Hiiiii
It’s Ryna with many many hobbies and I finally watched Casper.
Yes, after all these years. I don’t know how I feel about it. I think I would have liked it more if I had watched it as a child. I know it’s supposed to be a bit silly but surely adults should have a better way, a more realistic way, to get into a vault without becoming a ghost to pass through the door. And Kat’s dad just died???? Just so Casper can’t be brought back to life?? That looks like lazy writing to me, sorry.
You know what movie I really really enjoyed recently? But I’m a Cheerleader (1999)
I finally got to watch it after hearing about it for so long but couldn’t find it anywhere. This movie is my type of humor. It’s sooooo ridiculous, satirical, and so hilarious. The set design was just amazing; color blocking everywhere. Every detail is intentional. Rupaul’s in it. Dante Basco who voiced Zuko was in it. Some jokes are just so bad it’s fantastic. 9.8/10
I’m watching a series now too. I’m almost done. I’ll definitely talk about it later.
Tomorrow, I’m going to Bangkok to set up Jacob birthday cafe event. I’ll show you what it looks like since it’s at the same cafe where we had your birthday event. It’s gonna be interesting to put pictures of the 2 events next to each other to see how different they look.
Sorry to hear that you’re having a hard time.
I hope you don’t think of bbl as like “people paid for it, therefore they should only see nice things so it’s worth their money” because that’s not what it is. I know you said you don’t want people to be worried when you can’t say nice things, but the catch-22 is that when you're not coming to bbl for a while, people get anxious and worried because of that too and usually people’s imagination tends to be worse than what it is.
It’s totally ok to only come when you’re comfortable or only doing short sessions. People will be happy either way.
But like, have you considered that maybe you don’t have to always be the one giving positive energy and that you can instead ask for it too? You think we’re not full of positive energy ourselves that when you need some, we can’t be the source of that for you too? Wow, I’m hurt fr. /lh
I think you have already experienced first-hand that 켑프 radiates positive energy. There’s no way that when you ask for some, people wouldn’t be running to give them to you. Also, receiving positive energy from you or bouncing positive energy off each other makes the day brighter and better, but sometimes being genuine, talking about how tired or how hard things are to each other, and knowing that other people are just as struggling at life as we are makes us feel like we’re not the only one and makes the day so much easier to endure. Frankly, there’s nothing better than getting to be human together, the full experience.
Anyway, the point is, it’s ok not to come on bbl and it’s ok too if you don’t feel like talking and just drop by to ask for encouragement from us or pictures of our pets or our dinner or funny tiktok or whatever it is that you think would make you feel better or our small happiness for today or even song recs or movie recs or recipes, or anything at all. We ask you for those all the time anyway. Just so you know, we have plenty to give back.
Before I go, I’ll show you these pictures I took of a cat I met while working. I had to take our supplier from the Philippines to the accommodation and this cat is the receptionist. I think. She came to say high and yawned and then jumped onto the counter.
My Needy is doing well as usual. I don’t have pictures of her because she knows too much and avoids it. I respect her wish not to be photographed.
Hope you’re doing better than yesterday. It’s getting harder and harder to level up when you’re the closest to it. So, hang in there. You’re almost up another level now. We’ll be here cheering you on as you do.
Love you today too,
Ryna x