aliceIN
ciao mio dolce kevin♡
how is your day going? did it start happily? and did it end well? hopefully 🫶🏻
ahh I'm so disappointed in myself bc I can't seem to be consistent with letters lately :(
I'm so busy during the day that whenever I come back home I fall asleep so quickly that I can't find a moment for myself to write to you.
I LOVE being tucked in bed, while listening to music and putting my thoughts into words on fc for you 🫶🏻
I've said this multiple times but writing you letters became a comfort activity for me, that's why whenever I can't, my day doesn't feel complete and i can't go to bed feeling 100% satisfied... 🙁
but tbh, I prefer not doing it instead of writing pointless or boring things (which I did sometimes but ehhh they're not the best hahah)
anyways
I have a few updates!
this month I'm going to work so many times and I'm HAPPY like FINALLY ???
but on the other hand, I got a sty 😃
I swearrrr you feel me! it's the most annoying thing ever, it itches so badly and it looks like someone punched me into the eye😭
the universe is probably against my confidence bc lately I truly look like I've been through hell 🙄
speaking of appearance.. sir we gotta talk.
THANKS FOR THE REPLY BUT ??😭
I saw you told the Thai dubby the Spaghetti concept, so me and the Kevengers thought of asking too but we didn't expect it to be the same 😐
ITS SO DIFFICULT and I already had a pretty fit (kind of) ready, but I'll do my best to fit Spaghetti into it 🤠
I'm Italian and my Italian self is happy, so I can do this, I'm faithful!
btw lol the comments on this were priceless hahah
at this point I'm thinking about bringing a whole pack of spaghetti and cook them for everyone in the queue hahah
then.. the other day I finally went to the police station to make my passport! i payed everything and now we wait ~
it will be probably ready for the end of May ^^
hopefully tix for the tour will be out as well by then so I can buy flight tickets and finalize everything 🥹
here are some pics I took of Siena at 9am while going to my policemen besties eheh ♡
(ofc I took them, I'm your personal italian guide, remember this! 😎)
i love my city when there's almost no one around !
ahh I can't help but take pics when I'm out.. I always think "omg I must show it to kev" haha
anywayoz
today I went to music class and guess what!! I'm finally entering orchestra definitely 🥹
we got our first music sheet and I'm so happy!
we are playing Canon by Pachelbel.. it's one of my absolutely favorite classical pieces and I almost got emotional because it's gonna be my first actual song as a member of the orchestra so ahh it's so special!
it's a bit hard tho lol not for the notes themselves but because it's SO FAST so I gotta exercise a lot.
but I got this 😎
you're my biggest inspiration when it comes to music (and not only) so I get so happy whenever I play bc music reminds me of you and how an amazing musician you are🫶🏻
I aspire to be like you♡
oh, since we are into topic
I made this little tiktok earlier: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGeH8UHGD/
I saw another person making one for their idol so I thought I'd make one about you as well🥹
idk why some pics are cropped weirdly tho :( tiktok likes to play silly goofy lately🙄
I hope you like it ❤️🩹
it's just a reminder of how big of an impact you have on us, how much we love your personality and how good you make us feel everyday.
you're our safe space, our favorite person, our comfort and our best friend🤍
I genuinely can't express myself in words so that's why I make tiktoks haha I hope you'll get the message and the enormous affection I have for you 🥹🫶🏻
also, there are not so many comments yet, but if there will be some wholesome ones I'll post them so you can read them🤍
I'll go now!
you did great today today too kevvie💞
love u a lot ♡ as I always do (but a little more than yesterday and less than tomorrow) 🤍
pce out
aliceOUT
ps. this letter was written while trying not to have a panic attack bc there has just been a earthquake (i'm fine!!!) so once again, thank you kevin for being here♡