Dearest Eric,
I haven't sent anything in more than 10 days :(( and now I came here because I'm extremely stressed and anxious and tired.. so I'm sorry for bringing bad vibes, but I know I always feel better after writing to you or seeing you <3
our school year is coming to an end so there's more and more work to do! and even as a person who works well under pressure, who has been through a lot of mentally and physically challenging times surrounding university... this is hard even for me. especially printmaking!! I forgot to mention that class is the source of my anxiety :I because it's challenging physically and mentally because of the professor my family and Mo have grown accustomed to me being a 'zombie' on wednesdays and fridays when I have the class :,D and every other week it just seems to drain me more and show me that it, in fact, can be worse.. today was like that :(( not only did I get very little work done, but I was so tired going home after that I nearly used the wrong honorifics to a woman on the bus in my defense she looked very young, I thought she was 25 at most and almost fell over on the sidewalk while trying to go around a woman who was petting a dog T-T I know I'm the queen of clumsiness, but that would've been a new low - especially because my backpack weighted 5 kilos!?
anyhow.. I'm more alive now! I had coffee, you went live and I caught it~~ I have been revived by the power of your existence!
I had so many thoughts I wanted to share the past 10/11 days but there was no time to share them :(( but!! I hope you've been feeling good and having a lot of rest! I have yet to watch the 1st and 3rd episode of 선물함 but I loved the 2nd episode SO much it's looks like so much fun!! I hope you enjoy filming it as much as we like watching!~ and don't lose your precious voice again LMAO I know how annoying it can be from the pov of someone who sings from time to time, let alone a singer??
아 맞다 - 내가 한국어로 말하고 싶었요! (아님 타이핑??)
요즘에 한국어 연습을 했어요! 좀 자신감이 생겼다~~ 뿐만 아니라, 난 한국더비와도 소통했다! 오빠는 나를대해 자랑스럽게 생각하냐 ~?
실수하면 미안해요 나 그냥 너어어무 행복하고 신이 난요 ㅠㅠ 아직 갈 길이 멀지만 진짜 잘하고 싶다!! 욜심히 할게용 이거 내 약속이요~
actually Mo became my Korean teacher this week LMAO since she is much better than me she'll make little lessons that we can do over video call! we made the deal that I would teach her Slovenian in return, since I actually understand it a pinch more than her! I'm far from fluent in it too, but it's veery very similar to Serbian so I find it easy to navigate! however there are many words that have different meanings yet sound the same! ex 'zgodna' means attractive (fem) in Serbian, while in Slovenian it means to be early!! however the masculine version is more unique to Slovenian so there's no correlation for that one-
anyways, I'll probably go draw or watch your videos to cheer me up more - and I hope you'll sleep well tonight! in fact I hope you read this the next morning/day and that you've already gone to sleep :] I also hope you get to rest over the weekend so that you can feel even better for the upcoming week! also send me some good energy for next week because I'm dreading the end of his semester T-T<3
PS: I'm gonna start calling you my lucky 2, or 222! my favourite numbers are 3 and 7 (mainly because of my birthdate being 2707) so I like to believe as you are 222, I am 333 right behind you-- is that a weird thing to connect you to..? still, you're my lucky clover (by The Boyz LMAO)
달의 곡추천: Over you (feat. aespa & Chris Martin) - Jacob Collier
I'm Still Standing - Elton John
Your Moon,
달야 <3
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