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HEYYY KEVIN :3 its been a while :") how have u been? i hope u have been doing well and enjoying japan >.< its the first day of eid, meaning ramadan is over and i said i'd watch the nectar mv once the month is over so !!!!!! im also going to talk a lil about the exams im going to appear for so yea 🥰 LETS WATCH THE MV FIRST RAAAH 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅 IM SO EXCITED
first of all ITS A 5 MIN MV ??? wHOAJDBS secondly .... the song is so ... beautiful .. my heart feels so full of emotion right now 🥺 the lyrics are so heart-wrenching T.T and the fact that its a graduation concept (FOR ME THIS IS FOR ME) (we ignore the fact that i graduate next year) makes it so much more sad :") AND THE GUITAR AT THE START IT FEELS LIKE MY HEART STRINGS ARE BEING PULLED AS I LISTEN TO THEM 😭😭😭😭😭 the run run part is LOVE i went crazy (as expected) when u began singing like u should have seen me 🙏 and i literally only processed the music and the extra clips in the end :P the clips in the end are so lovely tho 🥺 its the fact that they are filmed from a digi cam that make it even more special bcs i have my own digi cam and use it to take photos whenever i go out with friends :") i dearly love my school friend group and the clips feel like i took them from my digi cam and like .. i cant quite put my finger on it but the clips are just soo love T.T rewatching the mv for the visuals now :3 AAAA MY HEART HURTS ITS SUCH A PRETTY MV 😭😭😭😭😭 its the fact that i genuinely feel like im there that makes me want to die imesdfjhuas 💔💔💔 the clips in the end remind me of a little video i took of one of my friends on the field trip :") THE PART WHERE SUNWOO KICKS HIS SHOE IS SO FUNNY BAHSFGA my heart is so full of love for you guys 🥺🥺 this mv is def one of my favs in terms of visuals now 🎀
ALSO JUST GOT ON TWT AND U GUYS WON LIKE 3 AWARDS !#!(#!(#)(!# SO RIGHTLY DESERVED CONGRATS u look crazy good ...
as i wait for u guys to appear on screen again, i shall rant about my subs 🗣 starting from my first exam, islamic studies :0 NOW honestly this subject isnt that bad :3 the syllabus is actually very in depth and i feel like the things i studied would actually come in use as a muslim 🥰 moreover my tuition teacher for this subject IS SOOOOO FUNNY AND SUCH AN AMAZING TEACHER I GENIUNELY LOVE HIM SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭 this man is like 40 years old but he is so in tune with our generation and uses our memes so effortlessly ?!? plus he is great at teaching the subject !!!! i learned sm about my religion because of him T.T and he also includes funny stories from his life whenever he can include them T.T like when we were learning about hajj, a pilgrimage done yearly in the holy city of makkah, my teacher told us a story so funny it had us ROLLING in our chairs 😭😭😭 like i swear it felt like the class was actually a stand up comedy session for a while 😭😭 basically my teacher was in line to kiss a stone that we believe has been sent down from heaven (it is said that it will testify for us if we kiss it on the day of judgement :0) and there was this man in front of him. when it was the guy's turn he took his time and my teacher was cheering him on saying stuff like WOW WOW MUMTAZ (arabic for excellent) and sending him flying kisses 😭😭😭 and like IDK WHY WHEN HOW WHERE but ... the man JUMPED onto him ... like LITERALLY JUST JUMPED ONTO HIM LIKE A FNAF JUMPSCARE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I SWEAR I WAS CRYING WHEN HE TOLD US ABOUT THIS IT WAS SOOOO ASBDHFASIUFCAHSBFASCJ oh i was supposed to talk about the sub ... well i dont have much more to add other than the syllabus and content is actually interesting and im thankful for being able to study this subject under such an amazing teacher :3 i expect an A in the exam btw 😔☝
SJHDBCVIUASHIOCNJASB YALL PERFORMED AND 😧😧😧😧😧😧 ROCK CONCEPT 7!&(#*)#_!p#?#!?!#??#! SUNWOO WITH GUITAR *((!#*)!)( THW INTRO SOUND SO GOOD PLS RELEASE ON SPOTIFY
hahaha ... kevin .......... i got busy on the day i was writing this letter and remained busy for the following days ... 💔💔💔 i finally am able to sit down and write this letter :")
my tuition classes are over and kevin ... IM SO SAD ??? IM SO SAD ABT THE CLASSES ENDING I MISS MY TEACHERS AND THE STUDENTS AND THE ATMOSPHERE AND THE PLACE SO MUCH T.T????? the classes endes yesterday 💔 i geniunely had tears in my eyes when my islamic studies teacher said ''fi amaanillah" (how we greet each other before leaving) :") telling myself its not over yet because im genuinely so overwhelmed by this like i wasnt able to study well for like 2 days because of this :")) my tuition center was def one of the best things abt high school 💞
i CAN rant abt my school's islamic teacher ............... i wont say too much abt this man tho 🙄🙄🙄🙄 i didnt mind him in my first hs year but ever since i started going to tuition i began hating him with every fiber of my body . i HATE him for not teaching the subject as comprehensively as my tuition teacher. like what do you mean islam has so much in store and so many inspiring stories and you didnt teach us any of that??????????? THE ONLY THING HE'D DO WAS THROW QUESTIONS AT US TO DO LITERALLY everyone was overloaded with work in the first year of hs 😭😭😭😭 i stopped doing his work this year 😍 also he has weird political views + he tells us to use ''notes'' when writing our answers but goes crazy when he sees us using this specific teacher's notes ???? THIS SPECIFC TEACHER BEING MY TUITION TEACHER BTW ?! my tuition teacher is very well known for his islamic studies notes and my school teacher has even admitted to using them as well but he gets so mad when he sees the notes with a student????? AND HE ALSO DOESNT LIKE IT WHEN HE FINDS OUT HIS STUDENTS ARE TAKING TUITION BY THAT TEACHER _!@)(*&($*)_)-= idk can u tell i hate my school teachers sm :3 💞
ok enough abt isl studies lets talk abt social studies 🥰 social studies is basically history and geography ... easy right? WRONG 🤣🙏 was doing bad in this subject in the first term of my first year at hs and then i was doing good in the second term !!!!! i entered this year thinking hey it can only go up now right? .... i was so dumb ... DUDE LITERALLY THE ENTIRE CLASS (spare 2 ppl) FAILED THE FIRST HISTORY TEST 😃. WE ALL GENUINELY THOUGHT THE TEST WENT WELL THE RESULT CAUGHT ALL OF US SO OFF GUARD !##?!#?? did well in geography the entire year tho :3 all of this i just said was regarding how i was doing in school tho. in tuition? I WAS SLAYING HISTORY AND GEOGRAPHY 🙏🙏🙏 GOT ALL A'S IN THE TESTS BECAUSE its actually super easy and my school teachers just hate us 💞 plus the classes were so much more interesting :") i always assumed my teacher to be pretty young as well bcs he looks like it and he knows all the memes of our generation but ???? I FOUND OUT HE IS MARRIED AND HAS A KID YESTERDAY*!)#???!?!? that bit of info genuinely took me half a day to process... anyways my social studies teacher is the best too :3
uhm ... abt my school's social studies teacher tho .. I HATE HAHTHEAHHTHHEHHAHTRES MY HISTORY TEACHER 🗣🗣🗣🗣i have no idea WHAT she is doing like 💀 miss cut off my marks for the most dumbest of reasons ... stuff like writing a sentence in the wrong line ??? using a phrase more than once ??? like maam ... this isnt an english exam . i was so confused abt my history skills until i joined the tuition center 🙏 God bless my tuition teachers :3 I EXPECT NOTHING LESS THAN AN A I BETTER DO WELL IN MY PAPERS N MAKE MY TUITION TEACHERS PROUD 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
sigh ... the 3rd subject is my native language ................. what can i say kevin ? :") my grades for this subject are so unstable 🙏 ive gotten A's till D's 😰 most recently my grades were A's and B's tho :0 i'd like to say i enjoy this subject ,,,, i dont particularly ? i know i'd like the subject if i wasnt so crappy at it :") i dont expect much but im not going to be happy with anything less than a B 🙄
okay enough subject talk ... ITS TIME TO TALK TO U ABOUT A NEW CRUSH 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣 btw i blame this crush on u bcs this dude is nerdy and so r u so basically its ur fault 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 (dont take this seriously abhasbhd) how and when did i start liking this dude ? imma be honest i dont really know ........ i just remember when i found out abt his existence 😰 basically it was early in the morning and i was waiting for my native language class to start :0 i was reading a book i think and i noticed this dude staring at me 😃 i kinda brushed it off but he continued staring to the point i felt uncomfortable 🚶♀️ THE THING IS ... i know this happened but im also doubting that this happened?? was it really the guy i like atm who was staring at me in this moment ??? will we ever know?? (probably not ...) anyways so fast forward to like monday of this week !! it rained when i was at the center 💞 it was so lovely aaaa i love the rain so much :") i was walking down some steps to go somewhere and i see ... the dude ......... he had spent some time in the rain looked ......... nice ......................... heahehahehsfrsduh 😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰 fast forward AGAIN to the next day i happen to find out my friend knows him :0 the way i found this out was so funny basically dude i have a crush on ... lets call him alex okay 😇 yes so alex always sits with these 2 dudes in the front row and my friend casually flipped off one of these dudes and my brain was like HOLD UP !!!!!!!!!! SHE MIGHT KNOW ALEX !!!!!!!!!!!!! i wasnt able to ask her after class so i went home and dmed her if she knows who he is (btw atp i didnt even know his name) and if hes single 🚶♀️ my friend replies and tell me his name his school (he used to go to her school but is giving the exams privately now) and that he IS single 🗣🗣🗣🗣 and she also sent me a photo of him and his instagram id 🚶♀️ i was so proud of myself for finding out all of this (ignore the fact that i wouldnt have known any of this if he didnt go to my frens school 🏃♀️) that i wasnt able to study for pretty much the entire day 😭😭
fast forward AGAIN to yesterday (the last classes ......... ) we first had native language class and then a super long gap before islamic studies :0 i was just lounging on this sofa and my friend comes up to me, brings a chair, sits next to me and starts telling me abt alex 🎀🥰 she told me that he's literally a copy of me and i was like STOP GIRL OMG I KNEW HE'D BE LIKE THIS DKNFBHSDFIO she ALSO told me uses english more than our native language to talk and i was like ?!?!?#?!? CAUSE LIKE ,,, BOY SAME?!??!?#?!?#?# we then spent the rest of our break catching up :3 that was very fun hehe :3 this friend of mine was one of the first when i moved from riyadh :") we were in the same school till hs so we had a LOT to catch up on :3 she attempting calling alex a few times to sort of tease me but he ran away 🥰💞 kevin do u think alex knows abt my existence 🥰💞
ALSO I SAW UR RECENT REELS AND AJSDHFYIASFIOJA MY BOY IS WILDING 🗣🗣🗣 GO KEVIN UR COVER WAS AMAZING AND THE REMIX WAS ALSO SO CUTE HASFAKSFNCVBHD
okay kevin ... im ending this letter here 🎀 my first exam is on the 26th :") i hope i can do well and make my tuition teachers' hard work pay off <3 till then, take care of urself <3 rest well eat well and stay hydrated <3 sending lots of love and many virtual hugs :3
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