aliceIN
ciao mio dolce kev♡
uh so yeah..
I came here to shower you with love a little bit, since I feel like you needed some..♡
it's been a tough time huh? :(
it's ok, it's happens.. these moments come and go..
as you said, you're a human being.
we're all humans who feel emotions, who experience something new everyday even if we don't realize it.
our brain is an amazing machine that no one truly knows 100% how it works but for it, it's probably easier to experience sadness rather than happiness.. it takes less time, less experience and sometimes it sticks to you like glue and it's hard to make it go away.
for my personal experience, happiness takes effort and training, it's like real happiness comes into a premium package of life haha.
but it's there, if you look for it, happiness it's always around the corner waiting for you. 🫶🏻
and honestly kev, you're one of the most courageous and strong person I know and I'm sure you'll slowly find a way to create your own little island of happiness to live in, just give yourself some time.♡
what I wanted to make sure with you tho is: try not to let people influence your mood negatively. I know it sounds so stupid and obvious and it's not even that easy with your idol life, it probably is one of the most difficult things, right?
but you should also remember that you're not a machine kev.. you're your own person and only you know what's good and what's bad for yourself.
whenever you come on bubble, we are always the happiest but you should also know that you don't have to always feel forced to show your happy and bubbly side all the time.
we always share our concerns and worries with you, both here and on bubble and I want you to know that you can do the same as much as you want and can.♡ (i know you did already a few times and it was totally okay❤️🩹)
I told you so many times but, you're our safe place and I truly wish we can somehow be yours.
To me, seeing you smiley and reading your happy little rants on bubble can easily give a turn to my day, but making sure that you're healthy and psychologically fine it's the most important thing. 🫶🏻
it's okay if you need time, it's okay if you want some space, please put your health first every time, and if you need somewhere to ramble, we are here. 🤍
You and tbz are one of the most beautiful and special thing that happened to my life and I won't ever let anything happen to you🫵🏻🫵🏻 promise 🫶🏻
[I'm sorry if this is messy and doesn't make sense, I had to write it twice bc it deleted the first time 😞 so I rushed hhh]
I love you from the deepest bottom of my heart🤍 as I always do (but a little more than yesterday and less than tomorrow) 🤍
pce out
aliceOUT