aliceIN
ciao mio dolce kevin♡
you know that viral audio that was going around some time ago that was like "I may be depressed but at least I got an iced coffee!" "but you're still depressed" "but I got an iced coffee" "...but you're depressed" and so on?
well that's basically how I feel lol
this is the longest I've been without writing to you and I'm sorry :( not that you care probably but I don't like being inconsistent... mostly bc I enjoy writing in here
but as you said the other day on bubble
I also want to spread positivity and it's not worth it to come here and bring bad vibes, so I decided to wait a little before writing again.
so it was infact a tough time.
I told you I thought my English exam went well... well I didn't pass it
it wasn't the worst, I still got a second chance to take it again in July unlike others, but still demoralizing.
I shouldn't blame myself tho, the C2 level is basically the natives' level of the language, but still, my friend Alicw passed with a C so :/
I guess I failed my writing exercise and probably few parts of the listening and translation.
I admit my English writing is not the best (as you can see)
but oh well... I'll try again
then I failed another exam yesterday but I didn't study at all so I wasn't surprised.
I'm just tired of university ngl but I can't give up now that I'm almost done, right?
my parents weren't mad so that's great.
so I decided to forget about June and try it all over again in July :) I got this!
but lest have a recap of the pretty things that happened these days.
🙂 oh I broke
I literally broke
my brain froze and I went BOOM
after this, Jae and I reacted amazingly
this went on for ..? one hour? LMAO
but I vented about your hair way TOO MUCH.
then you went live today, after the horrible days I had and 🥺 it made me just so happy :(
cute 🤍
as I said at the beginning
"I may be depressed but kevin went live" "but you're still depressed" "but kevin went live" 😎
it made my day frfr❤️🩹
you also talked about your hair‼️
I recommend a Wolf cut!! but I guess your hair is already kinda like it so👀
(oreo hair should have a cb btw)
I also edited today's live with Birds of a feather bc why not
I was emotional
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGebjXLHu/
♡ (I understood how to activate the links in the letters lol)
oh and lastly
I had my first Orchestra concert yesterday 🥹
didn't take pics for some reasons lol
but it was fun! I played more than I thought haha
and my besties came as well❤️🩹 I was truly happy ♡
but of course something had to happen
I felt sick on Saturday and my throat got irritated, so I cough a lot and OF COURSE I started coughing like crazy at the very beginning of the concert 😍
it was so embarrassing, I also started tearing up bc I was trying so bad to contain the coughs
worst feeling ever 😐
eventually I stopped and the concert went on but istgggg whyyyyy😭
now I'm currently without voice and tomorrow I'll go back to work, hopefully I'll recover overnight:((
so yeah, this is the update of today haha
I'll come back tomorrow 🤍
thank you for existing my kevin, you make my life better 💗
I love you so much, as I always do (but a little more than yesterday and less than tomorrow) 🤍
I'm proud of you, you did great today too❤️🩹
pce out
aliceOUT