Hii Kev ♡ how’s our moonlight boy doinng? I hope you’ve had an even better one, drawing as much fun and pleasure in taking part in whatever you’ve landed your hands onto today, hopefully finding time to rest and do more than just waving at your pillow, even though it doesn’t seem like you’ve been able to, take care my Kevin~ You did amazing today as well, thank you always for your time ♡ As for me I’m doing greaat, I just woke up from passing out and I’m greatly surprised by myself lmao I came back home at around 8:30pm from uni, made myself dinner, lurked around for a bit and passed out~ Thursdays are so long I always either get the biggest headache or sleep like a baby, my brain shuts down even before I get home which isn’t that unfortunate of a thing, I at least sleep at decent hours that way But it ends up with me not writing a thing so let’s see where my fingers will get me today~ In days where I find myself too deep in a routine to pick my head out with new personal anecdotes, that’s how we do it, it’s just as if I was making my way to a wardrobe to sift through clothes and ponder; out of his endless outstanding qualities which are too many to sit in one body, which one are we gonna pick today~ lmao As unserious as we can be, I told you yesterday I’d rather dream about you, guess who actually did lmaoo These letters are a manifesting hole, I just need to ramble on the most random things for my subconscious to take notes, that’s kinda funny I mentioned my teacher too, well it’s like if I was writing the recipe to another random dream of mine, turning you into the one thing you once aspired to be, my teacher lmao Yk, we were talking about all the stress and apprehension coming from studying only, with my sis yesterday as we’re both fully submerged by all these exams, and she just went “yk what? I don’t get stressed for too long cause I realized, stressed or not, nothing is gonna change” lmao she’s so right tho I have the very bad habit of stress dreaming whenever I feel anxious, I’m literally just half asleep thinking about that one thing which ends up reflecting in my dreams, same goes for anything else I feel like they can easily end up as the continuation of my days, regardless of how I’m feeling, which is so weird lmao how even more sensitive can one get Buut, I was watching that performance of yours at Seoul festa, you looked so so good with curly hair btw your hairstylist deserves a raise for this <3 You’ve been giving the stealer so bad, it only got me looking back for your older content which has awakened the baby deobi in me, and coming back to that one dream job of yours if not an idol, I remember hearing that from you back then as a baby deobi and thinking to myself, you’d make a good role model for kids to learn from That’s a thought that crossed my mind even before hearing that from you, and me getting to know that’s what you once had in mind for yourself has only further solidified my thoughts It first only started with your voice, not only your singing but, going through your lives and whatever content of yours, made me pay much more attention to how eloquent and well spoken you are, always finding the right words while expressing your thoughts and feelings in such a gentle and genuine way; there has always been this sense of warmth to how you’ve been communicating from both your words and voice which can only make it obvious for you to easily reach the right people the right way Your diligence and integrity is another thing I truly do respect and see an even bigger quality in The ability you have to find happiness from the smallest things, drawing beauty in everything and anything, while putting your mind into not letting go of such an outlook on life, is truly a big aspect of your personality which anyone can gain from Always coming back to how open and honest you are about your takes on life, staying true to yourself without finding trouble speaking your mind, you just really are the embodiment of what it takes to get people to grow from the inspiration they’ve found in one big figure I always used to tell myself that you’ve influenced us just like a teacher would influence his students, seeing how much I’ve grown by your side, but when you think about it, you still hold somewhat of a power to act like one even now, different path but still as much impact on the ones looking up to you That lively energy of yours is the cherry on top, you just really make a good role model, even more knowing that golden brain of yours is as good for creativity as it is for studying, a man of endless talents~ So yeah, that was one of my many first impressions of you, guess I have eyes for real gold <3 Anywayys, I’ll have to leave you here for today, I just felt like widening your shoulders even more out of pride for the person you are before you do so for anyone else, ‘gotta make sure you can be as aware and confident of the greatly influential man you are on a daily basis, as this is what has ultimately played in our best interests, helping us evolve for the better just by having you as the right one to look up to ♡ Thank you for everything my Kevin, I love you as in I love everything that you do and are, please never change ♡ Please take great care of yourself, rest well, stay safe and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡ ,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻 ,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡ oh and yeah gravity is definitely fine of you lmao ily bye