ve seen gra’s letter: i also designed for her!! like i draw it on rush last morning lol😭 some behind!!
now let’s get into our business. first thing first, congrats for the awards!! sir moon you’re deserve it!! and UHHHHH ZENE II?!!!! idk hopefully i could go to!! i can’t really fixed the plan right now bc the date is kinda gray for me as i usually in the bali on those date range!! and the electric energy???? damn???? i thought the reimagined is not too different from the original version, it takes my jaw to be dropped because i prepared myself first (listening to original version) then there it is, bam! a classical version.. it’s so unexpected but in a good way, obviously! also it makes me want to watch it but it’s not gonna release yet on apple tv+ until tomorrow🥴 i’ll make sure to watch it (careful, 어질해) before this week ends and back to the reality aka work!
another business on line: the more story of the past week saga! remember when i supposed to woke diqi up but ended up he waking me instead?? IT’S BECOMING A SAGA LOL after one time failed wake up, i finally could woke him up a few times. THE WHOLE SAGA IS SO UNSERIOUS TBH like we doin’ it for a week bc my parents aren’t home and he also still in his coass life so no one really could woke him up in person. the initial reason also bc he alr skipped his suhoor FOUR times when i was on my period and no one could woke him up😭😭
this one was funny because we both ended up not sleeping at all before suhoor bc he suddenly had a emergency call for his coass LMAOOOO. also ended up watching him drive back to his hotel (two days before back home he decided to book hotel instead back to his dorm bc the water isn’t right for him wash up lol)
and yes, we kept going until two days ago😂
next subject—i want to brag my march apple music replay! this kinda funny as actually the top album is 누님😭😂😂
and the main course of this letter aka the boiling tea—these past days, after the whole birthday fiasco, i felt down for no reason. like my head is full with anything, from positive to negative, optimism to skepticism. but i try to suppressing it. but the peak of it is last saturday dawn🥲 usually i became the mother figure for everyone (esp. gra) but this time gra is the one who babysitting me lol🥲 the topic is about romance (of course) bc we only didn’t bicker when we talk about love life🥴
i can’t talk about it on detail. unlike gra’s one whom complicated, mine is more like i don’t want people to found out abt it yet because people knows. like people could figure it out if i put too much details in this (kinda wish we could lock the letter for everyone but admins and you). but if i could share one thing: is this chat with gra.
it’s kinda funny but also an irony. why it’s such a hassle to be in love? like why we need to struggle just to being in love and loved? can we just.. in love easily..?! so because of gra babying me and this convo happened, she was like: idk but i hope it’s not one sided!! at first she hoping that this shall pass aka we won’t make this further but my mind was like ‘but you have to have a hope like get a some btch would you??!!! you’ve been single for three years and in those years your love life is kinda suck so get some expectations that you could bag them?!!! be optimistic?!!’ lol so i said to her, it’s better all or nothing—aka it’s better we both deep dive or not at all.
and she replied (not literal translation but the point of it bc people THIS 🤏🏻 CLOSE to figure out if i disclose the real literal translation of it): ok so you want me to pray that both of you is gonna make it? and this convo happens😭
this actually so much funnier if we didn’t translate it bc there is so much context and language inside jokes on this😭 but basically gra talking in islam terms and tone, meanwhile i replied it with christian terms and tone. it’s funnier bc we talk this on eid fitr😭😭😭
yeah eid fitr! happy eid from me and my tangerine! she also gets a pocket money LOL SHE HOLDS IT TOO STRONG😭😭 she stayed over for a few days and there is so much meme i got lol
the sleeping tangerine saga. bc it’s her first time coming over, she had a hard time to sleep bc she wants to explore the whole new world with her eyes!! lol his dad (my 오빠) nagging her while put her to sleep, “baby why you had a held ur eyes from sleep habit.. baby you’re gonna miss sleep if you’re not baby anymore!! your jobdesc now is sleep eat pee poop play only baby you didnt have to work, to mind about money, work, or even a college graduation essay!“😂😂
happy eid fitr from us! + the way she grips the pocket money😭
so that’s it! as usual i’ll end this with 오노추, a.k.a my song recommendation: jiselle 지셀 — steamy hot, and sunwich — the reason why!
yes me haven’t give up on my missy jiselle agenda. also sunwich! their song is kinda relatable and fun!! give it a listen!
sooo that’s it! i’ll come back later for another letter! don’t forget, to hold hands with me, becoming each other's four leaf clover, and run together, in those flowery roads!🍀
dyva sayang kevin.
yours truly,
dyva🌙