hola mon cheri
AAAAAA ITS BEEN SOO LONGGGG
feels good to be back 😔
how are u my love? hope youre doing okay <3
so,,, i've been occupied with my high school finals & graduation but guess who's done with her written exams 🥹 Im not going to say anything abt how they went because I dont want to jinx anything but the most important thing is that IM DONE <//3
Im so srs, I did every single math exam final from the past 9 years as practice,,, I was so stressed it's insane 😭 i could smell my brain burning l
but anything better than a german exam 🥲
now only my oral exam is left. Pls wish ur girl good luck, I have crippling anxiety I hope I wont be too anxious & stressed and forget everything lol
Its in around 3 weeks! (I alr started studying so Im proud and getting forward well hihi)
if you're curious: im taking religion! my topics are "religion in society" & "the question about/of god" (idk how to rlly translate but yes)
Right now I have theme week at school. Its a tradition at german schools (idk if anyone else does this tbh, no idea), we basically have a dif theme each day for one week and dress up according to it e.g. childhood heroes, overdressed, teachers etc hihi
We do "what we want" for the whole day, go through all classes with loud ass music, walk through the whole school, disturb teachers while teaching, kidnap teachers/children, do games in the breaks and and and
Oh, we had our senior prank today too! We did a wedding in our hall lol
It was fun!! It couldve been funnier tbh, our pastor took it a bit too srsly & our og groom didnt show up but yeah😭😭 overall cute and sth dif for once
But its still not hitting me that im almost done with school tho :/ im 12 wdym i have my a levels 😔
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OH AND!!! GOOD NEWS BRO! Im seeing my moonlight bestie casper after 2 years of constant texting 🥹
hes one of the people I met through your berlin concert because we had a twitter and then afterwards whatsapp gc!
Im going on a work trip to Poland and it's in the city he studies in, he lives like 1h away 🥹🥹🥹
BUT we still have some stones on our way because my man has VERY VERY important exams right after our weekend😭 it decides if he can stay at uni or nah (bro is doing sinology... he said its not that hard but he obvsly needs TO STUDY to pass but as long as he does that its chill..)
we're limited but I told him im fine w only meeting once cause obvsly I get it's stressful & I literally have to study for my oral exam too 😔 and im working 8h a day anw
but study date it is lol
He said we'd defs go to the beach tho, so 🥰
idk i thought i'd share this with you because I rlly wouldnt have started talking to him if it wasnt because of you 😔 Im very thankful for this! I met my twin because of y'all lol (im srs, i wish i had a full list of traits we share and the similarity of OUR LOCATIONS and life too. We make jokes abt the world exploding the moment we touch and the universe not being on our side while im legit in his city plays into that hypothesis 😭😭 exams...)
idk if u remember but he used to write on here too, we bonded over that too lololol
Other than that, I (once again) forgot abt the things I wanted to tell you but one last thing: you'll see me in paris🫵🏼🫵🏼 mark my words 🫵🏼🫵🏼
(my dad said yes that I can go to paris.)
If you dont add more eu dates im defs going to paris 🥹 AND GUESS WITH WHO! KAMILLA! ANOTHER MEMBER OF THE DEOBI CONCERT GC! with luck casper might be there too hihi seeing him twice <333
i might manage to see everyone this year & it makes me very happy!! giggle
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I'll wrap the letter up here!
i hope you're doing ok, sweetie.
i feel kind of silly but this just came to my mind when I read ur last bubble:
take all the time you need & save ur energy! But i hope yk you can use deobis to gain strength too when u need it & want to. Its not just one way <3
Obviously I dont know what's going on but I do know how hard everything can be but as u said, we'll both try to overcome it, wtv it is🫶🏼
sending u much love kebby ❤️ pls know you're loved
and good luck w ur concert preparations! (savior juice ayo, poles dont have to be there🎀)
love ya
🫂🫂🫂
- muskan -
edit: it's been years that ive been writing on here now but i still cant believe u read this lol thought of this because I said "i though i'd share this w u" loool wdym im telling u this fr