[에릭] your angel: 내 전부 영재 ♥ #964 🌟🌟

[angelinnaa]

♥hi my sweet love♥
yours here ੈ✩‧₊˚

if the stars ever disappeared, i’d look for them within your eyes

hello my baby🫶🏻
long time no write :p &read(?) lol!!
hehe anyway, whatever youve been up to these days i know youre working soooo hard and im gonna assume youre doing many great things. i mean no matter what? anything you do is great<3 (im speaking real when do i ever lie) but i know youre doing great things for your future schedules, practicing, & anything else youre up too! i hope everything you do always pertains to your happiness:)

im curious of that goal you spoke of on bubble too🤔
but again, i hope that youre so so happy. i really do mean it when i say your happiness is apart of my happiness. and i hope that doesnt put alot of pressure on you as i know that saying holds alot of meaning, but really when i see or just know that youre happy and doing well it makes my heart burst with a feeling i cant even put into words to describe 🥹💝


may you have magnificent and beautiful days, filled with lots of laughter and good vibes:) i really am always thinking how your days are, and i love when you update how they are🥰 whatever’s going on i hope you’re never stressed and i seriously mean it (as you know) i just wish for your happiness more than anything 🥺🥺💖 i want you to be the happiest more than anyone ever in the world<3
such a hardworking and loving soul u really deserve the world and i wish you could see how i viewed you always, you’re deserving of so much. whatever greatness nd beauty the world has to offer

<3

ive just been working and workin and working.. the grind do be real.. LOL

i went to the gym the past two days too!:p
ill tell u about my friday tho cuz thats all my brain has capacity for rn..? well just to talk about of that makes sense.. as i write this my brain is kinda foggy ive been up since 3:30am and it’s 1am on saturday rn..
okay so rmbr how ive mentioned how were allowed to go to different locations aka the hamptons for my job? well i had a shift out there today!! it was a nice day out today, i had to leave at 4:30 and it took me an hour to drive there and it was honestly soooo peaceful and pretty.. i wish i had time to stop bc when i would pass over bridges the views of water and the sunrise were literally breathtaking.. but i got this as i drove through fields<3

pics r ass they dont do the sunrise justice like omfg.. no but the views over water are even more beautiful than u can think like its my favorite thing ever i wish i could’ve stopped but it was midst traffic ☹️❤️

my shift was fun though! i met new people and jt was just straight up a cafe store literally nothing too crazy and it was so calm i really enjoyed it.. im so used to chaos, when it wasn’t busy i kept just walking around and i felt a bit anxious and ancy cause at points there was nothing to do after we would stock and we didnt have anyone come in for a little.. but i really liked the atmosphere:,)

i even got to leave an hour early (i had a 9 hour shift) bc it was soooo dead & there were like 7 of us and we didnt need thay many people.. anyway anyway, it was fun meeting new people :p


i then went to go look for a coffee shop after i left.. since i was out in the hamptons i just wanted to try something new and explore! 🥰 i actually didnt get coffee but i got something!! LOL

i got home around 4pm.. 🥲 but i was so tired i knocked out for an hour and 30 mins.. and then my night continued lol
driving for long also kinda got me idk..
omg but i had an energy drink and i was sooooo mad bc it was so good right.. had literally 6 sips of it and i dropped the whole thing and i was so upset 😭😭😭 LOLLL it was literally so good im still mourning it..


anyway anyway.. id say my day was good.? kinda upset though because it was so nice out earlier and i honestly wished i spent it not working but what can you do you know..? i still enjoyed my day i just know i wouldve been much happier doing something else.. sometimes ill turn down opportunities or ill just stay in at night, though i want to do things but im either tired, or i have to get up so early the next morning.. and i like preparing myself for the next day and not staying out late especially when i have to work.. and i feel like im wasting so much time doing so though ;-; idk i feel like sometimes im missing out on so much and im behind in other aspects of my life (?)
as you can tell i work rlly hard since i always tell you i work and i work a crazy amount of hours almost every week.. i mean who doesnt this day and age but idk with sbx its like you have to be locked in and focused with everything, its honestly just muscle memory. like its alot tbh 😣 feel like this job just takes over my life sometimes and i kinda limit myslf on having fun sometimes .. IDK i still have fun but i wish i wasnt so physically exhausted sometimes

but also theres pros and cons of where i live too, like theres no fun activities besides the beach (which i ❤️❤️❤️) and i do like staying in too.. i just wished i lived in a city.. been trying to save up to move too 🫡 like id rather live in a bigger city i just know id prosper more.. idk omg theres so much in my head

speaking of cities.. im going out to nyc soon hopefully within the week so yay.. 😇let me move on..

i know youre so busy, and im wishing you so much luck each second of your day. as well as your safety too.. 🥹💖 not gonna sound crazy overbearing but im still just worried for your knees and i think abt your cramping too here and there.. i know youre smart enough and also old enough to know whats best for yourself LOL but i really do worry and i know you practice so so hard.. with the upcoming tour too shows back to back basically im just literally gonna pray so hard for your health and everything.. i know you’re healthy and im always wishing it stays that way, just please take extra care and caution this tour too, as it is your first upcoming american tour and i care for you so deeply 🥹❤️ you know this:(:
i know performing is what you love to do most, you were born to shine so im asking the universe to watch over u extra during those times and u enjoy yourself and stay safe 💖🌟
im always sending my positive energy your way ♥


also the silent library..😭 you had me cracking uppp.. first off.. you with the bugs.. LMFAOOOOO.. no because genuinely bugs are my worst fear too.. spiders.. even flys.. bees.. literally any bug oh my god just thinking & writing to you right now about bugs has me grossed out.. 🤣 digging through them..? yeah i could never.. id genuinely be cursing up a storm.. the screaming is SO valid and jumping on the table im not even gonna clown you for that hell id do it too eric..😭😭😭😭LOL.. you’re actually so funny though youre so me omg.. laughing at how you reacted bc id react the same exact way like i really get you.. the way you were begging everyone not to screw with you too was too cute sorry kfnfkskdjc ur my baby fr #iwillprotectyou 😛

(you also looked sooooooooooo fine.. so sexy omg pls why are other ppl looking at you who aren’t me.. jk..maybe)


also yall were BARELY silent.. hence the title like you guys were not silent at all lol hehe

the second being the one we spoke 🤭 hence the top photos LOL

i know someone who attended both these fansigns, and they recently sent me pictures of you.. sorry but youre just too pretty like:( i know you know how handsome you are but god you’re literally so breathtaking its insane.. you’ll always keep mesmerizing me and your beauty will forever remain unamtched from anyone ever.. like.. you know ur smile is my favorite it’s literally so beautiful and i love seeing you smile 🥹 but also your brown eyes are so pretty and from my pov i can always see how bright they shine, with the love you withhold in your eyes. it’s telling.
ill never get tired of telling you either.
i hope you’ll forever be optimistic and happy, this sight is a sight i wouldn’t trade for anything else in the world really 🫶🏻
hehe

i know you’re very level headed and strong, but i know how much you think.. just some words of strength and encouragement as ill always send you my love, but eric youre worth so much, more than the world honestly. the lives you touch of those around you, anyone is able to remember what you do for them, and just how strong your presence is. your presence is so comforting& strong, you are such a special individual that anyone can see it🥹 so many loving qualities to you that i can go on forever about. but please just know youre worth so much and whatever you do, please push and continue to work hard for yourself:) you and tbz of course, but please also work hard for yourself, theres so much in store for a soul like yours whos so determined of always wanting the best for himself, hard work is always paying off. your dreams and aspirations will always come true as you work towards them diligently ❤️❤️
theyll never fail you, if something doesn’t go as you wish just know there’s always a better outcome for you somewhere along the road💝🫶🏻
im always, always, always rooting for you in any way i can, and loving you so loud and letting you know always. :) my love for you is so strong, you deserve to be loved loudly <333
ill always be with you, you have me always ❤️❤️❤️❤️
im hoping especially these days you’re taking care. you really are so special 🥹❤️ im always always always always rooting for you. my hearts with you and itll never leave🥰🥰
ur mine

its not too late, but im tired and im ending this off. you’ve worked so hard this week. whenever you see this and this letter finds your heart, i hope you always remember im thinking of you and cheering on your every moment, wanting the best for you. may your happiness always be a priority to you as well,
let’s continue to shine these days especially this june.. youve done so well this week as i know youre probably up to so much.. i miss you my baby ☹️☹️❤️
ask anything u want from the universe, i hope everything you want simply becomes yours as you put your mind to whatever that may be💝❤️



i know ur heads probably been everywhere also, so please always remind yourself to take a breather here and there. may u never be too overwhelmed, remember to be gentle with yourself 🥰🥰🥰
this is ur reminder to do so!
you’ve worked so hard this week my love.



theres this frank ocean unreleased song on soundcloud thats been getting attention as of lately 💔.. i love alot of his unreleased songs too (alot r on soundcloud)
im gonna recommend it to you!
#angel_fm: pyrite - frank ocean


alsooooo i know this was so long and i honestly tried not to say too much because i really wanted you to read this from monday 😣😣 https://m.cafe.daum.net/officialTHEBOYZ/Rbog/488745?svc=cafeapp

your angel: 내 전부 영재♥ #962 :) 🌌😇❤️

i know it was monday but i went to watch the sunset nd went stargazing 🥺pls pls
thank you for always loving me and reading these too. :)
you are such a boost and explosion of love within my heart that keeps me going:) i swear

i love love love you<3
and miss u so much 🥺❤️



love u my sexy boy yup calling u sexy cuz ur fine af just had to say that..
may my pretty words always stick with you though because i mean everything i say always 💘💘💘
i cherish you, may you end this weekend off well too :) i hope youve been getting good rest at night too.. ❤️❤️
always loving and rooting for you, ill love you even more later today and tomorrow 💟 :)
take extra care nd i hope u smile🫶🏻





with love,
♥ — your angel,
angelina

my pretties :(

your smile is worth the world, you really light my heart up. youre the handsomest ever my boy,

goodnight from me, see u in my dreams 💝
d-40
(u soo want to post the lotte world pics when you have a chance)

💌 june 8th, 2:47am est
📧 june 8th 3:47pm kst