dear kevin,
back with the infamous devastated princess fairytale storyteIler, me!◡̈
my dearest, it’s been over a week since the last time i wrote you, right? to be honest, i was like quite caught up on my workload and as like my last letter, i felt overwhelming so it’s empty. i became numb to realizing and feel the reality. and it is still. i guess may esp gemini season is my downfall era lol.
the bubble!! ykno at first i wanted to write a quick one about this but then i postponed it because i got caught up on facetime session with alice and gra😅 i can multitasking but the tone of this letter intended be and the facetime is so far. like i wanted to be kinda sappy comfort letter but we are laughing like a crazy freaks on facetime💀
the thing i wanna write is you’re so real because i also have that mindset lmao. if we’re being real, not only because i am real buzy busy beezy, sometimes i just can’t keep dumping my sad life here, or sometimes i just don’t know what im gonna write because life is stagnant for now. i don’t have something too much (both sadness or happiness), even if i have, it’s too much that i became overwhelmed and numb. i always have a will to write letters for you, but you deserved to also gets energy from me, us, your fans!! so i tried to supress myself😅
and yes i gathered myself to wrote this because i have some happiness to spread☆ after a long due, diqi is in the town!! actually he wants to came on saturday before my birthday, but for some circumstances he had to postpone it indefinitely. then suddenly on 17th noon he asked us, “is it okay if (i am going to) jakarta next week?” and we immediately say yes😂 also i have been promising him to bake him my signature bread pudding (actually i also promised gra and tookie웅니 but i would bake it only when diqi comes. bc baking is so draining for me eventho i do love baking). so yeah i though i would do that forreal. at the end. i ended up baking them a brownie🥲 i called it a weedy brownie bc tbh i got sugar rush after ate two slices of them🥲
but three of them loves those so much even tho i warned them to do not have any big expectations as baking is just my hobby and the possibilities being wrecked by sugar rush after consuming those😭
i’ll just share the process of it!! this time i’ll gatekeep the recipe for a while and have time to adjusted some of it!!^_^
as i mentioned above, the brownie got me sugar rush after i ate two slices of them🥲 so instead of sleeping properly and woke up early because diqi is picking me up straight before we went to our destination, me, gra, tookie웅니, and jija held a voicecall instead for all night😭 it’s crazy tbh like i’ll met gra and tookie웅니 in the noon?????
then a wrecked morning, a panic attacks, and a panic induced by no news from diqi when will he start on his way to my home bc i need to calculate to get ready lol.
because it’s 156km+ from his coass hospital to my home, i had to do this lol it’s always 100km+ trip that made me kinda nervous. but here we are! good gracious! because me, gra, and tookie웅니’s house is not one way go, so we decided to set a meeting point!!
then we ate a ramen after a 30 minutes trying to found a parking😭
bc the ramen shop is kinda small, we decided to search other cafe to catching up. we ended up in tuku😭😭😭 gra and tookie웅니 get the earl grey milk tea, meanwhile me and diqi decided to get a iced chocolate (at first i want a peppermint mocha but for some reasons i feel against it). we literally had a fun while wait charging our phone (esp mine and diqi as we use it as maps) for a hour.
then we decided to get a satay. it’s not like the one you ate in jakarta last time. the one you had is the classic one, with beef, peanut sauce, and kecap/sweet soy sauce. the one we ate is taichan, is a chicken satay grilled and served without peanut or kecap unlike other satays. it is served with sambal and squeezed key lime, and the chicken meat or skin used with this satay is generally plain white in colour and only seasoned with salt, key lime, and chili.
but because we order kinda a lot, we decided to took some photos. the theme is enemy to lovers friends😂😂 funny thing is there a people that photo bombing me and diqi😂😂 also me and diqi watching a welive bc we share same bias from other group😂
also this photo!
there supposed to be no documentation but i guess evil is work hard but tookie웅니 works harder😂 later after we arrive home by ourselves i was on facetime call with alice and gra and gra said, “at first i don’t wanna to do that bc the moment is so intimate but she insisted!!” lol bc if i being real. that was indeed, an intimate moment lol. i love hugging and get comfort from it. i don’t rmb much what we were talking about precisely now but i remember the warmth and the faint perfume scent from him until now.
so yeah.. that’s it! i’ll wrap the letter with 오노추, a.k.a my song recommendation: ada band — manusia bodoh!
as you can see, it’s a song from me and diqi’s collaboration playlist for last saturday hangout. there is gra & tookie웅니’s song too, but the collaborators is just me and him bc they use spotify instead of apple music🥴 i added mine and gra’s, meanwhile diqi added his and tookie웅니’s. this one is from him. you could access them on there if you want: https://music.apple.com/id/playlist/pl.u-vxy6kN5tzPAGWYx?a=join&it=zPJ140EcZgkPValSV0558 (but i still would add this 오노추 to our pisces season’s playlist).
this song is actually a classic sad song. manusia bodoh is actually translated as ‘stupid human’, as the lyrics were written to express someone that labels themselves as stupid human bc they still can’t be moved on.
well, i’ll come back later for another letter! don’t forget, to hold hands with me, becoming each other's four leaf clover, and run together, in those flowery roads!🍀
dyva sayang kevin.
yours truly,
dyva🌙
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