Dear my only one,
Hey Kevin!! Happy june!! ❤️💛💙
It’s been a while!! I dont really have a plan for this letter but I dont want to get out of the habit of writing to you, even when i have nothing to say,, really just checking in!!
There really has been some things on my mind and i always express how happy i currently am because things on the outside have been going well for me!! But those who seem the happiest can also have their bad days… i guess you could say im having one of those bad days… But dont worry too much!!
I really wanted to spend my summer vacation to the fullest with visiting my family and cousins abroad but this year is different… so i guess thats whats been keeping me down… there seems to be a situation between family members thats keeping me from seeing my really close cousins and it really hurts when we have nothing to do with it..! This is where i start to understand that things cant always be the same and things are just prone to change… but Ive also always been told that family should always stick together… so i guess im just torn between the two… what would one do in a situation like this? i hope that maybe this could relate to you if youve maybe lost touch with family you may have had in canada… i can definitely learn to move on from something like this..! im good at moving on from things and storing thoughts away!! but it just makes me sad how ive spent the summer just laying around with no one to talk or have fun with.. the days just keep going by so quickly and summer will be over before I know it ..
I wonder how you spend your days to the fullest?? especially on your days off?? You might lay around too, but is there something in specific that you do that makes you feel like youve accomplished something?? I can maybe guess you would answer with working out or cleaning haha! For me, i try to leave the house everyday, even if its just for a little bit whether its to go the the store or get a quick snack! a little adventure gives me a small sense of fufillment at the end of the day! bur it’s really a shame that i had so much planned to have the best summer.. and theres so much to do around this town but i have no one to do it with… and i couldnt even do it alone because i have no one who could take me .. i hope one day in the future we can maybe do something fun together haha!! we do have a lot hobbies in common actually!! (piano, bracelet making, fornite, movies, musicals, art, popculture 😊)
I do have one thing i can look forward to this summer though… something really exciting… thats of course seeing the boyz on tour!! despite all that im going through, i at least have you that i can come to!! Like i said earlier, things are bound to change, but despite everything that goes on in my life ill always come back to the boyz!!
Anyways, the purpose of this letter was to yap and just sort out my thoughts!! never be afraid to share what you feel too,, even if you feel sad,, i hope that we can be there for you to at least lend an ear 🩵
**i missed your live from a couple days ago, so i hope youll come back again soon TT
Sincerely from yours,
Diana 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵