Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? I hope you’ve had a great time these past 2 days, always looking after yourself and finding joy in moulding your every creation into art, by the help of those golden hands of yours ♡
Always looking at you with twinkling eyes, I hope you can be proud of yourself my genius ♡
You’ve done great, wishing for you to rest just as much ♡
As for me I’m doing finee, even if I’m pretty much shaking in my boots as I got yet again hit by apprehension, I would rather not write you when it’s affecting my mood that much as I only wish for you to sleep onto good vibes and pretty words to remember~ but here I am, it has become such a habit for me to end my days that way that my fingers are now quicker than my brain, clicking on the notes app lmao
Guess that’s how a safe place feels like, finding your way back to it becomes rather evident</3
I’ll either not talk about myself or not write at all, let’s surround ourselves by positivity only~ I’ll make fun of myself for being so dramatic after all this anyways lmaoo
So anywayys, I’ve still been consistent in reading the novel nevertheless, which has become my lil pleasure of the evening, still at the prologue, I’ve actually managed to go through it a bit faster as, more dialogues means easier to understand, and am enjoying it a lot which can only be a good sign for the rest of the book~
I owe this abrupt change of heart to these letters and I’d like to thank you for pushing me into becoming a bit more dedicated in the things I put my mind into <3
I’ve realized as I began writing you about the little things my interest has been leaning towards that, whenever I’d take the time to let you know about the wish of incorporating something new or back into my routine, I’d actually do it, as writing it down has been a way for me to further behave on my words
The fact that you’ve ultimately made me as consistent in writing you, and consequently in keeping you up to date with what I’ve done has pushed me into maintaining an actual routine
I’m stressed out but here I am, reading in a language I’m not fluent in when I haven’t even finished reading a French book in years, that’s some magic right here lmao😭
For someone who’s constantly growing tired of things I’m glad I can at least get used to a certain pattern by coming on here and documenting you the way I’ve been navigating through my days, thanks for allowing me to do so Kevin ♡
Anywayys, now talking about working those fingers out, I’ve been filling up my cart with everything I need to disco ball my lightstick, looking for those actual disco ball adhesive mini squares which I’ve found, I also wanted to make a bow if I don’t end up using the pink chouchou I have, which required for me to pick the fabric based on your favorite color, outside of silver, and then recalled you and your olive green.. kev ilysm but why this out of the whole rainbow lmaoo
I mean.. I also wanted to stick a lil acrylic charm to the ribbon and was thinking about either going with kuromi as I’ve made it my picket already, ooor going Rick and Morty for the green?
Light purple and green gotta go well together anyways so I’ll pick all the fabric/laces with these in mind~
Sanrio charms are easy to find but idk where the hell I can find Rick ones in the right size tbh
Light blue would be cute with the silver tho.. ooor I could go basic black and white with silver touches..
I’m so indecisive anyone help lmao
When I buy everything in dozens of colors and then what-
Anywayys, my sister just got her passport as well so I guess they’re not that slow, I should get mine by June~
The thought of this whole birthday trip is actually the only thing that’s keeping me eager to work my way through everything ahead of me as quickly as possible
I truly hope for it to go well enough so that I can wrap it on a great note and make my way to you without any other thoughts in mind than, how much of a dream meeting you back shining from what you do the best, along with all my besties in our own deobi bubble is going to feel like, looking forward to having a blast with all my favorites ♡
Talking about concerts, there’s an angel who took the time to share the highlight commentary of the zen dvd, which I got to watch~ how funny it was to see you guys get as amazed as we were, having a peek at how it looked like from thebs’ pov
I wrongly assumed you were aware of pretty much everything, along with how grandiose of an intro it was, and witnessing you guys growing as excited all the while complimenting your work was actually more than pleasing to look at <3
“We look like celebrities”, “I want to go to a the boyz concert too”, you’re so cute pls😭
Zeneration was some crazy tour, including the setlist and all the work that went behind moulding your entire performance around your own identity as a group, and I’m so glad to know you can all look back at it even more amazed and proud of how great you’ve managed to execute your every move, making it a one big accomplishment for the history books ♡
That’s such a pride seeing how much you are capable of in terms of putting up an actual show, live and with all your might to give it your all; hearing you guys comment on when you felt the most exhausted during this whole 4h concert, dancing and singing live with just a little tiny minute to breathe in between each track, can honestly bring nothing but astonishment and respect for how much it takes for you to make it work ♡
You guys are unreal, honestly? No one like my boyzies🫶🏻
We need chairs for the tour so that I can sit down in disbelief for how good y’all are, I might lose my balance in the pit just from that countdown following with your pretty faces appearing on stage who knows
Can’t wait I miss u </3
Anywayys, guess I’ll have to end it here for today~ thank you my Kevin, I actually needed my mind to take a break from all this overthinking real quick, I’m grateful to have found a place to do so and would like to thank you once again for allowing me to space out and surround myself with nothing but your positive influence ♡
I do wish for you to take the best out of your every visit on the fancafe as well, so that we can, as a thank you, be off help in wrapping up your rather hectic days with a smile and a restful mind to sleep onto ♡
Thank you for being the reason of my smile for yet another day, have so much fun diving through whatever schedule you’ll have and enjoy yourself with Filipino thebs <3
I hope the weather will work in your favor, bring the rain with you again lmao, safe skies loves🫶🏻
Love you my Kevin, have a restful night, sweet dreams ♡
Please take great care of yourself, stay safe, rest well and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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