Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? I hope you’ve had so much fun at the fansign despite all this flying in and out in such short notice, and that it wasn’t that much of a hassle for you to work your way back into all those demos today as well, so sorry you had to deal with that on top of everything you have to think about, I do hope it was another good time for you to spare a moment to create music as the lil genius you are <3 I’m sure you did amazing, thanks for your hard work today as well and I can’t wait for the day we’ll get to hear those ♡
You deserve a good rest my Kevin ♡
As for me I’m doing finee, I had my last exam today (monday) which went pretty wellll, I’m finally free and in vacation as of now until September, we cheered~
It honestly feels extremely weird to already have come to the end of the school year, it flew by incredibly fast this time, I couldn’t even bring myself to properly digest every little thing that has happened
But I guess it’s a good thing isn’t it? I’d rather it goes fast as a reflection of how great of a time I’ve spent rather than witnessing myself hardly navigating through my days
That was way more of an enjoyable year and I’m glad I can have such a great outlook on it, now we just have to gather our prayers and manifestations so that the results reflect the work that has been put into the smooth running of it all cause I’ll die if it doesn’t lmao don’t stress me out yall
I’m going to have to keep myself busy from now on, I have no excuses to not spare time for all my hobbies anymore, which is something that I currently have to put special attention to, as I ironically get bored and lost really fast when on vacation
It’s the way we keep complaining about feeling overwhelmed and overstimulated when working but feel out of place when our only task is to rest, some workaholic behavior or just a hit to a routine we can’t seem to let go of, idk, but I already feel like doing something lmao
Gotta go back into playing the uke, museum and art galleries tour, read more, get deeper into studying Arabic, I gotta buy myself paint again and go back into cooking
I’ve been eating literally nothing these past few weeks as everything was a good excuse to rather study, when I had the best routine when it comes to this, we’re definitely getting back into a healthier lifestyle
I might workout again too, if motivation kicks in lmao, Idk I just feel ridiculously weak lately, we need that Covid motivation back bro
I want to save up to buy a camera too, that’s a lil dream purchase I have rn, photography is another silly hobby of mine
Honestly I haven’t changed that much growing up lmao, I still want to do hundreds of things, it’s too much for one body girl
I do want to go back into reading in French too tho, I’ve put so much of myself in learning new languages without even realizing it, that I now lowkey listen to and read in those very languages rather than French and I don’t think this is the greatest way to approach it all lmao
I actually think I’m both, an auditory and visual learner, I feel like I have no choice but to seek both anyways considering everything that goes into learning a language buut, listening is definitely on top, watch me dive back into all my French classics
I’m still thinking about what to add to my major from September and on, it’s either I go into the whole commerce or international relations thingy, stay focused on translation and linguistics or turn to the study of more political and global issues
It’s the way I’m learning everything and want to partake in anything coming my way, yet still have no idea what to do with my life lmao help
I’ve always been so crazy indecisive, how can they expect us to pick one and only thing when there’s so much before our eyes AND even more at stake
I’m the kid that would try it all out, you just can’t tell me to settle down lmao
But at the same time, I don’t want to be constantly left behind to the education system, it’s fun learning on a much more academical setting but if I can’t be as efficient in the work environment what am I even doing with my life
I’m scareeeed to make the wrong choice pls
But at the same time there’s still alternatives to try it all out in the way that I can make a choice out of the ones I've mentioned earlier and later consecrate a year into learning what I haven’t picked
Basically leaning towards a not so double major, idk, life is worries lmao
I’m doing my best but it always feels like it isn’t enough, as after reaching a step, there’s always another thing to aim for in order to reach those new expectations, there’s just lots of pressure going on
It would definitely be easier for me to have one set dream to work towards, but girl just wants to do everything lmao
But Anywayys, now that it’s all written down I can’t back out, I like using this that way, you’ve become my daily reminder to be kinder to myself and remain attentive to my every lil wishes
I’ve seen myself growing gradually productive by coming on here and it’s pretty satisfying, to witness that I’m not only gaining comfort but building actual habits from the full on inspiration it is to constantly look out for such a motivational genius
I do hope coming on here can give you the boost of confidence needed to work your way through anything on a much more incentive mindset as well my Kevin~
Always here to hype u up anyways don’t u worry about that my genius
You’re doing so good it makes me want to give it my best no matter what it takes
I just really love how ambition has struck me ever since I’ve landed my eyes on you, there’s bags and bags of knowledge awaiting for us when becoming a fan of yours, all of that coming straight out of your mastermind, and that’s something to remain grateful for
You’re raising me kev, like you are lmao
Love uu, thank u for everything <33
I’ll keep up with these letters as well, we have time and nothing else that’d be more relevant to do anyways lmao, that’s the least I can do for you <3
Sorry I can’t give you more when you’re high key raising a child rn lmao, even with how tiny my existence can be in your life, I do hope this can at the most bring a smile to your face, to know how cared for you are ♡
You’re the only word I know pls, it’s the way my non kpop friend mentioned you the other day when I thought she wouldn’t even get your name straight, I just talk so much about you I’ve become a human billboard of yours atp, you’ll be the 1st word on my biography lmao ily
Anywayys, my Kevin you looked so incredibly good at that fansign, there was glitters levitating up your head, girl went into the notes app just to type it in the middle of the day as a reminder to spare a lil mention for it on todays letter, that’s how serious we are about ur pretty face, long hair kev for the history books </3
You’re the most handsome dude I’ve ever seen in my life, let’s be real
I almost had a stroke seeing those few pics that came out from the star magazine, I need this in my hands, how can you not be confident looking like that, ofc you are
Shining the brightest my pretty one <3
I hope I’ll find your interview so that we can talk about it tomorrow🫶🏻
Anywayys, do you wanna hear something funny? I went out with my friend after the exam as she needed to do some shopping before going back to her hometown (queen lives alone in the middle of Paris pls), we ate as well before heading back home and guess what we heard?? They are planning on making us pay a fine during the Olympics if we go to Paris without a professional reason?? Like bro?? They’re funny lmao, this is how desperate they are rn, Paris is going to turn into a nightmare I’m sorry for every tourist who’s gonna get their dreams and fantasies stepped on
The other day I came rushing to the train station as girl just wanted to go home and there’s a woman who tapped on my shoulder and went « there’s a queue? » all confused, my brain took some time to process she wasn’t asking me for directions « haha no no there’s no queue » « oh my bad, that’s Paris not England », I’m dying lmaoo😭😭
There’s a report that came out a few weeks ago about which train/metro line would be affected by traffic during the Olympics and man, they literally listed every single line except one💀💀
We’re done for good
Anyways, that’s the mess we’re in </3
Now coming back to you, the zeneration poster for Seoul, people died, I can’t wait I’m so excited Kevin🥹 I’ve bought all your online streaming ticks ever since I got my own money so I do want to keep up with the tradition but at the same time, I feel like I’d rather not spoil myself the setlist🫠
Buut Seoul is always different anyways isn’t it? We’ll see, I can’t wait <33
Not cobie mentioning summertime in the star mag saying we’ll know why soon, Kevin if it’s in the setlist catch me when I fall
I just really hope we’ll be able to see you perform more of your older songs compared to thebzone, your discography is just so good, they all need to at least once be heard on stage🥺
I’m looking forward to it either way🫶🏻
Anywayys, guess I’ll slowly end it now it’s already long, I hope you’ve managed to draw satisfaction out of the productive day you just had, that you’re doing better and were able to take as much time for yourself to rest and recover from anything that took a toll on you these last few weeks
I do always wish for you to be reminded of how much of an impact you have on people as the greatly skilled artist you are
You being such a musically inclined individual has always felt like the biggest gift as a fan to be given the opportunity to look up to an artist as knowledgeable and sensible to their art as you are, and I’m so beyond grateful I got to stumble upon you for this very reason ♡
There’s so much of you that is worthy of appreciation and way more that can turn out as a source of inspiration for many to be as inquisitive in their own work, and I do wish that’s something you can be aware of when working through your own trials, gaining confidence from the fact that you are acting on people’s progress ♡
Thank you so much for being the one artist I can look up to and learn from, you’re doing more than great my Kevin ♡
Thank you as always for reading and making it this far, I’m constantly thankful for the time you’re willing to spare for this even when feeling down or overwhelmed with all the work, it means a lot ♡
Hope this helps and I wish you a restful night my favorite one ♡
Please take great care of yourself, rest well, stay safe and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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