dear kevin,
back with the infamous devastated princess fairytale storyteIler, me!◡̈
my dearest sir moon, i writing this after finish polishing a deck for this morning meeting. it's 1:04am western indonesia time aka utc+7 currently and i am, indeed, supposed to be sleeping right now because the meeting start on 9:30 am. but i can't lol diqi is currently on drive for 127+ km from his home to his current dorm. so i'll just writing this one while on call with my kumamoto friend and 충주친구.
left, diqi sharing his live location on my find my, right, me on call. yes i wrote this on pc right now and usually drafting on my notes first before sent it. and yes i changed his contact name, all of my closest moonlight also got a kaomoji now lol.
it is crazy right.. he actually should be departed earlier but he can't bc he still had to present a presentation until 11:30pm-ish🥲 so that's why!! i told him to share the live location because it's in the middle of night but he already shared it first before even read my imessage lol
tbh i don't have anything to tell right now. let me organize my thought first. like maybe i have. for work i don't have anything (NDA, lol) but i think i have jinxed myself lol i said to tookie웅니 and sarah웅니 last tuesday that my most time consuming and makes me busy work is ended. like really ended. the month is done. so i thought i should focus more to my thesis. but damn i jinxed myself.. really.. wednesday is national holiday day for may day aka labour day. so i thought it's time to rest. WRONG. thursday and friday i was squashed with the workload like i can't even catch up with my friends even the boyz (i only could read to your bubble tho not interacting with it in real time). so yeah.
academically. i don't have tho lol my lecturer haven't replied to me yet. personally? other than almost every night catch up call with my moonlight friends, it's just same day same thing. oh! i have some personal things to spill. yesterday, an old idol of mine is uploading his childhood photos, and i just randomly sent it to my old groupchat, and unexpectedly everyone is online that time (last time we were chatting together was 2022). so we are reconnecting and it was so lovely.
it's like a miracle of manifestation. i've said this in my last letter, the manifest should start with our words. something that left from our mouth and mind, and let the universe work wonders. tbh i manifested that i could get same energy from people around me and it work wonders right back. there is an another story. someone who cut me off so sudden a few monts ago also suddenly reach me again via commenting on my post. and our mutual friend also reach me last monday to apologize that she have a big contribute to isolate and cutting me off eventhough we really don't have a beef.
the one who dragged everyone to cutting me off is the one who left a comment on my post. but tbh i don't think we have a beef actually but maybe she really thinks we have a beef💀 like one-sided beef?😭 so i haven't really respond to both of it yet. i think i need time to digest the whole situation.
so yeah. i think manifestation really work wonders if you really mean it when you think about it. like why suddenly everyone is trying to reconcile with me💀
also! i made a lot of experiment this week? like i made a homemade strawberry milk using a real strawberry. but i forgot to take the photo🥲 and because this week we also have an ascension of Jesus on thursday, we will have joint holiday on the friday. so it's a long weekend! i thought it's nice to experimenting cooking or baking on the long weekend! maybe i would cook a gyoza, choux or anything. i still contemplating about it. i'll update about it more later!
and because diqi has arrived at his dorm a half hour ago, (2:50am-ish) i think it's time to wrap up the letter!
so yeah, i have to sleep because i have a meeting in a morning. as usual, i'll wrap the letter with 오노추, a.k.a my song recommendation: panic! at the disco — lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clother off, and new perspective!
idk maybe u know and listen to it actually (if you watch jennifer’s body, you’ll notice the new perspective), but idk i just want to recommend it! been a long fan of them and i got a nostalgia lol.
i’ll come back later for another letter! don’t forget, to hold hands with me, becoming each other's four leaf clover, and run together, in those flowery roads!🍀
dyva sayang kevin.
yours truly,
dyva🌙