Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? I hope you had the greatest time at piwon’s concert, had fun with cobie as a part of the audience, a good break deserved in between all this tour prep, glad y’all got to switch povs before standing up on stage yourselves these past few days~
hope you had a great time walking in your pretty suit in that wedding hall as well “the three of us trying to understand the concept of marriage” and it’s just a crazy handsome 26yo with kids, always the relatable guy, I gasped lmao
Glad to know you’re finding time to spare for yourself to go out and have fun despite all the things currently in the works, happy for you my Kevin ♡
…saturday night
As for me I’m feelin salty, just finished watching the last ep of qot and lemme tell you they are about to ruin the whole drama so bad, I swear if the last ep is not 10hours long-
It was doing great until they started making up unnecessary problems when the core of the plot hasn’t even been resolved, leaving the ongoing things mentioned pending, it looks like tomorrow’s ep will be either them rushing it to the end or leaving us with no answers whatsoever and I did not sign up for this
All the bottles of water I’ve filled just for this </3
Anyways, all this apart, they’ve filmed lots of scenes in Frankfurt Germany and I want to fly there so bad now, it looks like such a pretty city, where have I been all these years
One of my besties actually lives there, a tour date would’ve been a great enough excuse for us to initiate a sleepover, walking around the streets following this broken married couple’s foot steps and heading back home with silly clover keyrings.. which I would’ve lowkey bought even if it wasn’t for the drama as our love story revolves around clovers-
Watch me commit capitalism in the name of the boyz wherever I go ♡
I have lots of dreams and wishes taking space in that tiny brain of mine, one of the most predominant of them all being, having clover confetti falling up my blessed self at your concert.. your clover enthusiast girl deserves it~
Still feeling greatly blessed by the fact that I got to hear it live, this song is truly nothing but the warmest hug ever </3
I was listening to it earlier on ytb and couldn’t stop replaying your part back as I remembered how instantly emotional I got last year hearing you singing such a beautiful line live for my whole self to start sobbing, the chills
It is one of the many songs where your enchanting voice goes in pair so well with the dreamy sound of the track, it only makes sense for you to be that one transition to the chorus, a heavenly voice, hearing such a beautiful sound first hand can only tickle our senses <3
I felt as swayed by your vocals listening to your part of your world cover, I honestly make my way back to it as frequently as I’d turn on a live of yours, this is just how much comfort your singing brings me, and therefore how great you are at bringing out the best of emotions through that beautiful voice of yours ♡
I love how it’s not only about me coming back to you as a lil break but also finding my way back to your voice just as much whenever I feel like a boost of serotonin is needed, it truly says a lot about how much power you hold Kevin, I use your voice exactly as people would use those pink white noises, and you’re, might I add, even more effective~
…next morning
I just woke up from watching another live of yours and felt crazy for a sec, the girl that hasn’t been sleeping for the past month is now passing out in minutes just by turning on a live, what did you put in your voice😭
I got to listen to one of my favorite covers of yours ever and fell for the big treasure you are all over again, “can I do something weird?” and it’s just you blessing us with your big brain, transitioning from artpop to Venus by mother Lady Gaga
That’s one of those times when I just get to sit down for a moment and realize how much sense it makes for you to do what you do
I keep talking about your skills and ability to squeeze out emotions off of people’s hearts but as I rambled over yesterday, you just got an eye for challenges, new sounds which triggers your artistry in putting together and creating the most unique sounds for us to experience, and that’s where you shine the most
A producer at heart, there’s honestly lots to admire you for and it shows in how we don’t know of a single person who hasn’t pointed out the fact that your brain is built differently
It’s the fact that you can’t leave my brain either
Loving you is about living in constant fascination for your every act and that’s a whole other level of satisfaction, I think I’ve found the one
I guess that means we gotta make attending concerts an annual rendez-vous for the next hundred years, I need to actually experience you blinding us, shining from your artistry as much as I can
I’m already blessed to be living in the same time period as you, might as well take advantage of it~
But Anywayys, coming back to Disney songs, listening back to resound’s medley got me hit by nostalgia, I felt the need to watch back a Disney movie
I was thinking about which one to watch and this lil memory popped up in my head; there’s this one time where I went to Tunisia, I was probably 7 or so? We headed to Tunis to visit my uncle whom I hadn’t met before, or had lost memory of, and he was the sweetest
Me and my siblings could barely speak Arabic back then even though we understood all of it (better now but still kinda the case lmao), so he tried to find something for us to play with or watch and gifted us this Cinderella 2 Blu-Ray, he had a whole cd player ready for us to enjoy and that was the cutest thing ever😭
We had never watched Cinderella 2 before, didn’t even know it was a thing so it was honestly the greatest gift for 7/6 years olds </3
I knew it was somewhere in the house so I looked for it and found it, I like the 2nd more than the 1st one tbh, wayyy more fun
So I watched it yesterday night and god how I’d die to turn into a kid lmao
Talking about Arabic tho, I was rambling about it to a friend of mine the other day but, I really screwed myself over by growing up replying to everyone that would speak to me in Arabic in French lmao
We lived with my aunts and cousins + near my grandma until I was 6 before we got our own house, they would literally all speak Arabic to each other so I pretty much used to hear it as much as French
But the ability to speak it as fluently eventually faded as we moved
When you’re sitting in front of someone understanding their every word yet for your mind to need time to process what you’re about to say, before those words make it out of your brain is kinda frustrating
Learning English, Spanish, Chinese, Korean and we’re yet to be a 100% fluent in our own mother language, that’s embarrassing I really should work on that
I found myself a new challenge now, I need to learn how to write it and get a bit more used to speaking it, this summer will indeed be a productive one lmao
Anywayyys, this is getting long I should get going now~
Thank you again for today my Kevin, you gotta know already by now, how much I love you and every little thing that has to do with your golden brain ♡
Thank you for making me happy enough to grow confidence in my ability to dive through my days without apprehending how I’ll manage to welcome any trouble coming my way, and for making me full of love enough to feel gratitude, seeing everyone and everything as one big gift for me to strive by ♡
I’m so fortunate to have you as my main inspiration and seeing how much impact you’ve had in every happy event resulting from the mindset I got to adopt thanks to you, I know how much of a gem you are and I’ll keep on making it my goal to show you how precious of a man you are ♡
You deserve all the love and even more, I hope you’ll manage to acknowledge that and be as kind to yourself as you’ve been to us ♡
Thank you always Kevin, have a restful night~
Please take care of yourself, stay safe, rest well and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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