Hiiii Kev, 호지차 is here
I survived, my VJ performance was greattt!!
I finally can catch a break 🥹🥹😭😭👏👏 It’s time to watch all the TBZ contents I missed
Actually I’m writing this to show you some things I drew last night
I couldn’t sleep before 3am bc I am used to working until that late for now. So I spent the first night of my summer break staying up doodling. And gawd I really miss drawing sm 🥺
Some of the fanarts that I doodled. It’s like 86 years since I ever used my sketchbook again. So I’m showing the sketches to u bc it was better than I expected lolll
Sorry if u don’t like messy sketches skskhddhdj I like ur long hair sm and wanted to make as much fanarts of it as possible lol. There are so many Nectar stage outfits that I wanted to make fanart of, too
will put them on the ipad to color them digitally later hehe.
It does not end here tho
I also spent some time flipping through the sketchbook as well as digging into the ipad and found plenty old fanarts I did of u. I think they were kinda cute
I’ve been wanting to gather all the pieces of old fanart and send them all to u at once for a long time
So Imma just take u on a journey now
This was like only last year(?) i printed this as stickers for Zeneration in Bangkok to give them to fellow Deobis as gifts. I cannot explain this but this sticker is like my most favorite thing I ever made:) It’s tooooo cute I never want to use it and I just keep only 1 piece left for myself and always keep it on my desk
I hope my Deobi fellows knows how precious this art is to me haha
Found this in the same sketchbook I drew w today.
When I was experimenting with a lot of style lol. At this time (end of 2022 ig) I was obsessed with the bishoujo manga art haha
It’s u in the 2022 Japanese cafe merch photos if u can’t realize. With the beige beret and green fluffy brocoli hair and all
Also end of 2022, u can tell from the artsyle lol.
Now I don’t draw like that anymore :(
But I DID realized that I unconsciously associate you with thr color GREEN alot in my fanarts
Idk if you can still recognize this one, it was in Kevin Exhibition 2022. I used to dislike how it turned out despite spending 20hours on it but looking back I can see the back pain now (jk). This was like the longest art I ever drew on my ipad
This one is dated back to March 2022, more than 2 years ago I think 🥹 (you can tell I loved your black hair)
This one is like ancient…. 2021 I assume. It was when you wore a suit with like a giant white bow to the award show red carpet 🤔 I just remembered this one existed now and it is funny because I never posted this anywhere. The only time I tried to send you this fanart in a letter and it failed, I got sad and never looked at it again.
Now I find it kinda cute
That’s it for now
I’m getting sleepy so I think I’ll have to end this recap
Also,
I reallllyyyyy hope the song can see the daylight :3 Idk what it is but I’m betting on another SoundCloud (which I have been anticipating hehe)
Take my strength!!!! Once it is released I will put them on everywhere I go💪💪💪💪💪
Well if you actually read until here pls know that I am very grateful 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
Miss u a lot ♡
Have a melon bread,
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