Hi Kev! AAAH how was Manila! Haha. It's been around a week already but I hope you guys enjoyed your stay, and the event itself, too! Personally it was scorching hot for me, especially from the fire effects that came up during some parts of some performances 😭 but seeing everyone perform beat all those odds out 🫶 Seriously, so thankful for every opportunity that I get to experience something new and fun with The Boyz and Deobi. Currently an emotional wreck and I'll say later why 😭 but first I'll talk about Kwave, haha.
Actually 😂😂 my friend who came with me to Zeneration? She also went with me to Kwave and she actually invited me to this EDM fest the night before, HAHA. We stayed there until like 12 or 1 at night. But some of the DJs were really good! Most of them were actually non-local DJs! And while watching, we were actually wondering who among you guys (tbz members) would have enjoyed something like that, haha. For some reason I think you would... 👀 Anyway, the next day, we woke up late from that event so I actually was a bit worried we wouldn't get to the place in time especially you know, how crazy traffic can get in Manila... 😓 Thankfully, we got to strap on time! Haha. All the other artists were really fun to watch, though! This time, I was able to see you guys much much closer and it felt surreal. LIKEEE craaaazy. I still can't fathom it 😂 My friend and I were on the front row of the left side (your pov) and we were so ecstatic with everything that was happening, lol. Got blessed with Eric's mini water splash too 😌✨ AND OH YEAH I felt so bad seeing you guys wear those outfits because it was so hot and you had to move a lot 😭🙏 I completely understood why you took off your jacket at some point LOL was a sigh of relief honestly but your muscles are craaazy dude 😓😓😓 hahahahahahahaha in a way they're memorable 🫶 hahaha so glad I finally get to hear Nectar and Fire Eyes live, too! Fire Eyes with everyone jumping and all was just so fun 🥹 I really want to experience it again (although hopefully less hot next time 😭). Everything honestly felt so short so I really hope I get to see you guys in Manila on August :( I'm not from Manila so it usually takes me 2-3 hours to get there so my mom might be a bit iffy on allowing me... haha... but PLS MOM 🙏🙏 also!!! I heard you got your Timmies! 😂 I think you uploaded them in your story, lol. Good for you 🥳 I hope they're always available with iced capps each time you go here 😌 OH and guess what, did you know it also rained the day before you guys came here? 🤣 It really is a never-ending tradition... hahahaha. But yeah, it was really so funnnn. You guys are just AMAZING!!!
Also I don't know if you guys saw it, hahaha. But 저희가 사실 배너 준비했거든요~ and the tagline, 제가 만들었어요 🥹 ‘이 순간에 phantasy라도 더비가 더보이즈와 함께 싶어한다‘ or 'even if this moment is a phantasy, The B wants to share this moment with The Boyz' haha. 밖에 제이콥을 위한 메시지도 있어요! 곧 생일이니까요 🥹 그것도 태그라인 제가 만들었어요 데헷 🥹 봤으면 좋겠네요 🥲 But all in all, even if you didn't I just want to talk about what I put there, because really, every moment with you guys, feels like something out of a dream: a dream too good to be true, like they say, but, even if it's a time that is short-lived, it's something I want to experience, something I want to have, something I don't want to let go, because it's something I know I won't forget for a long time over the years. So... that's! Basically kinda what I thought of while suggesting that hahaha. Anyway. That aside, the screams for The Boyz were actually so loud during the event there were times I couldn't hear what you guys were saying unfortunately 😭 But yeah, all I could say was, it was FUN. The Boyz concerts, performances, are always so fun 🫶
Anyway, prior to writing this, I was actually binge-ing on a lot of The Boyz content that I haven't been able to watch because of how busy I am with college 🤢 (still am, btw 🤣 Just found time to give myself some relaxation 🥴 hahaha) These content are like all the way from 2022, haha. Honestly, I can never catch up anyway 😂 But it's nice to see what you guys have been doing once in a while and enjoy seeing all your fun dynamics and personalities in different situations, lol. Anyway, I actually got quite emotional after watching certain videos 😂 One thing I can say is I think that it's just so amazing how love can make people feel and experience things. Haha I'm gonna get a bit deep because really, I can't help but feel emotional right now. 😭🙏 There's different kinds of love, be it love from family, from friends, from romantic relationships, from the people we meet, even from people we've never met at all, and even in your perspective, from fans. Isn't it interesting how we're born not knowing anything at all about this world, and we meet people—all sorts of people—ones that we get along with, people that stay with us, support us through it all, but also those that we can't stand, people we just want to brush away. And in the midst of all that, we connect with those people. And in those connections, we get to experience a multitude of feelings, even ones we can't describe. And I just think it's really an amazing thing that we can only experience because of the fact that we're alive.
Getting excited about the smallest thing, feeling anxious that maybe this happy feeling won't go on forever and tomorrow will be another one of those thousands of dreadful days that you can't help but get bothered even more for not cherishing the moment (sorry this is personal 😂✌️), getting stressed from all the load that piles up (and the list goes on AND ON at that), and crying over the things that touch a spot in our hearts. I don't know, I'm just fascinated with all these small things. Granted, to be fair, I think it's a privilege that we can experience or access "more" things that can make us feel happy. Anyway, with all of these emotions, there's also the greatest one of that—love. It's a feeling, an emotion, that just rushes in and it makes you feel overwhelmed with how beautiful people and connections are. I personally believe that we are all inherently people who strive to want things for ourselves only. But again, as we experience life, we get to know things like love, and through that, we find meaning in what we can share with others.
Anyway, it was just a short thought I had while watching your videos, and I was just really thankful, that even if we don't know each other personally 😂 and even if I'm just someone who simply enjoys watching you guys do your own thing, listen to the music that you guys share with us, or get fascinated by your amazing performances, all these little things have piled up to become something I don't think I'll ever forget. Like, ever. Of course, it's also because there's a lot of things that happened in the way, like I said earlier, different kinds of experiences. Like how, in the future I'll be like, "oh I remember when I was doing this, The Boyz did this and that and I was like this and like that", like how everything's connected at some point and they all just come full circle to something that's wholefully meaningful? If that makes sense, hahahaha.
But yeah, the short periods of time I spend for The Boyz are surely things that have made me smile and be happy for a while. Also like what I said earlier, emotions keep us alive. And I know for sure that all those feelings of excitement, sadness, and happiness that I experienced all the while being a Deobi have been the truest they can be. So I'm really thankful. And I'm sure many also feel the same. When you look at it, honestly, that "short while" is still a huge part of my life because we all know things nor anything in life's going to continue on forever, right? At one point or another, it's still a part that's become meaningful. Anyway, I lost my train of thought. AGAIN!!! Hahahaha. Yeah, in the end, I'm just overwhelmed with feelings of appreciation and love with how I get to experience these small moments with you guys and with all the Deobi around the world. Getting to connect in small ways like music and other things is such a wonderful thing. There are sometimes I honestly get filled with things like "regret" and wish things could have been done better, but as we know, life is both too short and too long to waste time on the past 😅 And because of how unknown things are, I know sometimes the road gets so unclear, we become unsure how much this current hard work will take us. At the end of it, maybe one day we'll just have to stop? Things like that. But as I was watching your videos a while ago, you know, it just made me think, that, as we all have our own different lives, and as our paths all come in different lengths, different shapes, different starts and different ends, I just hope that, through it all, and by the end of it all, we have people who love and support us as we get to the next chapter. People who can help us cherish the past that's helped us know and feel what love is and the experiences that it's brought. Haha. Anyway! I feel like I kinda strayed away from what I was going to say 😂
You know, seeing you guys, seeing The Boyz members, even if we're all getting older and older each year, I'm reminded of the fact that "youth is such a fun and unforgettable place". I think that it's thanks to you guys, that I'm able to experience that sort of place, that sort of time, again and again. So, thank you! Honestly, I want to tell all of this to each and one of you but as for now, I'll tell this to you, Kevin. Haha. And I hope that all these people who love you and support you? (including me btw! 😋) That their feelings get through you every time you feel like you're having a hard time. Because it's true that it does get tough. Things can get hard, and it's always important to realize that. And sometimes we feel like we're better off handling things on our own, sometimes because we don't want to burden others, especially people we love. But I just hope that you know we've always got your back. So at the end of it, IN CONCLUSION!!! hahahaha. We really love and appreciate you for who you are, Kevin! And for what you share with us. And because of that, we always hope that you're being surrounded by people who'll be there for you no matter what.
So, yeah. Hahahaha. It's gotten quite long oops 😳 sorry I'm actually a certified pro yapper 🫡 yep my friends actually call me that hahaha. I might respond so dryly or just short responses most of the time but there's going to be those few times I just DROP the bomb on someone HAHA. Actually it's 4 in the morning here, idk what I'm doing hahahaha. But yeah, I really enjoyed Kwaveeee! and I'm just hoping my mom allows me for Zeneration part 2! PLEASE. 🤲🤲🤲 Begging.... HAHA.
Also I /might/, again just MIGHT, decide to move out of the Philippines like, a few months after I graduate so I really want to do as much as I can here first. 😭🙏 But you know, I'll still try to see you guys either way. 🤩 Just to inform you a bit about it but I'm actually considering Canada. 👀 Not sure, though. My mom's recommending the US, and my teachers say Canada has high taxes 😂 sooo yeah. I have relatives in both countries too so I still can't say for sure. 🤷♀️ I'm even considering Europe, lol. But tbh it's scary for me 😬 Oh, well! Just hope things turn out good for you and me and for everyone else.
Have a good day/night, Kevin! 🫶 Until next time (hopefully after I attend Zeneration part 2 in Manila 👀)
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