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♥hi my love♥
yours here ੈ✩‧₊˚
hello my sweet boy:) hi my yj🥰💗💗💗💗
i hope all is well with you!! that at whatever time you see this during your day, i hope youre feeling good. ♥ i hope you’re not too tired these days and your days can be joyful & peaceful together:)
im glad youre having fun these days & taking care!! 🥰
saw u went to watch kiwoom so i really hope you enjoyed that :)) i mean i know u did what am i saying.. this baseball lover.. im happy you’re enjoying yourself🥰
few things im gonna mention!!
1) im glad youre taking care of your shoulder, im glad it was nothing serious but be easy on your body too❤️ i know you work out and i know it was nothing major as you said, but just take care:)
walking with juyooo🥰🥰 knew youd be last LOL.. in a good way though:) been waiting for your episode, loved the whole thing and it had me giggling.. also loved the part where you started going on how you learned alot of traits from your mom and so on 🫶🏻🫶🏻 i really loves this it was really cute:))
also setting ur outfit out the night before.. 🤞 this decision always wins.. big brained
also about how you spoke about tour, i know its your first north america tour, and how its 7 years after you debuted. you know i cant really say too much about how you feel towards this since i dont know fully how you feel, but as you mentioned you feel a little sad and how its unfortunate.. kinda had an idea though because well i mean, i know before kcon you also expressed how it was unfortunate you never got to perform in la sooner and you also said it to me.. just so thankful that the time is here for you now, and i know how hard youre working for it all and putting all your focus towards preparing for the stages and your performances too!! i hope you only look forward upon this.. as much as it hearts my hurt for you too, as it did during last tour even, all you can do is look forward, and i know you are and also how much effort and motivation you’re putting into your practices with this thought amongst you. youre gonna do so amazing and im so excited for you.. i know how hard youre working i really do, and im just so proud of you :) im anticipating everything and im so excited to see it all trust me:)
youre doing so well, and this year is your year too. you also did alot of growing during your hiatus, as the past is in the past, im so thankful the time has come for you to finally participate on tour here.. im not even kidding when i say this i may.. MAY.. cry.. at new york.. but i dont know. but again im so so thankful that you can perform healthy now on tour, and that youll be there and im even so thankful i can see you every stop and support you my lovie🫶🏻🤍
youre gonna do so amazing:)
to say i was laughing at you.. and not with you this time.. LOLLL ur funny 😭😭😭 but so cute..
i really loved this and watching you both, especially this calm side of you:)
okay sooo let me tell you about my past 3 days!!
on friday night i went to the beach to watch the sunset with clarissa!! i picked her up and we went to go get snacks to eat as we sat there (ofc we got fruit, how do u not go to the beach and not get fruit.. i mean growing up thats what i did.. the combo is just top tier :)
but we sat there just talking till it set.. id say we were there for 2? hours? it was soooo lovely but towards the end the mosquitoes were all over us.. we were gonna stay till it was like pitch dark out but
we then left to go find a bathroom ^^ i drove us to this icecream place i knew of so we could go there LOL but then we just headed back to kinda look at the stars and the view of connecticut too!!
everything was so pretty cameras never do the sun or stars justice..
star gazed and watched the sunset like life cant be any more beautiful fr..
lil dump✨
dump..
had such a lovely night.. we actually then ended up driving to another beach on the other side of the island, the one where i watch the sunset & sunrise is the northshore and the other beach is the southshore :p surrounded by beaches hehehe
eventually then ended up going home ♥♥♥
gnna talk about this:p
can i be so so so honest with you? was gonna anyway lol but like.. i have no words :( everything you do to me and everything you do in general means so much to me and is so special. you are so special and as each new day comes, the thought that crosses my mind is you continue to prove in so many ways how precious you are. i really wasn’t expecting this at all, and seriously, please believe me when i say this but you will continue to leave me speechless everytime. im left stunned each time with the happiest heart in the world ofc..
when i tell you i just glanced at my phone at work to just check the time & my notifications, bc i was supposed to leave soon and saw the notif.. my hands were literally shaking like i couldn’t type.. like ill always be left speechless, its so funny to me.. this was just so unexpected but, i just.. my heart will forever be happy because of you and feel thr brightesr, and i will always be surrounded by love because of you too! thank you:)
youre a reason for it, but im surrounded by love in many areas in my life with my family nd friends 🥰
you bring so much love towards my days, you really do:)
just dont understand how i got so lucky to love and support someone as amazing as you❤️❤️❤️ ill always cheer and love you with my whole entire heart.. maybe even every bone in my body.. really i want to say more but no words can describe how i feel and how happy you make me :) i really mean this like.. i really cherish, adore, and care for you so much. youll always be held close to my heart i promise.
you deserve the world and i know that with a kind heart like yours, the world will bless you with so many good things :) youre one of a kind and youre worth so much ❤️❤️❤️
im also very much a words of affirmation type of girl too, i just think everyone deserves to hear pretty words. but im gonna be so honest too, ive never had anyone say this to me back as much as i tell others, it means alot coming from u too<3 i care for you more than anything.. goddddd eric.. ur just to sweet my heart will forever feel so happy with you.. 🥰🥰🥰
you are the love i feel the safest with, ill hold you closer than anything<3
okay so like i kinda uploaded this.. then deleted it..? (like 2 days ago) dont ask why im just a girl.. LOL no but i kinda wanted to put everything into one letter.. i was gonna write today but honestly like ive been sooo fatigued all day.. was one of those days where i slept for 12 hours.. idk ive just been realllyy tired.. i mean i hate that i slept in all day but i really needed the rest i guess like my body just kept passing out anytime i was up
also thank u for stopping by and doing a voice live.. i couldnt even listen to the whole thing nor even half of it bc i was leaving as you did turn it on.. lets just say u were on my car bluetooth lol🧚♀️
let me tell you about the event i was talking about!!:)
okay so as i said i love learning nee things, and for a while now ive wanted to get myself into more of the food/server/restaurant industry! i know im very good with people and i can pick things up quickly from learning hands on, so the event i worked for was honestly a really good start🥹
the host of the event own’s multiple successful restaurants and it was run really well!! there were soooo many guests. it was all outside and there was id say maybe like 26-32 staff like me, and older ppl who were more face of the event! but throughout thr night i set up flowers and tables 🥰 omg it was sooo pretty i snuck a pic LOL look
i was passing out hors d' oeuvres (appetizers) and what not earlier within the night offering them to people, and then my friend and i got stuck in the back with the chef and were making salads.. we had to make near 264 salads under like 40 minutes(?) and we got them out so quickly but we kept running out of plates and kept having to find more.. then i was working a buffet and then later on i was passing out desserts going up to people as well making small talk🥰
one thing i do regret yesterday though, and its nothing bad but i kept going up to this couple to help them when i was taking their stuff etc i guess they kept an eye on me throughout the night and i approached them later on in the night and the wife of the couple wanted to take a picture with me which they did.. they were just so sweet even if it was a small interaction and i can tell they also liked me as well enough for them to take a picture with me and i didn’t even get their names ☹️ one thing im so bummed about if im being honest..
but i had so much fun and it was definitely alot to learn, something i picked up fast and i was so determined to tell the host/restaurant owner that i would love to participate in another event. also throughout the wholeee night i was talking to this girl whose worked for him for a while and i asked if they needed people and she said yes and that she’d mention it 😌 i really would love to get my foot in the door on this bc i know id like it and id love to learn more and experience more.. yes it was catering and its a bit different from working at a restaurant but id rlly love to experience it especially since his restaurant is rlly high end 🥹id really love to do so.
was also thinking earlier sorta and was kinda relating it to ur genius paik experience <3 like that industry is no joke and its obviously alot but you learn so much from it.
got a little fustrated with something throughout the night but i calmed my nerves down and also when i didnt know what to do i started freaking out bc like when im working i need to keep myself busy and do something, i cant stand around..even when im new to something i dont want it to seem like im slacking or anything.. i know thats not the case but im always looking or asking for a task LOL..
also i was so nervous before it even started tbh bc when i start something new, i always think that when i start something i need to be so amazing at it but i started something new so i need to be kinder to myself and not so hard either🤣 but i cant help it.. anything i start i need to be good at 😭 do u feel me..
we were outside the whole night and it got cooler as the night went on but it was so hot earlier in the day!
also, farther out in the east end theres not as much air pollution so the skys are much more clear at night. when it was dark i promise you i literally couldnt stop glancing at the stars and how bright they were:(
it was really so breathtaking and beautiful, you really wouldve loved it. i thought of you the whole time too🥹🥹🌌
the camera will never do justice of when i take pictures of the sky bc obviously its more brighter in person, but look how beautiful:)
like the sky last night was genuinely just unreal.. i definitely will be going out here more all summer just to go to montauk, visit the beaches and leave late at night to see this like again ughhrsjidhfj eric it was soooo fkn beautiful..😭😭😭❤️ sorry to cuss..
like when i tell you that u were the first person to come to mind 🤍🤍🤍 you really wouldve loved the view.. like im thinking of u always :(:
i got home so late and passed out around 3AM.. then basically slept my whole day.. my arms were so sore ngl but theyre fine now!!
also went to my cousins later on tho !! do u rmbr bear.. honestly i dont expect you too but it was my uncles dog i sorta took care of and trained for a bit.. trained as in teaching him sit and stay LOL😭 nothing rlly but i helped take care of him for a whole summer.. i havent been over to my aunts in a while.. like a really long time tbh and i havent seen him in a hot minute but when i entered he was SO excited to see me he literally wouldnt leave me alone and ignored the rest of my family 😭😭 so cutie..
when i entered her house he was so excited that when he jumped on me he knocked my glasses off my face
anyway anyway.. i feel like ive said so much today but i wanted this to be long! i wanted to show u the sunset pics i took and i wanted to write about how just grateful i am for you to comment again, instead of bumping the whole letter so i wanted to fit it all into one.. you are everything to me and more ♥
hence the title😇😌
but enough about me!!
i know today you started your day off early with a morning run and i want to say im proud of you building up stamina/lung capacity !!:) im glad that when u have the time you can go on jogs, especially beforehand when you run you feel good and afterwards you feel even better.. i get it💪 im proud of ya and i know youll continue to improve!! 🫶🏻
whatever else you endured in your day, i hope kindness found its way to you throughout it all. the universe will always bless you with the best, because every act of love youve sent out into the world touches lives in ways you might not think, it lingers in the in the air and its so important to the world <3
may it come back to you in the most loving forms ever and brightest forms. even small acts that stumble across you, i just wish kindness and love always finds you
whenever this letter finds you, whatever time of day, i hope your heart is happy with a sense of peace. :)
the world will always bless you with the best things it has to offer, and ill be here right along side you watching it all unfold for you too ♥
the love you sow in the hearts of others grows, around u and around the world. its beauty adorns every heart, including your own, i hope you know that my love:)
i hope youre eating well too and i know, well at least i hope and prsy youre enjoying your days as you work hard. may the beauty of ur smile always light up the rooms u enter. i cant wait to see it soon.. although i wish i could see it now!!
words will never compare or meet the extent of how happy u make me feel of how much love i have for you so pls always rmbr that 💗
like literally nothing will ever describe it best fr.. so grateful for u<3ily 💞💞💞
i still think that letter i wrote conveyed alot of it best, but everyday its the same but new feeling ❤️❤️❤️🫶🏻🫶🏻💌
ill be in your care in june, and youll be in mine of course. may you glow even brighter this month, youll outshine the stars in so many ways ✨
may you fall in love with the little
joys that are come your way in june also:)
may you stay safe will you dance and practice, i know youre working hard and the determination you have for everything is so admireable. whatever else youre up too, u know im cheering for you..
may no writers block ever stumble upon your creative mind.. genius :p
excited to hear the lyrics youve written, if we can soon. :) i know you took a walk and wrote lyrics, enjoy your walks at night and jogs in the morning, but i hope you stay safe pls :,)
i want to see the han river so bad like omfg.. one day ill experience it.. anyway anyway
i just know the views around u are always so pretty
the stars r jealous of ur beauty, even if they glow bright, you glow brighter. take care my love, youll forever shine bright within my heart and eyes
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im off later today too.. then i go back to work so ill see how my monday plays out.. but i hope ure enjoying your monday, or whatever time you see this i hope you feel bright and my words can touch ur heart again 🥰😌 i pray ur always happy and healthy.. my love is always surrounding u as much as i wish for the universe to send it to u and i just know urs is always surrounding me. 😇😇💗
i love you so much
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ill love you even more tomorrow:)
have a good rest of your day, or enjoy your night whenever this finds you 🥹
i cherish and admire you sooo much❤️❤️
take care pls and pls always show ur pretty smile
my baby🫶🏻🫶🏻 not too much.. bc ur mine ofc.. 🥰😽🤣🤣
take care lovie, always rmbr i love u more💕❤️😽
enamored with ya and ill always let u know. hope ur days well i love you my babyyyy🥰🥰✨🫶🏻
i miss u my youngjae. may your days be as beautiful as you, i really do mean it when i say i hope and wish for the universe to bless u with so much beauty and greatness.. u deserve the world my love
with love,
♥ — your angel,
angelina
💌 june 3rd 1:55am est
📧 june 3rd 2:55pm kst
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