HI, BABYY!!!
I've said this on bubble already but I'll say it again: my birthday month couldn't have started better, all thanks to you 💛 of course you're the loveliest everㅠㅠ of course you manage to show me new levels of happiness that I didn't even know existed until now...
I'd usually go "you have no idea how much this means to me-" but actually, you DO have an idea. you actually know 🥺💖 thank you so much, eric. from the bottom of my heart. for being this lovely and sweet, and also for paying attention, for being so caring, for giving me so much strength. not gonna lie, I'm feeling pretty invincible right now, thanks to you!!! I feel like I can do anything in my life now, my energy just went up 1222%.
and while my go-to way of speaking in letters is to use the plural ("we"), since we're many thebs and you're the loveliest not just to me but to all of us... this time I wanna thank you directly for being this kind to me. you're making me feel very cherished & taken care of, and I hope you can always, always feel this way too. I love you so very much, baby 💖
I can't even pretend like I wasn't expecting to get emotional in this letter because I mean, I was smiling all day today, nonstop 😅 still can't quite believe it tbh, I'm like maybe I'm dreaming?? and if I am, this is the best dream ever??? 🥹
anyways, lemme switch gears for a second - since I'm already here I might as well talk about the "walking with juyeon" episode that just came out, and my immediate reaction is to scream a little bit because AHHHHH I've been waiting YEARS for this episode!!! 😭🙌💕
love that it was exactly the vibes you once mentioned you wanted it to be (playing basketball, eating food by the han river) and love it even more that you both looked like you were having fun.
not to get super philosophical right from the start 😅 but juyeon always looks so relaxed and happy when you're together, that's part of the reason why I was excited for your episode. the concept of the show is great because I like seeing him just talking candidly with the other boyz, but your episode was the one I was looking forward to the most because you're the one closest to him! and it's sweet to see you two just chatting and being frank with each other. my boyz!!!
AND it's a good opportunity too because we get to hear things directly from you. like, crazy to think that I was writing to you just yesterday about how there needs to be some balance between accomplishing things and slowing down to take care of yourself, and you addressed exactly that saying that it's in part because you take after your mom... 🥺
I'll forever be in awe and very grateful to your mom for raising you to be the diligent, persevering person you are 🙇♀️ even if your headstrong personalities may give you both a hard timeㅠㅠ
always my favorite thing too hearing how much you love being on stage, btw 💛 I'm wishing you some nicer days of concert rehearsal ahead!! I'm not sure if concert preparations are always this hard, or if this one is being particularly hard for some reason, but whatever the case: 할수있당!!! 💪
another thing: you and juyeon discussing how there's been instances of him yelling ("yelling" 😆) at you, and you saying you've never been upset about it - I really liked that part! it's something we kinda already knew because you mentioned this not too long ago, right?
wait, maybe you mentioned it during a fansign? 🤔 in any case, you said recently that juyeon has never been truly angry at you, or something like that. so it's nice to see you discuss it here too!!
and look, all thebs can tell that tbz loves you and cares for you, that's no surprise. we know how close you all are :) ❤️ but truth be told? as an only child who didn't grow up with siblings nor cousins, sometimes I'm a little shocked by how harsh the members can be towards you lol again, I know they don't mean it in a bad way! 😅 don't worry, I'm not misunderstanding things!! I just always need to remind myself that's very siblings/close friends/people who are comfortable with each other vibes LOL which is what juyeon says here too, and it's so sweet.
you know what's crazy, though? you two saying you're very different?! I mean yes, I know, energeRic guy versus chill guy, speaks really fast guy versus speaks too slow guy 😂 you two ARE opposites in a way, I know. but at the same time you get along so well?! maybe it's like the traveling thing, then - you both always mention how you like to plan the entire trip while juyeon prefers to not plan anything, and thanks to that you're very compatible travel buddies. so I guess you're different but complementary?!
I don't understand much about MBTI but I like astrology, and it's even funnier to think you're both capricorns 😂 but then again, (here comes the unsolicited astrology rambling) your chart is more well-balanced, you have water (pisces rising and scorpion moon! right?) and air placements while juyeon is just Mr Capricorn lol the contrast is still there despite you two having the same sign.
as a side note, this also makes me kinda curious in relation to the performance preparation process, and how things get made. like, how does disagreeing during practice work? is it about creative choices, or just daily routine stuff? the members have always mentioned you as someone who can keep their spirits up during practice, so what's this about giving the members a hard time, mr eric "I am a perfectionist" sohn? 😅
ALL THAT TO SAY we finallyyyyy got your episode, thank youuu!!ㅠㅠ❤️ both to you and juyeon aka genius pd!
may you have many, many more chances to have fun & be silly together like that in the future as well, CUTIES 🥹 and in case you're wondering, yes, I'm always happy to get more content with you two, if you're cool with it. next 손이 가요 vlog when? 👀✨ (just kidding, no pressure, you're busy enough as it is!!)
I was bracing myself for such a difficult, strange year and have instead been feeling so much joy lately... this is what they mean when they say love can change the world, huh? for sure it has been changing mine :) 🦄❤️ loving you and receiving your love in return just keeps changing my life for the better.
oh boy, am I going to bed late tonight LOL sorry for the extra long letter. (the feelings! the long awaited 동행 episode!) hope your saturday has been treating well so far, baby. take care, okay? and stay hydrated ✨
소중한 우리 에릭아 오늘따라 고맙고 사랑해요 많이 💖⛵️🥺
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