Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? hope you were able to start off this week on a good note, it must be hard to even dissociate a day from another given day offs are far from being a weekly thing on your end buut I do hope you’re still able to go by the right balance and look after yourself my kevin <3
Take care, you’re doing some crazy work out there <33
As for me we’re currently slowly falling into waving hi to sickness, the control freak I am just slept in, honestly pretty sure I can stay awake for the next two days given the amount of hours I remained wandering around dreamland lmao
I’m fine enough to make use of my fingers now so let’s just dive into that bustling mind of mine~
I was watching a kdrama just now, very weird lmao but I saw the main actress was the8show’s 8th floor, this is such a different genre and she’s therefore the complete opposite of the character she played in it, I wouldn’t have recognized her if I waited before starting this at alll
That’s so crazy to me, how can you be so good to jump from a script to another and still fully impregnate yourself with the story, both dramas came out around the same time too so that means she most likely jumped from one to another real time
It’s fascinating to see how each and every individual out there gets to shine from one thing they are competent in
You know, I’m still very unsure of how I want to manœuvre my future career wise, it’s not that I don’t have anything I love but just that I have too many things to love, but seeing such invested people excelling in that one thing which makes them vibrate makes me feel eager to grow and work towards that one point in time where I’ll be living off what makes me feel alive too~
I’m writing this with a big smile on so don’t take it too deep lmao, I’m just leaving myself to my thoughts as always, it’s a good thing to get inspired through the most trivial stuff like that <33
It’s just how I’d daily turn on videos of you singing, look at your drawings and anything you’re good at which are too many to be enumerated lmao🫶🏻🫶🏻, it makes me want to live that way too, to wake up in the morning with a precise reason in mind
I know nothing will ever be easy, and seeing you still having to go through things which do hurt you even if you’re doing what you love is an illustration of it, but it should be easier to wake up when you can manage to not lose your purpose behind that one dream of yours?
I don’t know I’m yet to be the one experiencing it, but watching her act so well made me think of you too, as you’re both passionate in your craft and execute it so well, thinking about how I’d hope for you to always find a reason as to why you started doing this despite hurting at times ♡
I’d just hope we could become a few lights here and there for your pretty eyes to see, to help you have a clearer look at what you got before you when things get a little bit more foggy too? or a staircase steel bar for you to take it one step at a time with more confidence lmaoo?🫶🏻
You’re just shining so bright when doing what you love, you get me dreamin’ just by looking up to you, I’ll never lose those shiny eyes for you so I hope you’ll never lose those shiny eyes you get when creating my Kevin ♡
That one Ted talk ytb video you once sent us that still sticks with me lmao, I guess I fell for how the way he described artists was totally on spot with how I feel about u~
I’ll make sure to write you when I’ll make it kev, a few years from now? Let’s see what the future holds for me lmao, hope I’ll make myself proud, and you too, hopefully that one kid who used to love bomb you for no reason every two days gets her life together lmaoo
And I’ll still give you credits for painting me so passionate, don’t u worry lmao <3
You know I still have hundreds of things to ask you, I used to never dream about you but it just happens now, and it’s always about an accomplishment of yours, I might have premonitory dreams who knows lmao (the power of the mom in the drama pls)
I was thinking about that last time, if mentioning what we wish for you could turn into a pressure or push you into overthinking at some point, I’m telling you the thing I’m the best at is think lmaoo
It could be the case, we’re humans, I do hope those wishes can remain as a reminder of how many you have caring for you tho <3
How brightly you are shining from what you’ve shown us already, just remember you have those steel bars to hold on and take it step by step my Kevin lmaoo, always here for you ♡
There’s a widower and his daughter in the drama, there’s therefore scenes we usually all experience with our dads, like that one time he taught her daughter how to ride a bike
It was Father’s Day yesterday so it made me think about mine too, he taught me how to ride it when I was around 8? And I still remember it so vividly up to this day lmao
I still remember where it was and how it happened, I picked it up way faster than I thought and lost my mind lmaoo
It’s been years I haven’t rode a bike, my mom has always said that’s something our body can’t forget so I do hope we’ll get the chance to ride it together soon~
Let’s see if I crash into the ground or not lmao
Things happened these past few years which tainted relationships around me but, even though It’s harder to let go of hurtful events, I do feel like spending more time with my family as a whole these days
There’s things that hold me from not overthinking a few things I can’t seem to let go off but having in mind how time passing by can turn into regrets made me think twice lately
I’ll try to be a better daughter and do hope it’ll be reciprocated, let’s spend as much time with our fams~
Hopefully you’ll be able to make your way to Vancouver soon too or that they’ll pay you a visit during the tour, it must be hard being so far apart🫶🏻
Anywayys, my Kevin, how are we feeling about Beyoncé going on tour sooon? You gotta try to work around your outfit for the concert making the spaghetti theme work too🫵🏻
I’m actually curious about what would come out of your mind for such a theme lmaoo, we got a self made fashion designer right here, your renaissance fit was fitting, let’s see the spaghetti cowboy one nooow
Seeing you at renaissance was really something else tho, in my top 2 of the moments I’ve screamed the loudest for you, the first being when I saw you live lmao, I cried kev pls
Still thinking about the lovely message you wrote on your album for her, how precious it is of you be a fan and have fans you can bond with as well <3
I told you about that one time I had a call for an interview on fanmeetings, one of the questions was about if having the same interests as your bias or relating to them more could make a difference in a conversation, it really does and even further than that, the fact that we can all notice how you’re genuinely willing to make it easy for us to relate to you all the while remaining reactive and conscious of your environment is still something I really do appreciate about you <3
Sometimes hard to see you as an introvert only, given how good you are at reading the room and acting accordingly in social settings, always keeping talks smooth and running, you’re fun to be around my Kevin, hope we’ll get to talk again in the future, I still got pages full of things I’d like to throw at you as you can see lmaoo🫶🏻
You appearing on a new variety show just made my day btw, my precious west coast boyzies, I just came back from the dead after gently collapsing seeing how good you looked, no one can beat you in making long hair look this good I fear~
I can’t wait ♡
Not Juyeon rambling about how your refrigerator looks like lmao, our fave lactose intolerant being the first one to buy so many ice creams yet trying to keep it healthy, chicken breasts and mango juice ruling your fridge, you’ve got a sighing juyeon walking around the dorm yall lmaoo
You know I actually can’t eat such ice creams, my teeth are too sensitive to even dare to bite into ice creams so growing up, my mom would just take those ice creams wrapped up in chocolate or sandwiched, put them in a cup and crush them lmaoo
It’s actually better and easier to finish like that, I’ve been crushing my ice creams ever since now, except the cone ones~
It’s tastier for the ones wrapped up in chocolate too, you don’t have to think about running out of the chocolate it’s all mixed up lmao
Are you okay tho, fighting against your intolerance just like that
I mean, who wants to live with food restrictions
We all rather suffer, that’s why I’ve been eating chocolate bars all day lmao
Thanking my mom’s genes too for allowing my skin to not break out from food lmao
The tour greeting vid for the states just came out, god Kevin when I tell you those white fits are crazy I’m not allowing my eyes to blink a single milli second from the moment you step foot on stage </3
Anywayys, sunwoo on his way to Paris, juyeon soon too, happy I can get a glimpse of you guys so soon before the tour, we thank fashion weeks for helping me die less faster missing y’all lmao, I can’t wait to see you as eleven again, we miss our boyzies a bit too much lately <3
Anyways we feelin nauseous again, I’m off to dyin
It’s time to wrap it all up with some art and I’ll slowly end it here for today~
Aykut Aydogdu, a Turkish illustrator mostly known for his surreal portraits which he juxtaposes with everyday life objects, elements, animals as a way to express each and every felt emotion coming out of each piece
I do like diving into art that does convey fragments of emotions we might all be subject to feel at one point in time, as it makes it interesting seeing how each artist wants to illustrate it depending on their approach to art
His portraits are soo realistic yet always sprinkled by a touch or surrealism which I loove, another very talented artist and I’ll leave you to your own interpretations now ♡
Thank you for reading today as well Kevin, no need for details here but all things mentioned on here are always only brought up when I feel like taking positivity out of them can be done, so we’re doing great as always, only writing through it with a smile and I’m as usual, grateful for you for allowing me to spare that one moment in my days to come to you and space out, spreading and receiving positivity only with this lil routine we’ve both initiated for ourselves ♡
Thanks for sparing your precious time for us, I know you’ve been working at an especially tiring pace lately and still knowing you here means a lot, I hope you can keep on giving yourself such attention as well and shelter your own space for self care just as frequently ♡
Your efforts will never go unnoticed and so won’t your work, can’t wait to see you along with all the things you’re carefully putting together as we speak, you’re an awesome lil being my Kevin ♡
Have a restful night, to no cats but lots of Morty, sleep tight kev ♡
Love you always ♡
Please take great care of yourself, stay safe, rest well and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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