Almost a month wow...
Okay, Im on my "episode"...trying to durvive day by day even sometimes I lose hope...But there some thing that Im grateful for.
but yeah...I barely write because of my "episode"..try my best just to get rid of the bad things...
Thankfully, I feel much better now thought still got no job..BUT, I believe God Timing still good than Mine. CAN I GET A AMEN?
I was about to wrote last week..But I feel like Im not ready for it and the draft also gone🤷🏻♂️ haha but let me just wrote it, I dont care about jinx but I want to tell a story.
as you know Im still in my unemployed era..I do try all I can, looking for vacancy and stuff..But there were a day I feel givin up...I was crying so bad alone, blame the situasion and stuff..Questioning my worth and Gos. I even said "Im not sure what I ask for in the past..but why things like this?" I cry and I kneel while prayin...
Then the next day, suddenly I got a text message from a company that I didnt expect I will get a interview. ITS ANOTHER NGO COMPANY!! and the position its all that I can ask for...I was amaze and surprise that I can get interview...fast forward, on Monday, I did the interview..
I was focusing on how to impress the hiring manager and some of the staff...I think I did a great job but I dont know how they thinking....As Im writing this, Im a bit feel scared..what if I din't meet their expectation and stuff...Because after the interview, they said they will inform me this week..But, I got nothing..So it is really a moment Jesus take a wheel for me..Because I dont know where it will go or how the result will be....
Okay that the first one, finger cross I will get it...They talk about getting test but I didn't get one...ARGH THIS OVERTHINKING KILLIN ME
anw...after that interview, I got another call from a different company for interview on Wednesday. THEN, I got another call again for interview..2 INTERVIEW?! Okay you might think this is just an interview but...Im grateful..Im grateful that I still got the opportunity...
Even I know I will ended got reject but im thankful how God give me more than what I ask..I was asking 1 interview then I got 3 instead in the same week...
No update regarding any of the interview but my point...I was crying, I was sad I dont get any interview for weeks then suddenly God give me 3...The way he work...its amazing...
Also..God give me a interview with a company that I like..so it is big deal for me...I dont know the result yet but I have a faith that I will make it...Because this job is mine...
So Kevin...even sometimes there is no way out..dont forget to pray..Because pray really have a big power that giving impact to us..specially in our hard time...
You not alone Kevin. Life is indeed hard and such a UGH..but, I know, me and you and the rest of us, already do our best...Already whatever we can.
So for who read this beside Kevin : I just wanna said, Im so proud of you. Thank you for working so hard❤️ I know sometimes you cry alone in your room without people know but trust me, you not alone❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ send love for all deobi outhere❤️
Also, Kevin. Im so proud of you. You inspire me in many ways. Don't stop what you do okay? I love you❤️❤️❤️
Im sorry this message sound so religous but I just want be a reminder that...We all can survive, we can do this!
along with this letter I want recomend a song that I always heard when I praying
H i ll s ong - Through it All
H i ll song - Shout to The Lord
This is a old song but lately..when I feel like want to worship, I will sing this song..
I hope this song also will help you.
Let me be your sunshine this time, not you become my sunshine❤️
Thank you Kevin, for being such an awesome person I ever know...
Let's do it! We can do it because Jesus take our wheel
I Love you Kevin❤️
Love
Tookie 🌙🍐