Binnie Binnie Moon!
First off all: your hair is beautiful, I'm obsessed. Long hair? My weak point haha AND IT SUITS YOU SO MUCH!!! I'm in love, man. You did it again 😮💨😮💨
Second: I miss you.
I haven't written in the last few weeks even though I really wanted to. Things aren't very easy around here. I feel quite low on energy and, after my visit to the doctor, I understood why. My anxiety has reached higher levels than I expected and I will need to take some medication. To be honest, it's a relief to know I can do something about it. I hope things get better from now on.
Well, talking about something positive: my birthday was last week, yaaaay, Fath is 26 now! It was a happy day, I received many messages of love and affection and I felt very special. My sister made my favorite cake and organized a mini party for me. It was nice to spend a happy night laughing with my family 💛
Additionally, I received a very special correspondence from a very special person. To talk about this gift, I'm going to share with you a little story.
In 2021, when I became a deobi, I had the opportunity to meet a lot of cool people. This fandom is very welcoming, as you know, so my phase as baby deobi was a lot of fun. Among these people, I met many fan artists, who have always inspired me a lot. And that's how I met Koala.
Koala is a moonlight from France, very passionate about art, be it drawing, crafts, makeup and everything you can imagine. I'm almost sure you know her, she always participates in projects related to you. She is an incredible, creative and kind person. Honestly, I see a lot of you in her. As I always say, your fans seem to have part of your essence within them 🫂💛
Our friendship has evolved a lot since we met. Even though we were always busy, we always found moments to talk and share news. Our topics varied between art, politics, concerts and she always wanted to know what things were like at my college. She was always interested in learning about the world of architecture and asked me a lot of questions. If I posted about a French building, she wanted to know more details: "Okay, one day I have to visit that place. I promise to send you photos!" Adorable! 🥹🥹✨
I could say many things about many incredible moments, but this letter would be huge haha So let's go to the gift she gave me!
When I graduated from college, she was very proud of me. As always, she said warm and kind words. And she asked if she could send me a gift to celebrate my achievement. It was unexpected and I was quite touched. She had been organizing this gift over the last few months and it arrived last week.
I knew about the hat, as she asked me to choose it and even recorded videos showing the customization. She has a store and produces very beautiful things. With each gift I opened, I was even more surprised. Do you know when you realize that the person thought of all the details?
I was speechless, especially after reading the letter she wrote. You know, in those moments when life feels like a mess, little things can mean everything. Something I learned day after day is to notice the lights that surround me. People can be like the sun, right? And without a doubt Koala is one of my suns. The way she brightens my days with her presence and her words brings me hope and joy. Even in difficult times, remembering her kindness and support makes all the difference. I am deeply grateful to have her in my life and for everything she means to me 💛🌻✨
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Well, for the last topic (I promise): Twenty one pilots will bring the Clancy Tour to South America! I'm so happy about it. I've already bought my ticket and now I have to wait for 2025 🙌 I guess I still can't believe this is real. It's a dream come true to meet my favorite band after 10 years of waiting.
It took a while but it happened, right? Sometimes dreams take time, but that doesn’t mean they’re impossible. That's the thought I'll keep until the moment I can meet you, Kev. I just hope it doesn't take too long haha 🥹🙏💛✨
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Ooookay, this letter was huge, I'm sorry about that.
I hope you are having happy days, Binnie Binnie. I'm excited for your photoshoot with Jacob and Chanhee. My beautiful boys! 💘
Te amo te amo 💛
- Fath