Dearest Eric,
hi!!! I don't know when I wrote last week (if I even did) but I had such a hectic weekend + friday! and I need to tell you all about it LMAO
so, friday actually started on a bad note because my classmates created this giant issue and confusion with when class was starting - all because they don't communicate with each other. I got up early, did my morning routine, I was actually hyped for the day! and as I was brushing my teeth, about to do skincare and go out so i wouldn't be late - a classmate says the class is starting in 3 minutes...
half of us were confused while the other half were confirming how we moved the class? however even if we did, there was no way for me to teleport there in time, I need like 30-50 minutes to uni by public transport, and even if I went by car it'd be 15-20 min T-T turns out they just didn't communicate with each other so some went in with the group before our own, but at that point I was so frustrated over this issue we have with information and didn't even go to that class. I ended up heading to the printmaking class we could attend afterwards and got to do some extra work... I really need to begin acting like a class president at this point because there is such high tension between everyone ToT
anyways, I saw Mo after class! we wanted to get 불닭 떡볶이 from this k-store I used to work at, however it was too expensive (in won it would be 10 750원... and when I worked there I'd earn a little under 19k원...🫥) so she just took some 진라면 & 포도 사탕 and I got 자짱&까르보 불닭 :,D I haven't had jajjang in SO long and it's my favorite so I was very excited!~ and I had carbonara yesterday and actually got used to it more! the first time I ate 불닭 was the volcano one back in 2019 and I couldn't finish it at all, and carbo was also a struggle before but I got used to it~!
I also got pink hair dye to color my bleached highlights, however it was my first time dyeing my own hair so it was veryvery messy, but people said it came out prettily so I'll take it 🥺🥺
so yeah, Mo and I spent the afternoon just chatting about stuff in a nearby park, then we went on call when I dyed my hair and we had noodles together~
on another note - I'm joining out uni's parliament as a respresentative of graphic design! I'm the only student that applied for our module LMAO people approached me yesterday when I showed up at uni and were like "omg I wanted to let you know~ I voted for you~" as if there was another option to choose from LMAO
I hope being apart of it will help my social skills develop a little since lately I've been struggling a lot with them.. it's not that my 'I' got stronger, actually I'm less of an introvert recently!! I've been hanging with people a lot, but I'm finding it hard to talk to them..
speaking of that - I went to a party on saturday night! this girl I know from like 2021/2022 who attempted to get into graphic design with me was celebrating her birthday with a "tumblr 2014" themed house party, and this was the most 'college experience' I've had in my two years of being a student LMAO
it was a mess; from the giant cup of wine the host girl poured me, the amount of people in that house, music that quickly changed from 2014 alternative scene to Serbian music played at nightclubs and such... I had a lot of fun, but it was very evident I'm not used to stuff like that because my social battery ran out like three hours in.
contrary to what you may assume, I didn't get drunk (to the disappointment of my classmate who wanted to get me drunk SO BAD, only cause she isn't allowed to drink LMAOO) I did get a bit buzzed, but as soon as I felt it I stopped drinking and sobered up because everyone, and I mean EVERYONE was drunk. there's this one guy from photography who is living in my neighborhood and who I was supposed to come back home with, and he was absolutely wasted, and there was no way that I could take care of him if I also drank becaus mans is like a head taller than me. I can't even explain how drunk he was, but funnily enough he remembers everything that he did throughout the night-
I actually had the weirdest experience at about 3 am when one of my friends' boyfriend randomly sat next to me, pulled a straight face - and started talking to me ABOUT STOCK. STOCK MARKET. AT 3 AM.
I genuinely felt more drunk at that moment than when the wine hit because I was SO tired, I couldn't hear what he was saying-- I was so confused ToT
it ended in him actually asking me to play bass for his band tho LMAO his girlfriend came over and was like "N O stop talking about stock pls, especially not to her" and we talked about music for a little longer, Arctic Monkeys to be exact, and I mentioned that I play the bass (don't let me fool you, I am but a beginner, I suck)
anyways, I didn't sleep more than 30 minutes in total that night- after we talked about music they went to nap, and I tried napping in the arm chair where I was already sitting, but I couldn't fully fall asleep T-T anytime someone I didn't know spoke up I'd wake up because I was unfamiliar with their voice, so I just relaxed for a while, some classmates of mine came over and joked how the way I was curled up looked 'poetic'... and then around 5am two of my classmates asked me to move to a large sofa where the two most wasted people were also sleeping, but even then I couldn't fully fall asleep.
going home was also incredibly eventful because believe it or not, the next morning there was a giant marathon held across nearly the entire city. so so many bus lines were cancelled or shortened, and we ended up having to change 3 buses and a tram to get to our part of town (the party is about 1h away from my place - we left at 6:50am and arrived at 9am)
at one point on the tram I got so sleepy and thought to myself "hm could I nap for a second and rely on the guy to wake me up before our stop" but I turned to find him already sleeping so I gave up LMAO
but yeah, once we got home I took the makeup off (I still think I have mascara leftover in my lashes..) and ate a little since I mostly just drank juice throughout the night - and immediately opened InDesign and Photoshop. because~ there was actually a deadline for the friday class that I didn't attend. and there was no way way for me to know how to do the assignment well but I did it anyways, submitted it and I'm hoping for the best because that class is mental torture.
thenn I got my camera and went outside to take photos for my monday photography class T-T I take pride in being able to push through like this, but I know it's not exactly healthy :,D I've just learned to push my needs if something needs to be finished, however I do have my boundaries!! the sun was actually really harsh, and I walked in it a lot, so at one point I started feeling faint and decided to go home.. but I succeeded!! two of my photos from sunday got fully accepted! so my efforts and possible collapse weren't in vain- LMAO
that's mainly all that happened, after editing and sending all the photos in I really wanted to talk to Mo on video call (there was actually a lot of interesting things that were said at the party, and she is an academic year older so she wasn't invited- but there was tea out there LMAO I wish I could gossip about it with you) however as soon as I plugged my microphone into my laptop, I went to wait for her to get ready and accidentally fell asleep.. then woke up at like midnight, washed my teeth and went back to sleep ToT good thing is I slept for 9 hours! I always sleep 5-7 hours a night so it didn't do much to me feeling refreshed, but it erased the previous night - now the only reminder is my backpain from being curled up into an armchair... someone took a photo of me like that, so if I ever receive it I'm showing it to you bcs I bet it'll be hilarious~
next social event I'm going to is actually tomorrow, since this year May 1st (labour day) and our easter are connected, we don't have classes for the rest of the week and on monday! and one of my classmates invited Mo and I, along with some other friends over to her place an hour outside Belgrade to hang out! I am scared that my social battery isn't in good enough condition for that, but I have Mo! she is officially an extrovert, and I do know others would be fine with me being low-tension, however I am always excited when around people anyways!
OH ALSO!! my phantasy pt 3 album arrived last week!! but I didn't get your photocard :(((( I love the ones I got but I really want yourss :,(
I'll leave you with a song recommendation and go do my graphic design assignment!
곡추: so american - Olivia Rodrigo
Your Moon,
달야 ❤
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