Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? hope you’ve managed to give your mind a rest today, putting special care and attention onto your every needs despite your most likely overwhelming schedule, we know you’re doing your best and you’re doing it well kev, do grab every moment you can have for yourself to rest and take care ♡
Thank you for all the work today as well🫶🏻
As for me I’m doing greaat, I haven’t done much today, fasted all day as this is Eid day tomorrow, we made some homemade pizzas, I kept up with my usual routine, reading and leaving myself to these endless hobbies, juggled between binge watching avatar, Rick and Morty, not leaving away a good old tbz content to hype a fangirl up, lowkey running out of strength as I did not drink nor eat much the night before when the fast breaks at 10pm lmao
We still made it without a headache nor a nap which is hands down a success, I’m now half in dreamland as we speak, my eyes are picking a fight with me to shut them down rn, somebody tell them its binnie time
I’ve also occasionally been fighting for my life to get my mom her visa, they be robbing us in broad daylight just for a few days trip it’s stressing me out lmao
God forbid they wanted so bad to extract themselves from Europe they’re about to ruin my bday trip
I’m a very stubborn girl tho, the underage kid who ended up saving up random gift money for years just to go to a concert to not face rejection when the time would come again, jokes on whoever thinks I’ll stop before defeat strikes me in the face
No one can stop me when I have something in mind, just rob me, I’ll see my boyzies and the Big Ben in one shot no matter what
..and the day I come on here with no tickets lmao, pray for your fave yapper Kev, we miss London and you even more </3
My mom hasn’t stepped foot in the UK ever since she was in middle school, she’s now in her early fifties, you can do the maths, it’s been a ridiculous amount of time hence me really wanting to take her on a lil extended date with her favorite daughter (can u hear my siblings yapping lmao)
No but really tho, isn’t it such a great feeling to know that you can somewhat give to your parents the attention that they’ve been carefully gifting you your whole life
If I can already try to take her out of her way to enjoy herself a bit more outside of this whole mothering environment she has been dedicating herself to for the past 20years, I really do think thoughts and efforts should be put into it, taking it a step further with crazier destinations when I’ll hopefully build myself a good enough future to have the financial stability to do so
Random thoughts time~
I watched a ytb video/podcast earlier of daughters and a mom going over great parenting and everything that comes from it, which sprinkled thoughts up that brain of mine being fond of work outs lmao
The feeling of having to give back what I’ve received can’t seem to leave my brain, I’ve never ever been impelled into an environment where I’d be asked or felt like I had to be or act a certain way, but when you are surrounded by people who genuinely care for you and do uplift you as a way to help you behave in a much more loving and confident manner when it comes to anything you’d touch to or draw interest in; I do believe this idea of reciprocating such attention naturally forms as you go on your own way
My family did that for me and so did every little thing/person I got to feel honest esteem for, growing up
You have become another added value into my life for which I do hold a special place, henceforth this never ending cycle of feeling like any of the valuable aspects you’ve brought me in a point in time, from a simple smile to lifelong lessons learned, should somehow make it back to you
I essentially like to live by the principle that showing gratitude to the ones who did participate in helping you plot a course through a moment in time, regardless of how mundane or ordinary it can be, should stay as a constant reminder in the back of one’s mind
Hearing you put just as much emphasis on how you’d intend to abide by that, made me add special thoughts into it furthermore, which really helped in spreading appreciation a bit more freely to my loved ones, eventually making my way to hundreds of cheesy letters to a lovely being who deserves all the time and love we’ve came to gradually build up lmao~ ♡
It does say a lot on the whole parenting situation doesn’t it? You seem to have been so well looked over and loved in the very first place that nothing but the best comes out from how well you’ve managed to take advantage of all the lovely things surrounding you
I’d just sit down and randomly think to myself that I’ve been growing well if the main acts I look up to can be so well aligned with what I want to exude, while still remaining even more of a guiding light for me to find the constant motivation in them to grow into an even better fit for myself
This whole mindset of wanting to please and ultimately make those who gave you all this attention proud, can lowkey be a source of pressure put upon yourself, honestly they’re the first thing I think about after myself when I feeling like a failure lmao, but it doesn’t change a thing about it being a given to love this much
‘Hope I’ll someday manage to sprinkle u good only, just as you’ve successfully done for me <3
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hi hi my kevin, I should complain to u more often, just woke up to a new free appointment next week that popped up for my mom’s visa, u’d think we’re ticketing atp lmao
Thanks Mr lucky charm ♡
Anywayys my Kevin, you being copy pasted from your dad has always fascinated me, golden genes be running in the moon fam and I’m still left too stunned to speak about you looking this good, how does it feel to be born model material~
My sis kept rambling about it the other day, how your full name sounded like a celebrity name from the get go, leave alone you looking so photogenic even the camera needs a breather before it clicks, people would die when they’ll realize you’re real and even more dazzling irl, we’re kneeling again lmao ily
Do you know what I dreamed of btw, I guess your passionate monologue for that one open letter to Netflix touched the back of my brain because we just dreamed about a random insta post going « Kevin moon on Netflix » lmaoo
It’s the way I’ve become so sensitive to molding my own dreams, I’d think of something and the next thing you know I’m dreaming about it
I was laying down at 4am the other day trying to sleep, thought about my mom’s golden spaghetti recipe growing hungry, guess who dreamed about it, my mom smiled so bad when I told her, it was made and ready the next hour lmao ily mom
All that to say, Kevin Moon Netflix upcoming, I’m a manifesteR, it’s happening
Omg btw, not that sangyeon and cobie Grammy interview, I just love when we get to hear you guys on the insights of everything that revolves around your craft, we don’t often get the chance to have a ride through all the equipments and their usage which go along the entire making process behind each of your releases and that’s why we do love a more technical approach to music to be discussed every once in a while<3
A Kevin geek enthusiast right here~ idk I feel like it gives much more depth to your work for us to step foot into the rather complex side of how you work on a regular basis on each project, music analysis is so interesting when it comes from the artist himself, me being just a music lover rather than a professionally taught musician, that’s definitely something I appreciate diving through
Anywayys, hope we’ll get a vlog or something when you’ll come out with your mixtape, it’s a need to see u create <3
I just came back from eating that huge barbecue Eid meal, if you read this letter today, round of applause, bc I don’t feel like I’ll ever end this considering I’ve found myself taking pauses every 2sec for the purpose of this celebratory day lmao
Father’s day + Eid day, we’re indeed busy, morty says happy father’s day btw🫶🏻🫶🏻
Family dinners are always one big bowl of chaos, everyone got something to say and reminisce about, we’re just right there bringing up anecdotes as if we were all a bunch of 90 years olds, cutting e/o off every 2sec lmaoo
We gotta mention the French canteen real quick, we only went once a week in primary school as a lil break for my mom
Do you know what’s every French kid’s obsession? Bread lmao
When I tell you I don’t take people mentioning baguettes as a stereotype because we literally are so serious about it that’s not even funny
Always there, just like you’d have water at every corner, you’ll have buckets of bread, one slice per kid, sneaking in a few in our pockets when they’ll look elsewhere just to run out and sit in the middle of the playground eating bread only pls
It cracked me up seeing my brother agreeing too lmao
Tell me meals are inedible without telling me meals are inedible
Hardly seeing berets anymore but bread is in our blood yall
You mentioning wanting to experience that in Korea was so real tho, I feel like they just have actual meals, something we do not know of lmao
It did change tho, my brother be eating pizzas and actual desserts when we only knew of soups and horrifying mixes of vegetables you couldn’t even tell apart lmao
He was saying how they now initiated games, they would put a crown down a kid’s plate, and if you came to have it you’d be allowed to do and fill up your tray with whatever you want in the canteen for a whole 10min pls wth lmao
I just want y’all to take theb university to another level, just so we can witness you experience the actual student life there lmao
Anywayys, why is this so long again😭💀
I paused it so much that I don’t even know what I talked about, girl just keeps spitting whatever
I guess it’s time to stop being so random and go for some art now~
There’s this artist, a Vietnamese illustrator and fine artist which I’ve been loving lately, Tran Nguyen, there’s not much online about her but I did read about how she was mostly focusing on the interest she grew for therapeutic imagery through her works, giving a sense of surrealism and fantasy, working with both colored pencils and acrylic on paper
There’s definitely nostalgia and melancholy coming out of some of her works that have piqued my attention, I just love when it’s about turning emotions we might deal with into such deeply imaginative surrealistic paintings
I’ll leave you with some of her works below, she does post a lot on her insta which I’ll leave below as well if a broader look into it is needed and yep, that’s it for me for today ♡
Thank you always for your time my Kevin, I hope reading through the most random parts of our days can help you pause all the overthinking pertaining to whatever’s sitting on your mind for a short while, writing you is my way to do so, so I do wish it can at the least push you into spacing out, ending your days leaving aside the rather complicated thoughts while making space for what you deserve to hear <3
Always right beside you, I hope you can be aware of that and go on your days growing even more confident of how much impact you hold as the highly educated and sensible person you are <3
Always beyond amazed and even more admirative of you, you’re doing great Kevin, give your mind and body a rest, wishing for you to have an even better one tomorrow ♡
Grateful for you, love you ♡
Please take great care of yourself, stay safe, rest well and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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