hello, my super cool friend
idk what was in the japanaese air but yall went CRAZY. I SWEAR you all looked so good.
MY BESTIE LOOKED FIREEEEE, and i swear this hairstyle suits you so much 🤌 what 16 carriages divided by 2 (8)
THE PERFORMANCE WAS CRAZY and i loved every second of it. you deserve the world and i see how many people start to stanning you guys. and im so happy seeing that🤍
and thank you for the new lockscreen. your ig is going so well. its so pretty🫡
its actually the evening and im listening to this song. it sounds like driving around the city in the night with all the city lights and empty roads. i swear you have to listen to it. i feel like im floating.
okay sudden change of a mood🤜🤛 but you dont have to worry👌ive got this
these two weeks at uni are going to be terrible. im having the most important exam this year next week and its only my fault, cause i failed it twice and this is my last chance if i dont want to fail a whole uni year🥹 i literally cannot breathe properly IM SO STRESSED im so sorry that im writing about this tho. also im having two different exams during these two weeks and i have no idea when i will find the time to study for it🥹 and its not event the exam session☹️
i hate stressing so much. i hate uni in times like this. i start to believe im the biggest failure, because why cant i pass things like this? when i literally study for the same amount of time like others🥹 everyone from my group passed. i literally cry every night and im so scared that i won’t pass it. what will happen then?
i hate this uni year so much. and i know i should believe i will do great, but i believed it last time and it didnt work out.
im literally the worst at everything. in times like this im so glad i have the boyz and i can watch your content or listen to your music (i know its so cliche to say it but i mean it🥹🤍). the boyz always makes me feel better hahaha im so scared and stressed idk i hope i will pass it. i still have some time. please can u cross your fingers for me kev🥹 maybe i dont believe in myself but i do believe in you and your manifesting powers ahahaha🤍 i know some may say that its only an exam but the stress is literally eating me like IM A CHICKEN or smth right now. LIKE CALM DOWN let me take one full breath at least. im so sorry. i always try to write funny, happy letters and i promise it’s the only time when the letter is not funny. pls i hope you think im funny. it would be the best compliment i could ever get hahaha bro imagine that you actually think im the most unfunny person in the world and i just wrote that i hope u think im funny…………...
bro im always cracking up at my own jokes the most (this is my secret, pls dont tell this to anyone😔)
stop i just told you im so stressed and now im telling about how i hope everyone would find me funny. i think im going crazy. you see what the boyz are doing to me. make me forget about my problems🤍 im so behind with the material tho. i should study rn. im so stressed
ANYWAYS
i just recommended you a song, BUT let me recommend you a beatiful album. YOU DONT HAVE TO LISTEN TO IT. i know youre so busy:( Benson Boone released one some time ago and its called Fireworks & Rollerblades. and my favourite songs are Hello Love and Love of Mine. Also I like Friend so much too (this one makes me cry)
bro i miss my best friend so much. she lives in another city, because she moved out for uni. i miss her sm every day. and she’s such a sunshine and im so happy for her cause she found new friends there, but i kinda spend most of my time alone. and im totally okay with this, but sometimes it feels very lonely. i dont know how you did it and moved to another country and left your family and friends. i admire you so much. this is literally such a brave thing and all i can say its that i feel so proud of you.
and i don’t have a lot of other friends actually. and because everyone has their own lives now, we can’t see or talk to each other often.
i usually sit in my room and study or go for a walk ahahaha. yeah thats why i always say im kinda a loser, cuz i am and im aware of it 😭🤓 so i hope its okay that im calling you my friend 🥳 i mean i know its okay hahaha i love u so much my friend🫶 and i wanted to say sorry that i wrote the letters so often these days and i think you finally found out the reason why i do this (im a loser without too many friends)😭 so let me dedicate the song Friend to you🫡
thank you so much kev for everything you have no idea how grateful i am for you and i love you so much. you are my safe person, my comfort place that i always come back to and my friend:( im sorry for dumping tho. thank you for being my friend on the other side of the world, sometimes i literally have no one to talk to and im glad you are somewhere there🤍
i dont know what are you going through but i hope everything is okay and you are doing great and you dont stress a lot and you have a lot of time to rest and that you are truly happy🤍 and i wish you good luck with everything, i always support you and im always on your side no matter what.
okay i should go study now. i love u so much for who you are and for everything you do. and im sending virtual hugs for you🫶
julianna🌸