hello my dear 💝👋🏻👋🏻 did you sleep well?
I see you've been working hard
so excited !! hope to hear something from you soon 😌😌 looking forward to it
I need to hear more of kevin's voice <3
deep serious topic on the way 🫡🫡
It often happens that I anticipate that the next day will be very difficult for me and I worry about it, but it ends up not being so bad. Unfortunately, it often works the other way around. I thought that today would be a quiet day and nothing unpleasant would happen to me, but it did. This irritates me. I know we can't predict the future but still... I don't like it when something unexpected happens to me, especially when it's something bad. Additionally, I see how much evil and injustice there is in the world. why is it that people can struggle with the same problem, but one will come out of it unscathed, while another may be traumatized for the rest of their life?
I've been talking to people about serious topics lately, so many thoughts came to my mind. This year has been a challenge for me from the beginning. I try to understand myself and my feelings as best as I can, and you know what conclusion I came to. I can feel this specific way for no reason. sometimes I'm angry with myself because why do I feel so tired when I haven't done anything? why do I feel so bad when so many good things are happening around me? I am aware that I should appreciate what I have because some people don't have it or have it worse, and instead I feel bad about it and I'm fed up. I couldn't come to terms with this feeling the most. but I try not to be hard on myself and understand that I don't have to have a reason to feel this way. It's not possible for me to be happy all the time. sometimes I just have to accept how I feel without knowing the reason. Every bad moment we experience teaches us something. I think I learned a lot this year. it doesn't mean that I will deal with problems better or that there will be fewer of them. But I see that if I managed to do it then, I can do it now too.
there are many people around me who give me strength. When I see how strong they are with so much on their minds, I admire them and think to myself, if they don't give up, I shouldn't give up either! Even if I feel like giving up, I know I have to give it my all.
I also often feel proud of myself. even if it can be a small thing for someone, but it's not a small thing for me, I feel proud of myself if I can handle it or I know that I gave my all in the situation that was put in front of me. I hope you often feel proud of yourself too. appreciate yourself, your mentality and your body that does so much to keep you alive. we should do our best in waiting for a better tomorrow.
I'm sorry for this whole lecture but I think it's important. I wanted to share my experiences with you
today my sis wanted to go out with me for a walk to meet her friends. she's too little to go alone so I was her only chance but I was tired and sleepy. she did her best to cheer me up and it was so funny
I said that I don't want to go and she was like: think about something nice~
me : about what
sis : kevin..
and she started dancing around and singing... I was LMAO BAHAHSGSG she even recorded it for me 🤓 i like it when she's NICE TO ME hwhhwhs rarely happens 🤷🏻
another story with her. they played Beyoncé's song on the radio today. I once told her that you really like bey. she heard texas hold 'em and was like ITS KEVINS FAVORITE SONG hah 🤩
I guess she likes you 🫶🏻 (she said you're 10/10✨) it's impossible not to like you. seriously! you are a treasure to this world, a wonderful gem 💎 I love the person you are!
my happiness today was to watch a new content ✨✨ the boyz as always went wild. especially with this cute game
when y'all screamed bahshssdgh
recently I'm back in my dpr ian phase 🤪
forever in love with these songs 💘
I'm watching a new series!
At first I didn't think it would interest me because it was mainly about getting married. but honestly I got really into it. I also like that it has its own aura and these are realities that go way back in time. it's so interesting atp
& just found out I can have my holder as a bracelet lol
cheering up before tomorrow's math exam 😍
😭💔
kevin sweetheart 🤍 i admire you
hope you'll find the peace of mind you need
take care of yourself 🫂🫂
i'm always loving you
STOP. DON'T YOU DARE STEAL MY HEART.
yeah you already did a long time ago.. but
give me my heart back sir. 💘💘💘
or maybe you want to keep it? 😮💨
oh my pretty boy ✿♡
have a lovely day ❤️
from Natalia