Heyyy
It’s Ryna with many many hobbies and I’m back from vacation mode.
I didn’t want to, but, alas, I must.
I didn’t do anything at all during the holidays. I drove for my family a bit. We went to visit my grandma (on my dad’s side) in Bangkok and that’s it. I planned on doing something else but the weather was wayyy too hot to even think about doing anything. Was that an excuse? Absolutely, but it’s too hot for me to care.
Anywayyyy
I had a dream about you. I remember no detail at all about it except for the convo. I don’t even know how we met in that dream. I only remember I asked if you’ve seen the letter I sent you yet and you said you haven’t had the chance to go through the mail yet, and that was it.
I just hope the letter didn’t break any rules. It looks more like a book because it’s a bundle of letters from the people who attended your birthday event in Bangkok and tying them together with a thread seemed to be a good idea at the time. I don’t know how strict your company is about how the letters are supposed to look like. I didn’t sneak any gift cards in, only some stickers and a fan-made photocard, so I hope it was ok. I don’t know if it was ok. I was told it’s probably ok. My anxiety hangs on to the ‘probably’ a little too tightly tho. I sneakily put a cupsleeve in there too. I can feel the wax on my wings melting a little.
Anyway, for the photocard, I used a pic of Bey on that very day you met her. It was when she was named the honorary mayor of Santa Clara. But, I think you might have already guessed it. I had it made last year around my birthday along with the photocards I made for my friends.
I really wanted to send it in a book/journal form with the blinder cover and a little handmade keychain that looks like one of your self-composed song covers and everything, but I’ll take what I can get.
OK. Next subject.
I accidentally unsubscribed to your bubble. It’s sooo weird, the app. If you buy 1 ticket, you can’t buy 1 more ticket. You have to buy 2 or 3 or 4 more tickets instead, but your 1 ticket would still be in use if you buy 2 or 3 so you have to subscribe to other people with those. If you want to change from subscribing 1 to 2 and keep the 1 you already chose, you have to cancel your 1 ticket and wait for the subscription period to expire to subscribe to 2 tickets. The app said if you subscribe to the same person within 24 hours, the date count will not restart. So, I set an alarm to make sure I resub within 24 hours. Surprise, surprise, I dismissed the alarm bc I was driving and completely forgot about it until the next day. My 400+ days with you were gone. I’m now 5 days old which means I’m not allowed to speak full sentences yet.
That’s another thing. The character limit is different in Korean and other languages. In Korean, a whole chunk is counted as 1 character. For example, your name, 케빈, is counted as 2 characters, while in English, Kevin is counted as 5 characters. I can’t even form a full sentence with this character limit. Should I just start learning Korean or sisttylti? That was “should i start talking to you like this instead?” btw.
I’ll be fine. It’s just a minor inconvenience. I just need to whine and be dramatic about it for 2-5 business days and I’ll be alright.
Next.
I have another tiktok idea proposal. I don’t expect you to do this one tho. It’s not really your style at all. I just find these videos fascinating.
Have you seen those tiktoks of people leaving their phones with their bf saying things like “I need to go to the bathroom, can you watch my boyfriend”? [Example A] [Example B] I think it started from people leaving the phone with their babies just to see what they would do if they’re left alone for a minute. So, people started doing that with their boyfriends and their friends. Obviously, everyone would start with being confused to why they have to be watched, then if they have a sense of humor, they would start saying whatever to the camera and it’s so fun to watch these different reactions. If, IF, you’re to do it, you can just say “I have to go to……[insert place]...., can yall watch …..[insert name]….. real quick?” It would be interesting to see different people react to that.
But, like, I really like the remixes and the arrangements you’ve been posting a lot too. we can’t be friends is also one of my favorite songs from that album. I just love how obvious it is that she’s singing this about/to the public. I think for women in the spotlight, people either love you or hate you, no in-between. Sometimes they’ll tolerate men tho. It must have been overwhelming for her having people form a strong opinion about her like that. I guess at one point, you just don’t want to defend yourself to those who won’t hear it. But then again, if you say nothing at all about how you actually feel, it’s harder for people to understand you and be your friend. What an overwhelming dilemma.
I’ve said before that I tend to like a song more when it’s not about romantic love, but have I told you yet that I like it even more when a song that is not about romantic love is disguised as one? This song is one of them.
Also, I think your arranging it to be slower and sadder makes the song true to itself even more. Now, I’m wondering how you felt when you first listened to it compared to when you first realized what the song is actually about. Did the meaning come like a wave or a switch of a lightbulb or the night?
On a brighter note, the cat walking remix is delightfully weird.
Next.
There’s a girl named Nami who’s Japanese and went to your fansign in Japan with a name tag with the drawings of tbz that my friend drew. Do you remember her? She talked with me about it before and after the event. Whenever someone posted a picture of the stickers they’ve received from her, she’d tag me (and then I’d tell my artist friend about it.) She doesn’t really speak English, so when she talks to me she would send a long message explaining everything and end it with “Sorry for the long message. I’m using a translator.” I just think she’s endearing.
She told me about how you said you put the sticker on your airpods (case?) and the same for eric and the other members’ reactions. It’s nice.
I don’t have a next.
That’s it for now. I have to go and do things now. I think I skipped a few things I wanted to talk about, but I’ll remember what they are next time.
Have a good day and a healthy day and stay safe!
Love you (strictly platonically),
Ryna x
PS - I don't have any pictures to show. The last pic I took is my pinky finger since I broke half of my nail right off and there's blood and stuff and that's not a nice pic to see. 🤷♀️
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