hey brow
im sorry for not writing for two weeks damn i caught up with works and suddenly had bad flu for a week😭👊
so yeah let sums up my boring life for the past two weeks
but first of all i have to TALK ABOUT THIS
you DID A COVER OF WE CANT BE FRIENDS WTFFF BROWWW THATS MY SHIET😭😭😭😭😭😭 actually before you cover we cant be friends i stopped listen the song for awhile, eversince that song released i have so many tragedy with that song. remember someone i called “that person” in here few times? yeah that song full of TRAGEDY with THAT PERSON! and then you cover it! guess my reaction? I AM CRYING IM NOT EVEN LYING im crying for ONE HOUR
i even went tantrum on my private account, i think my friends know how often i listen that song in march, some of my friends even tell me to stop listening to the song with how often i listen to it😭
so yeah something come up (yes yes it has something to do with that person) and make me rarely listen we cant be friends on april its not even on top on repeat anymore lol but i guess it comeback to top because of you!!! i listen to we cant be friends on repeat along with you vids!! (im still cryimg btw everytime i rewatch the cover)
also back when it just released i talked about you and we cant be friends too, i guess you are in this ward together with me ahahahahahaha (JOKES)
but thank you tho for covering that song i guess it was unexpected for me when you dropped, other than it have so many tragedy with me but that song i really love the song so much thats why im crying when you dropped the cover. i love youuu im so happy with the cover, i hope you got chance to cover the song full and upload as THE SPACE but even if not thats fine im already so happy with the short cover!!🩶
next!
last week on third week of april, i met my middle school friends in the middle of WEEKDAY! basically theres this food festival i really wanna go but the last day was on 21 which is weekend! and those fellas really busy on weekend than weekday can you believe that… i asked on gc “is anyone up on friday to go there” and suddenly one of my friend said “what about today, i didnt go to work today” and i said “alright then today is it” lol only 3 of us show up bc the other kinda busy but still it still surprised that we actually show up😭 we dont meet that often. funniest part and all of us live on west part of Jakarta but always meeting on central or south Jakarta like?? our house close why are we rarely meet bfr😭 well then as always we talk about life and its just… 3 of just bunch of dumb people lol its always fun tho to meet my middle school friends even tho we rarely meet but once we meet its always full of laugh and talks
on the fourth week of april i didnt do much since im sick and had flu, but still got phone call from friends everytime i said “i want to sleep early” not long after that I GOT CALL damn these people really love PHONE CALL, i just could not answering them but guess what im still hit the answer button😭👊 but what would i do tho without them theyre the one that got me laugh after long day hahahaa
also yesterday LMAOOOOOOO so basicaly dyva went out with her school friend and its obviously i dont know them right, suddenly i got text from dyva that one of her friends is tarot reader and dyva just did tarot reading and yapping to me about the result and i said “oh wow i want to tarot reading too” not long after that dyva said that her friend doing tarot reading on instagram live told me to join the live i asked “what should i ask tho??? i dont wanna asked about that person its wasting time bc theres no way we gonna worked out” and dyva said “just asked about love life in general!! dont asked about that person” and i did,,, but the result of the tarot reading was so funny got me laughing in tears😭😭 how could the thing i avoid become the result of the tarot reading oh god im stressing out IJBOL. basically the result was that someone close to me gonna be my healer but it wasnt easy way to got me healed there will be so many obstacle then dyva help asked to be spesific that someone is from the past, the present or the future and dyva’s friend said its the present which is could lead me to THAT PERSON😭😭😭😭😭😭 hahahahahahhshdddkdkkdlflflfzmz #imdepressed ive been avoiding that person this week i dont wanna text that person first i dont know i dont feel like it bc our last texts look like dull, like that person dont wanna talk to me so yeah i know it was assumption but i just dont like it with the way our recent text!! thats why i didnt text that person first even i usually i give that person photos of mine, i honestly want to moveon but that tarot reading got me ha ha ha ha what should i do give me a sign,,,,,,😔😔😔
anyWAYYYYYYY i still can handle theres no sad time dw about it im laughing it off now i domt wanna loving someone sad, i know love could be sad, i know love could be heartbreak. but i want to control myself to not loving someone with sadness now i hope i could love that person with so much happiness it could be confusing with what should i do knowing we are not gonna work out. some of that person behavior could anger me but its not that person fault right? i should be the one responsibility with myfeeling but yeah it what is it, im gonna let it flow with time! no more teaaaars!!!
another day another i wrote none sense,
honestly i feel sorry for you kevin, writing here basically trauma dumping on you and why would you read my shiets life😭 making you become my life diary… at some point i really thinking is it really okay for me to make you read my daily life? how i feel everyday??
but thank you tho for always reading fancafe post, you really the best person🩶
aku sayang kevin pokoknya!
gra
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