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♥hi my love♥
yours here ੈ✩‧₊˚
hi my youngjae:)
its been a long time since you’ve last stopped by here, and i hope as you endure your long days that your energy remains high & youre in good spirits. whatever else youre up too as you practice and conclude your long schedules, at the end of your days too i hope and wish you’re ending them in a comfortable manner.. i really hope youre doing well these days, im always wishing happiness & health upon your well being.. hope all is well with you 🥹🤲
you just deserve the best and that’s all i ask for, hope everything good finds its way towards you
weve both been working hard these days, and as my mind always wanders to how your days are & i ponder upon that thought, i know youre working really hard with whatever schedules you have, and i know youre putting everything into practicing too as the tour is coming up, i know you have alot to prepare for.. giving u a hug and a pat on the back for working so hard ❤️❤️💖💖 youre doing so great my love:)
speaking of working.. last letter i wrote how i was working an event for porsche.. well it was honestly so cool and i honestly didnt do much.. it was so easy but really fun:)
literally just sat there looking pretty checking peoole in and putting bracelets on people.. talked to alot of people that day but it was really cool.. i also may have a job there too now!!
it was porsche of southhampton and the company that they were doing a sponsor for, so many other car brands are also sponsors for the people i worked for.. the whole thing is really cool, and the owners are sooooo nice.. my friend who asked if i wanted to do it, offered me her job because shes moving and i think i might take the opportunity:) it wld only be on sundays!!
its cars and coffee, so id work the cafe part :p
i took all the pictures for my stepdad bc he loves porsches, but i didnt get alot since i had to run back and monitor everyone who was coming in.. it was really fun..:p
other than this day, my days recently have been sooo productive and fun. ive been working and my days arent stressful (im hoping they stay that way let me not say toooo much) ive been working with my friends so it makes everything go by faster when we r laughing a lot, been going to the gym, seeing my friends alot too:)
im gonna leave a dump of my past few days, ive been leaving photos in my letters but i just wanna show u my lifes been fun these days for me ☺️ just little random me pics..
dump 1)
dump 2
theres these pics i showed in a few letters back, but u wanted to show them to you bc well:) everything was just so pretty and it reminded me of you & i knew youd like to see the beach<3
but yea:) just a little dump of my days instead of bumping and reiterating/talking about everything over again .. just wanna show u alot.. theres also other pics i have but 🤷♀️
my days have been very eventful:] im happy when im spending time with the people i love<3 aka my friends
i went out last night and i introduced clarissa to another set group of mine.. but as the night ended we all ended up at a diner, and then clarissa and i had a sleepover and debriefed about the whole night.. kinda felt shitty last night but her being there in with me made me feel sooo much better tbh. this group i dont feel like i belong in anymore and thats kinda what we debriefed abt at the end of the night, her being there made me more comfortable .. so glad to have her 🥹 ok anyway anyway..
also.. theres something i wanna say, which im honestly really upset about and bummed about.. i dont really know technically if i can say this but i dont see why not.. honestly just something me and my 2 friends are fustrated over :,)
ive mentioned something briefly about how we were trying to prepare a little something for you guys here in new york to start off the tour, as its finally gonna be all 11 of you here and i know this tour definitely means alot to you guys:(
kinda just want to let out my fustration..
we tried to prepare wearable gifts (designed shirts), were gonna give try to gift u guys flowers etc, we were so positive about everything. we put in such hard work to preparing and constructing examples of what we were gonna do and were kinda already in the midst of preparing everything physically as well.. its just such a bummer and its lowkey unfair :/ like seeing other countries prepare such gifts for you all, and as we try to do it as well we cant.. its just really disheartening :(
we really wanted to make the start of this tour special for you guys, and make it so memorable as well.. idk just not even being able to gift flowers is so upsetting.. like we put alot of thought and effort into our creations and it really is just disheartening😭
we resorted to one last option but :/ i dont want to reveal everything to you incase something takes a turn but :(
ill just reveal this i suppose 😭 idk its really discouraging and upsetting.. im not one to ever talk about stuff like this, but with how everythings been so far it just really is super discouraging tbh :/ idk:( i just wanted to let you know.. ;-;
were still preparing something special but ive been upset about this all night
i know youre up to so much these days..
so i hope the schedules that youre partaking in, youre enjoying them and having fun at the same time as you focus and work tremendously hard. <3
im so proud of you these days. my heart grows fonder of you, along side with many other things but one of the main reasons is how hard you work, how youre always pushing for more and youre always determined to show and do your best (my little perfectionst, dont ever be too hard on yourself) you work so hard and your hard work is admirable:)
ill always be proud of you and cheer you on with my entire heart :) ♥
cheering you on and sending you my love is what ill always do, i want my words to always uplift you and make you feel better, and so supported. there is so much love by your side. 😇
(alot of it may be mine :p)
❤️may my words be a solace to your heart:)❤️
youre doing so well these days:) youre the main character in your own story, make your days as you go, you can achieve anything and i mean anything, you put your mind too.. im always rooting for u as u know:)❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖💖
with how much i miss you the memories ive been thinking back upon these past few days have been keeping my heart so warm. i love you more than anything and youll always be a thought in my mind, the first person to come to mind even. :)
my love is always being sent your way, i hope youre smiling these days my lovely boy. as you know your smile is one of my absolute most favorite features.. nothing more beautiful than seeing someone you love light up with laughter, a smile that can light up any room & one that is truly the most handsomest ever 💖💖💖💖🌙
i really miss you.. ☹️
im so tired rn.. laid out in the sun today and the sun drained me.. u know how it be..
i miss you so much:( i know youre busy but i hope you’ll continue to stop by often when you can.
i hope this letter finds your heart extremely well, i miss you more then anything rn :,)
i hope this new week is lovely to you, that your days are extravagant and fruitful :) may you laugh alot as you continue to make so much progress in your path and work hard.
i love you i love u i love you💖💖💖🤍💞
take care my love, youre always on my mind.
ill love you more this week too!!
have a wonderful monday, whenever you see this i hope you’re extremely well. i hope youre caught up on your rest too🥹💖
i love you my boy <3
♥
may the sun keep you warm, and the stars shine brightly on you at night💖🫶🏻
you deserve the world, again i always know how hard youre working. youre doing do great and im so proud of you. be easy on yourself
with love,
♥ — your angel, angelina
💌 june 17th, 2:07am est
📧 june 17th 3:06pm kst
theres sumn i may send to u too:[ debating but idk.. its regarding something else ive mentioned briefly before. take care:)
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